(Levar Point of View)
Over the next two weeks, I am only let out of the bed to go to the bathroom. She does keep feeding me. Whenever I am awake I want to see her. Maybe it is because everytime I see her, she feeds me and gives me comfort. I guess I am starting to like her. She is really hot and she has made it clear that she loves me. I have noticed hooks around my room and the bathroom. I wonder what they will be for. I have been sleeping a lot so maybe she has told me but I just didn't hear her, I know I have been sleeping to forget how lonely I am and just everything. It's probably not healthy but it's working so I don't really care.
When I wake up from one of my naps, I see that there is a tray of food over me and Asaka sitting down next to him with a smile. I go to pull myself up when I realize that the tape isn't on my wrist anymore. I look down at them and there is no tape. I sit up when I hear something. I look up and I am attached to a leash that is on a hook. It's better than how it was before. I smile slightly. I will actually be able to walk around now.
"Good morning darling. You have been so good for me that I thought you should have a big breakfast while we talk. You can feed yourself now that your hands are no longer taped to the bed."
I hug her. "Thank you so much." I feel her hug me back. This feels really nice. I kinda just want to stay in her arms.
"Of course, baby doll. Now, you should eat."
I start eating. I offer her to eat as well and she does.
"I love you baby."
Should I say it back? I mean, she is really nice, cooks great, I don't have to worry about anything, and she is hot. "I love you too."
She holds my cheek as she has me face her. "Really? You do?" She looks so happy.
"I do." She moves down and kisses my lips. This is the first time that she has kissed my lips. I feel my face get red. She normally kisses my forehead or cheek.
"How about after breakfast, we can cuddle after I take care of everything?"
"We," What if I feel the touch again while she is holding me and I freak out? What if I want her to touch me more and then I can't have it or I get uncomfortable. "We can do that."
Once we are done eating, I watch as Asaka leaves the room to take care of everything. When she comes back, she lays down next to me and I hold her close. She is so warm and this feels so nice. I love how this feels. I really like this. I like this a lot. I kind of want to kiss her. She is so soft and warm. Plus, she kisses me a lot. Maybe I shouldn't. I want to but I shouldn't. No, I should just go for it.I move slightly and I go to kiss her cheek but I kiss her lips. I feel her kiss me back. This feels really nice. I feel her slowly get on top of me before kissing down my face.
"Baby?" I mumble
She looks up at me with a smile. "Yes darling?"
"What are you doing?"
"I'm sorry. Is it too much? You kissed and it felt so nice. With you saying that you love me and with you looking so pretty, I stopped thinking for a moment." She kisses my forehead. She thinks I look pretty. I'm glad that she stopped but that was still unexpected.
"It was definitely sudden. I don't want to do anything yet. I feel like we should have at least 5 dates before going to that level with how our relationship is going." Normally I would say no but she is so pretty and hot. Plus, she takes care of me and actually loves me. What could go wrong?
"So one more date and I can?" Wow. We have already gone on 4. I know we have had alone time where we have talked about ourselves but I guess until now, I didn't see them as dates.
"Yes but ask first and not on the date." Because then it seems like you just want to sex.
"Of course baby. How about we have a safe word?"
"What's a safe word?"
"We will use it if we want the other person to stop and they have to listen." That will definitely work. That does mean we would have to trust each other. I do trust her so this should work.
"Okay. Can I choose the word?"
"Of course you can, baby. You can pick any word."
What could I use? It would have to be something I would never use, right? That makes sense to me after all. What don't I use? It should be an English word. What English word do I know that I don't use? "How about pineapple?"
"Sure. We can use pineapple." She gives me a kiss and cuddles me close. "How about we watch a movie tomorrow as a date? I want to make you feel better. I'm sure a lot is going through your head about all of this so I want to show you how much I love you."
What does she mean? I should trust her. Plus, the safe word kept me safe, right? I think so. That is why we have it. "Sure. We can do that. Until then, I am going to sleep."
I feel her kiss my forehead. "How about you take a bath first?"
"A bath?" Where did that come from? Do I smell? I know it has been a while but a bath? Does she want to do something? Like bathing together? I don't really want to. I want to sleep.
"Yes, you do need to clean up after all."
"Can I do it tomorrow before our date?"
"I guess we can." I feel another kiss as I start to sleep.