Like a balloon explosion, my eyes opened in horror as I gasped to see the situation I'm in.
I found my self staring at the ground, my body limped as I lay alone ( together ) with silence all around me.
It didn't last long as I soon can start hearing the sounds of cricket crying in all directions.
My body struggled to get up, as if there were chills in my bones, so I didn't move an inch.
I honestly felt scared but there was a inking of calmness that seem to kept me in a cool-headed state.
My eyes landed on the scenery in front of me. It was from the ground view, so all I could see were silhouettes of trees, mostly focused on their shadows.
As I began to analyze my environment, my head began to throb uncontrollably. Filling me with pain like water in a bucket.
"Fuck..mm..mm.", I accidentally muttered out of my mouth.
Unable to take it anymore, my eyes closed again, signaling my lost of consciousness.
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31th December 2023
It was night time, and I began to sit down to review my yearly goals.
Last year I started my Self-Improvement journey. I wanted my life to get better, so I started improving it.
I lived like shit to be honest, I've never got anything much in life besides my kenjutsu training in which I learned from Middle-school.
Although I have great parents and a decent academic ranking in school, I really don't have anything else to be proud of myself for.
My time were simply used on anime, novels, manhwa and many other sorts of entertainments. Indulging my mind til I eventually got used to it, I even feel repulsion towards it.
Even If I don't view them anymore, I still find those times very reminiscent as they one way or another, shaped my being to what I am now.
Fiction's characters may be created for fiction, but to the readers, it would feel as if they exist. A real being, a part of them whilst entertaining.
Although I may not remember much of the things I've read, veiw, or watch. My character of being have probably gotten their traits of being, or say influenced by some it it already.
" Many ups and downs, hmm " , I muttered out of my breath in a thoughtful tone. ' Hopefully I'll become an even better person next year ' , I thought as I continue writing my journal.
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" I'm really grateful for my self for continuing this journey of mine ". As I finish jotting that down in my journal, I felt a slight tremor on the chair I sat on.
It was only a slight movement of the chair, but as time past my room also starts shaking.
I had no time to think as I rushed to door as fast as I can, grabbing only my phone with me.
I got out the door and I ran to the emergency stairs of my apartment. Panic was written all over my face I felt the building shake even more violently.
It was then when I took my step on the stairs, that the walls and roof started to crumble and collapse entirely.
My legs fell with the falling staircase, leading me to the hard ground.
It happened too abruptly, making me lose the control I had over my body.
It didn't take long as I soon hit the ground, both bones of my legs broken entirely.
Unable to to do anything, the remnant walls soon fell on me, burying me in complete darkness.