The familiar beeping of hospital machines drowned out my mind. It was 3 am, and I was here on my day off. Tae was in the ER bed, looking a lot less nervous than the previous time.
I reached over and patted his arm, "Are you okay?"
"Of course I'm okay, I have a pretty woman with me today." I'm starting to wonder if the pain meds really do make him such a huge flirt. I give him a smile and we sit in silence.
My thoughts are drawn back to a few hours ago, we had just finished dinner and I was laying between his legs on the couch. My head perfectly snuggled to his abdomen. We were only about halfway into a drama when Tae started to pat and rub my head, then down to my ear.
I groaned at the pleasure of my ear being gently rubbed, and that was enough to undo us both. I felt a thick pressure in between my breasts, as he started to move his hips. I looked up at him and smiled, "Can I ride your cock?"
Now it was his turn to groan in delight, in a fury my clothes were ripped from my body. Then, I was deliciously bouncing on his thick cock. Tae in turn was rubbing a thumb on my clit, building me up for an amazing release.
He stopped and grabbed onto my ass, helping me glide up and down. He was curled into me, his face buried into my chest. I loved every part of it. My clit especially, feeling the extra pressure. I was so close, when I felt a tugging on my breast. I looked down to see him sucking on my nipple, and staring up at me. I came all over him. The wetness of my release made it easier for me to grind down on him.
Tae looked like he was in ecstasy, as I felt his cock twitch inside. I heard a loud groan, and when I was about to sink deeper on him my brain was able to keep up.
That was not a good groan, it was pain… "Are you okay?" I turned his head to mine, pain written on his face. I slowly removed myself from his body, "Where?"
He looked at his pulsing… member. I started to feel shy for some reason. "Does it still hurt?"
He nodded, so bad he couldn't even talk. "Maybe something is wrong with your stone, we should get to the emergency room."
And so here we were, just waiting for discharge paperwork. Tae did indeed pass his stone and could now go home. Home.
I was dazed, we didn't speak while we got in the car and drove. Not a word, brushing our teeth and getting into bed. I turned away onto my newly designated side. Sleep would fix me. Right? I would be fine. I knew this would happen, just why does it feel so shitty. Tae grabbed my shoulder and forced me to face him. He snaked an arm under me and around me. He pulled me close, my nose pressed into his chest.
The closeness, the familiarity, my home. That was when it started the deep sobbing that hurt my lungs when I had to breathe in. Unable to catch my breath while sputtering nonsense. My home. My Tae. Why did I do this to myself?
He rubbed my back and cried with me. He whispered all the love and happiness into my ears. His words slowly calmed me down. Yes. We could do this. We can work things out. I peacefully drifted to sleep.
"I love you, Rina."
"I'll come back for you, don't worry."
"We can talk on the phone at any time."
"I'll bring you up to visit Korea."
"We can facetime."
"You are it for me, so please wait for me."