"I shouldn't have done it… right?" My shaky voice asks myself, "I shouldn't have given myself to another man when Michael's release is just a few weeks away.
My flushed face stares back at me in the mirror. I feel so stupid right now. Not just because I opened up to a man I barely knew. But also because I had fucked him raw, not thinking about the repercussions of my actions.
I turn on the tap and splash some water on my face, allowing the coolness to soothe my whole body. When it seems like it isn't enough to cool down my hot self, I splash some more.
But no matter how much water I pour on my face, it cannot wipe away the guilt and shame I feel right now.
I proceed to the kitchen to find something to eat. Maybe food can serve as the perfect guilty pleasure. On seeing some cheese and bread, I opt for a sandwich.
