Auntie Vena heated the plate of food she saved for me and Riel.
"This one refused to eat. She insisted on waiting for you." Auntie Vena complained.
"I would have come home earlier if I had known, Auntie. I am sorry." I gave Riel a scolding look after apologizing to Aunt Vena.
"Mom, I'll sleep at the neighbor's tonight." She suddenly said this while handing me a glass of orange juice.
'Gulp'....
I wasn't expecting this. I do need to sort things out with Riel, but not tonight.
Looking at Auntie Vena secretly wishing she'd say no, I widened my eyes and blinked.
"It looks like Gian isn't even aware you are planning that."
Riel threw me a disappointed look and asked, "Do you have any plans tonight?"
I shook my head and said, "But I need to do some stuff, so tonight won't be good."
Auntie Vena handed us our heated food and sat beside Riel.
"Riel, you both are not kids anymore. There are individual things you both do."
"Hmph!" Riel huffed.
"How about this?" I started my suggestion with Riel. "I will spend the entire Saturday with you."
Riel played with her vegetables while she contemplated my suggestion.
"Spending the whole day with me at the beach." Riel countered my offer.
"Agreed," I quickly answered before she added anything else.
Auntie Vena started laughing, hearing our conversation.
"You are the one who wants something," she pointed to Riel, "but you ended up being the one owing," then she pointed at me.
Riel has clearly picked up a few tricks of manipulation from me over the years. She's the only one who knows my tricks and ways of getting what I want. I should be proud, but now that she is using it on me, I should be guarded.
After dinner, I kissed Aunt Vena goodnight. I hugged Riel and kissed her forehead like I normally do when she's disappointed with me.
I used the side gate to avoid going through the grocery store and disturbing Uncle Ron, who was busy doing inventories.
I felt my phone in my pocket vibrate.
"Since I skipped treating you to dinner, I hope the she-devil fed you well."
I chuckled reading Alec's text. Somehow, Riel has a new pet name: She-Devil, given by Alec.
After I got to my room, I quickly undressed and headed to the shower. The cold shower felt good tonight. I need to cool down my body, which has lately been out of control.
Alec's smell that's still on me triggered my memory of him kissing me in his car. His lips felt so good, the softness is seductive. His tongue was playing with my tongue as if it needed to own it.
I gasped as my loofah scrubber hit my nipple while I scrubbed my chest. My penis reacted too, as I felt a slight throb, and then my heart started beating.
I closed my eyes and lightly and slowly ran the loofah on both nipples, which are now hard. My other hand reached for my manhood, which seemed to be anticipating being held. The cold water should be helping alleviate this heat I feel, but somehow, the water coming out of the shower, hitting my nipples, is contributing instead of helping.
I have discovered before that using my non-dominant hand in pleasuring myself heightens my pleasure, and if anyone ever asks me for masturbating tricks, this will be my first suggestion.
While moving my hand in an up-and down motion, I gradually increase the tightness of my hold. As I got faster, I dropped my loofah and focused solely on the pleasure of my strokes. I switched to a long, twisting stroked from the shaft to the tip, causing me to moan in pleasure. All I can think about is Alec's hand stroking me so well. Putting my penis in his mouth with his tongue swirling around the head
"Aaahhh..."
My knees started shaking, and I held on to the shower door handle to steady myself as I caught my breath.
The first time I jacked off thinking of a man. I am not troubled or scared, but I need to know myself. Am I gay?
'You fantasizing about a man while you jack-off is not enough to find your label. You blasted cum fantasizing on a woman too', I scolded myself.
I can hear Josh saying labels aren't important in the back of my head, which may be true, however, I want to figure out who I am to satisfy myself, not anyone else.
I reached for the towel and dried myself. I wrapped the towel around my waist and opened the bathroom door when I noticed my phone vibrating.
It was a video call from Alec that I accepted right away.
He had a sheepish smile. "Are you seducing me?" He asked
I didn't catch what he meant right away until he told me to lower my cam. It took me a few seconds to realize I only had towels on.
My face turned beet red in embarrassment, so I turned the cam off and kept the call in voice mode and on speaker.
"That wasn't nice," Alec said
"I am putting my clothes on. What's up?" I asked
"I texted, and you didn't answer, so I called." He explained.
I would have done the same thing if it were the other way around, so I couldn't chastise him for it.
"I was coming from Riel's place when I read it, and I took a shower. "I was going to text you back after." I assured him.
"I miss you already." His voice turned lower and sweeter.
I smiled, knowing he couldn't see how I reacted to hearing him say that.
"I'll see you tomorrow at school."
"Alright. Goodnight, G. Sleep well."
"Night, Alec." I can't seem to get rid of the smile on my face.