(Levar Point of View)
When I wake up, I am being shaken by someone. I open my eyes and I see Asaka.
"What's going on?"
"You have been asleep for a while so starting today, I will fix your sleeping and eating schedule."
I sit up. "What?"
"You slept into the next day so I will be shorting how long I will let you sleep, you will be eating three meals and you will take a bath every other day. This should slowly start fixing this and you can get a bit healthier."
I yawn. What does she mean? Am I not healthy? I feel healthy.
"You seem confused. You will soon see."
What? What does she mean? Will she be even nicer to me than she is now? I feel her pull me slightly. I look at her and she is holding the leash that is on me. I guess she wants to be followed. I slowly stand up. I am a little shaking when I do. She holds me.
"I'm sorry darling. I should have let you up more. How are your legs feeling?"
"They kind of hurt but I think that is from staying still."
She gives me a kiss. "I'm so sorry darling. Just give yourself a few minutes and hopefully, you will be able to walk again."
I do stay leaning against her as I wait for the rest of the feeling in my legs to come back. I guess that is what happens when I don't use my legs for like two weeks. I did a little bit but normally Asaka just carried me. When it does, I stand up and luckily I'm not wobbly. I look up at her with a smile.
"Good job. I'm glad you can stand. Let's head into the bathroom so you can take a bath."
She holds my hand as we head into the bathroom. The tub is already filled with hot water.
"I will let you get undressed and hope in."
She lets go of the leash and I get undressed. I slowly get into the tub. This feels nice. I guess I really need this bath. I close my eyes. I have gotten a few showers but they were all short and I was not able to relax until now in the hot water. I still can't look at myself and wash myself from what happened. I still feel so dirty and I can still feel it. I hate it.
"Darling? What's wrong?" I open my eyes as I look up at Asaka.
"I can still feel it."
"You can? Can I try to help?"
"What do you mean?"
"I want to wash you, can I? I will make sure to avoid anywhere that you want me to."
"Can you just avoid down there?"
I see her smile slightly. "Of course I can, darling."
She grabs the soap. She kisses my forehead as she starts washing me. I am watching her. I hate the feeling so much but her washing me kind of helps. I feel her lifting my head up to look at her so I let her.
"Darling, please keep looking at me. You look so pretty and you are my pretty boy. Just keep looking at me. If I do something wrong, tell me. Okay, baby? Can you do that for me?"
She is right, I am a boy. I am her boy. She makes me feel like a boy. "I can do that."
I feel her hands as she keeps washing me up. "You know, There is something I have planned for you before our movie."
"You do? What is it?"
"Please don't be mad but I got you an appointment to get your uterus removed and up your Testosterone."
I smile up at her. "Really?" I have been wanting to but I just don't have the money so I haven't been able to but if she has gotten it done and then I am closer to being a male than before.
"Yes. It is today. Everything is all set so once you are done we can go set you ready."
"Really?"
"Yes. You make it seem like I would lie to you. Now, let's finish getting you cleaned up and we can go."
"Thank you."
"Of course darling."
I let her finish cleaning me up and I clean up the rest of me. I get out of the bathtub. She gives me the hospital gown I will need to wear for the surgery. She takes me into a little at-home hospital room. She helps me get settled down. There are already two doctors in the room.
"Okay, they will take good care of you. Do you want anything more other than your uterus getting removed?"
I do want bottom surgery but I think I should wait. I shake my head a little bit. "No. Not right now."
"Of course baby."
She gives me a kiss and backs up as the doctors put the mask on.