I've already lost my chance with her, Trunks and Majuub made absolutely sure about that. Why am I walking back towards her room, if I know this? Empty. I sighed as I turned around, staring down at my feet as I made my way up the corridor. Unexpectedly I bumped into her. The heavenly fragrance that clings to her skin puts me in a daze. Her skin is so soft. She is so beautiful. I looked at her in absolute awe. I'm at a complete loss for words. I really won't mind being stranded on a deserted island with her, the thought shocked me.
What's this girl doing to me? I can't seem to stop myself as to think these things when she's around me. She's messing with my senses. My hands get all sweaty. My mouth dries up, like I've been trapped in a sandy wasteland for endless hours. My heartbeat increases by the second. I've lost my chance with her so why am I feeling this way towards her? Why am I acting like a lovesick fool? I sighed heavily; it feels like some invincible force just stacked a pile of bricks upon my shoulders. I noticed how she struggle to swallow down the lump that formed in her throat. The question that rolled clearly from her lips stopped my heart for a moment. I looked down at her sadly before making for my room.
I can't escape her, but do I really want to escape her? I asked myself mentally as I lay down on my bed, closing my eyes and recalling how I've followed her innocent movement when she licked her lips earlier. Something twitched inside of me. I grunted uncomfortably as I buried my face into the softness of my pillow. "Ah, why did I have to introduce her to my parent?" I asked myself in a muffled tone. Had I given her false hope? I want to kiss the new girl. I want to snake my fingers through her hair. I feel like an infatuated toddler who just received a new toy, witty and carefree. Valese or Melody…? I'm caught up in a bag full of mixed emotions. My life feels all Topsy-turvy. How do I even choose?