"Good Moaning", I opened my eyes to Riel's face, an inch away from mine. Her arms wrapped around my neck, and half of her body was on mine.
Barely awake, I greeted good morning back. Noticing it was still dark, I reached for my cell phone, wondering what time it was.
I placed my phone back on the nightstand and wrapped my arms around her neck. I closed my eyes again and whispered to Riel, asking her what she's doing at barely five in the morning.
She kissed my left cheeks lightly, then my right cheeks and my nose, then whispered, "You didn't finish what you started last night."
She then started licking my ears, which sent electric waves through my entire body. She slid her hand inside my pajama top and stopped at my nipple. She moved her hand in circles, with her palm circling the top of my nipples.
I started breathing fast, then felt my manhood throbbing. As much as I didn't want her to stop because of the pleasure I was experiencing, I held her hand and told her to stop.
"We need to think this through, Riel."
Her other hand slid down my pajama bottom, trailing her hands lightly until she reached my shaft. She slowly caressed it, making me jerk in pleasure.
"Your body says enough thinking," she whispered.
Her tongue explored my neck, delicately strolling down my chest. She licked and sucked my nipples alternately while her hand was massaging my manhood.
Her tongue felt like a soft, wet cotton cascading down my navel. The immeasurable pleasure left me weak to stop what was about to happen.
My heavy breathing is fueling Riel to keep going. Her lips are on my navel, slowly going down to my manhood. As her lips touched the tip of my penis, her hand leisurely exploring my balls. I grabbed her hair as she teasingly used her tongue to play with the tip.
She carefully placed her hand under my scrotum and lightly massaged it as she placed my entire manhood inside her mouth. I wanted to moan loudly in pleasure, but I was aware my door wasn't locked.
I was surprised by Riel's boldness. I could sense her desire to have me as she slid my penis in and out of her mouth.
I warned her that I was about to explode, and she took my penis out of her mouth, licking it from shaft to tip. She stroked it hard and fast as she moved her mouth to mine. Her kiss was hard and passionate, matching the pumping of my manhood.
I grabbed the back of her head and pushed her face harder into mine as I exploded all over her hand. My body quivering from the pleasure, I let go of Riel's head and laid flat, trying to catch my breath.
Riel rolled on her back and giggled.
"That was fun, neighbor."
Still out of breath, I barely let out the word "yes."
I looked at the time, and it's half past five.
"We should take a shower and change the sheets," I suggested.
"Gian..." Riel called out in a serious tone.
Riel calling me by my name instead of "neighbor" is enough for me to know she's about to say something important.
"I am going to tell you something, and I don't want you to say anything until I am done."
I turned to my side to face Riel. "Alright, I am listening."
Riel, still flat on her back, looking at the ceiling, placed her right hand on her chest, slowly tapping as if trying to calm herself.
"I thought really hard about how I feel about you because I got confused as to who you are to me," she started.
She explained that she realized I was falling for Alec and she felt threatened. She doesn't think she's in love with me, but she knows she loves me.
"You are part of me." She turned towards me, looking into my eyes.
"I want to experience sex and relationships just like everyone, and to be honest, when the word sex and relationship together comes to mind, you are not the one there," she confessed.
"However, I know that if I want just the experience of sex, without worrying about the relationship part, you are the best person I can trust to do it with."
As I listen to Riel, she is saying all the right words that fit my feelings towards her.
"I want you to be happy, and I want to be happy. We can do that, right?"
I nodded and touched her face.
"You go and be happy with Alec, because I am already happily here with you." she says in a very soft voice.
I kissed her forehead, then hugged her tight.
"But don't expect us to have a repeat performance of what we did last night and earlier." She muttered.
I chuckled. "I thought you'd lose your virginity with me," I teased.
She lifted her head quickly and looked at me. "I did lose my virginity and climaxed another way. I will leave the other way to my future fiancee." She huffed, then buried her face in my chest.
"Riel, I am still trying to figure out who I am." My voice was shaking.
Riel moved her body slightly away from mine.
"What you are is an awesome, caring, nice, manipulative guy," Riel assured me.
I decided to be honest with Riel.
"I didn't give having sex with you a second thought because I was exploring for answers."
"So, you want to know if you are gay, bisexual, heterosexual, etc.?"
I embarrassingly nodded. "I need to know myself before I can be in any relationship."
Riel sat up and held my hand.
"Neighbor, if you find out who you are, are you going to live within the scope of that label? Or will you still love and/or have sex with whoever you want?" Riel asked.
"Think about it; what is the purpose of having that label? Your body will defy your label."
I have to admit that what Riel said, just like Josh, made sense. There is really no purpose to having a label when I can't be bound by that label.
"We better shower." I told Riem, as I tickle her sides.
"I am not showering with you so go ahead. I'm going home." With that, Riel jumped out and went home.