"You want us to date?" I asked Riel to make sure I heard her right.
Despite her head still resting on my chest, she nodded.
I lifted her out of my chest by holding her shoulder.
"Hey, look at me." I whispered to her.
I realized that Riel was crying when she lifted her head and looked at me.
My body instinctively consoled her wrapping my arms around her. tightly hugged her. "If you want to date, we can date."
I was taken aback by seeing Riel cry for the first time that I didn't have time to ponder on my response.
"Can we start dating today?" She inquired in a cute manner.
"You already kissed me," I replied.
"But you didn't kiss me back," she argued.
I lifted her chin and kissed her lips lightly.
"There, we are dating now.", I countered
"I'll tell Mom and Dad tomorrow that I have a boyfriend now." She excitedly said it while hugging me.
I laughed at Riel's different side that I had never seen before. It's cute, she's adorable, and....
.... We are dating?!?
I suddenly had a reality check.
"Riel, are you sure about this?" I inquired in a serious tone.
Her face buried in my chest, she answered "Yes, very sure."
I voiced my concern to Riel.
"Are you not worried that things may change drastically between us after telling our parents?"
She got up quickly and looked at me.
"Are you having second thoughts?"
"Hear me out. Once our parents become aware that we are dating, this sleepover won't happen again." I explained to Riel.
"So why do you want us to start dating, Riel?", looking at her directly.
Riel breathed out and glanced at me.
"We like each other, right?" She asked.
"Yes, you are precious to me." I agreed.
"Do you like Alec?"
After some hesitation, I chose to be straightforward with Riel.
"I do," I confessed to her.
"If you have to choose between me and Alec, who will you choose?" Riel's voice shaking.
I can't choose because I need her and I want Alec. I can't bear to see her cry, especially because of me.
The fact that I didn't answer her immediately made Riel believed that I would choose Alec.
"Sleep with me, maybe it'll help you decide." She suggested as she held my face in her hands.
"Riel, don't say things like that." I worriedly told her.
"I've always planned to lose my virginity to you, regardless of whether we date or stay friends, so I have an understanding of what I'm talking about. This would have happened with or without Alec in the picture." Riel said, determined to convince me.
"Let's not rush this. How about we sleep, then talk about this again another time. "I suggested.
"Fine, but you can't date Alec until you sleep with me." The seriousness of her tone made it sound like a threat.
I felt conflicted and couldn't think fast enough to solve the situation. Riel now laying beside me on her side, had her arms around my chest and her eyes closed.
I lay in bed thinking about this current situation. I never placed much value in virginity, I just haven't had the opportunity to lose mine until now. Sex isn't a problem. I have watched enough porn films to know what to do. Another matter is Alec.
I find Riel beautiful, but I never had thoughts of having sex with her before. I looked at Riel while she sleeps beside me. My thoughts wandered to Riel's seductive body. Despite her oversized shirt, the curves of her breasts are noticeable. I have teased her before for having a nice pair of breast. Her legs are smooth and long, with a nice appearance.
Since I needed to figure out my identity, exploring different possibilities would help me. After Riel confessed that I would be her first sexual experience, and looking at her as a sexual partner, I noticed having an interest in sleeping with her.
I began to move my hands toward her legs, feeling the smoothness of her skin. I moved closer to her, so I can freely move my hand. As she moved from her side to her back, it became more tempting for me to continue.
"Riel..." I whispered.
"Um..." She moaned telling me she's barely awake.
I kissed her cheeks and then her neck, delighting in the lemon scent of her body soap. It didn't come as a surprise to me that she wasn't wearing a bra when my hand slipped into her shirt.
I rubber nipples with my thumb slowly, and she moaned lightly. I decided to lift her shirt, exposing her breast. It excited me to see Riel's beautiful bare chest. Her nipples are pinkish and erect.
I licked both her nipples alternately, lightly biting them using my lips.
She moaned louder and squeezed her legs together, her eyes still closed.
I moved my hands inside her shorts and felt her soft public hair. I let my middle finger slide in between her mounds and got me more excited that she's already wet down there.
I continued licking her breast while I carefully explore in between her legs then gradually caressed her clitoris. I kissed her neck again, an this time, Riel opened her eyes and our lips met.
I inserted my middle finger inside her, and moved it in and out slowly. She let my lips go to express her pleasure.
"Don't stop" She whispered.
I reached for her lips, and passionately kissed her. Our tongues playing while I insert another finger inside her, at the same time rubbing her clitoris with my thumb. I moved my fingers in and out, this time faster. Her moans got me wanting to please her more.
I felt her body quiver, then she let out a deep moan. A warm liquid gushed in my hand, telling me she climaxed.
I pulled my hand out and reached for a towel by my night table.
Riel is breathing heavily, as if she just had a tiring workout.
I pulled the blanket to cover her and asked, "Are you alright?"
She looked at me and started reaching in between my legs.
"Naahh, don't. I got it under control." I whispered as I pull her hand off.
"This was just to give you a taste of what you were asking so you can decide if you really want to go through it." I answered calmly.
I kissed her forehead and I turned on my side with my back to her. "Let's sleep. We still have school tomorrow."
Riel hugged me and fell asleep right away.
Wondering if this exploration answered my search for a label kept me up longer.