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Chapter 56 - [ I WANT YOU TO BE YOURSELF]

I really wanted Abigail to reply to my plea, or at least react, but I never expected what I got in return. Her body begin to tremble in my hands and after that came drops of tears on my hands that was around her waist. I needed no one to tell me she was crying, but why? What did I do wrong.

My mind became a field of mess and I had no idea how to let her stop crying, and to top it, she wasn't saying anything to me. I slowly let go of her waist and held her by the shoulder, and as expected, she tried to resist when I turned her around.

"Are you scared of me now?" I asked her when I could see her teary face, but she didn't answer.

"Are you angry with me because you blame me for what happened to you? Do you hate me now." I asked calmly, expecting her to at least say something, just anything, but all I got was silence and more tears as she kept crying.

"Do you want to leave me?" Letting go of her, I asked with my head down, expecting no answer, so I could take it as a yes, but she answered me.

With a trembling hand, Abigail lifted my head and stared at me for a while. My heart started tamping faster and all that was in my mind was she going to tell me it was over. After all there was practically nothing between us, I didn't own her.

She let go of my chine and held my shoulders to support herself, before tiptoeing to give me a shock. She kissed me, Abigail kissed me. For the first time, Abigail kissed me willingly in front of everyone, and I didn't ask for it. She even held me close and firm to herself.

She showed no sign of letting me go, and from her kiss I knew she needed more. I held her waist with my left hand to support her, and my right hand found it way to the back of her hand, caressing it the way I knew she loves the most.

Minutes passed and we were still engrossed in our emotional filled kiss, forgetting there were people around who could see as clear. Forcefully, I break free from the kiss and carried her in my arms, and when I turned, that was when I remember I had asked for new house helps and guards.

"No one enters the house till I say so." I said to Gideon as he followed me with Abigail's handbag and my files.

Abigail's hand clinged to my dress on the chest as I walked, ignoring the whispers around us, and I could feel her gaze on me. All I could think of was to get to my room, in a hurry to give her whatever she ask for, as long as I can afford to give her what she ask.

Immediately I entered the living room, the aroma or freshly cooked food entered my noise, reminding me it been a while we eat and Abigail needs to take in something. I turned to look at her and as if she could read my mind, she spoke before I could, more like a whisper.

"That can wait. Am not hungry." Her words were like a wish of mine being granted, and I continued to walk upstairs without any delay.

Almost when I was at the middle of the stairs, I heard the door to the room being locked, and I knew it was Gideon going out to do as I instructed. I hurried to my room and the door locked on it own, giving me the privacy I needed.

"Please forgive me for making you think I want to leave you." Abigail said as soon as I placed her on the bed, her voice like a whisper.

I looked at her face and she stared back at me, with the same hazel eyes that I hate to see, not because they were not beautiful, but because it has it own way of piercing into my heart, and whenever it did, I find it difficult to think right.

"You'll have to pay for that, and also for this." I said and captured her soft lips in mine. Sooner, soft moans could be heard from my room and I didn't care who was listening.

"What did I do again?" Abigail asked in between kisses.

"I told you not to do that to me again, but you still did." I said and continue to kiss her, giving her no room to talk.

"What exactly did I do wrong?" She asked immediately our lips parted and she could breathe in some air.

"You keep messing with my mind." I said and the look she gave me told me she didn't understand me. "You keep staring and seducing me with that hazel eyes of yours. You know I can't resist you when you look at me in that way right?"

Her mouth was shut, her gaze moving from side to side, I noticed she didn't know what to say or how to react to what I said, and I wasn't making it any easier for her. She was completely naked by the time I was done talking, and seeing my body, I know it made it difficult for her to think.

Among all the girls I've been with in my life, Abigail is the only one who seem not to be afraid of me, but I don't know why she always finds it difficult to look at me when am naked. Infact, we were both naked and I expected her to look at me just like any other girl wants to.

I hovered on her and allowed my hand to do the magic she loves. She grabbed my hand when my fingers were making it way to her flowers garden, and the look in her eyes said, "Not now." Which I understood.

"I want you to be yourself. Do it as you want it to be." I couldn't believe my ears. Abigail's voice was calm but it contained some kind of melody, that gave me the power over her body.

I wished I could turn her around and make her go on four, so I can let her know how strong I am, but am not that stupid. " I want every single second with you to be memorable. I want you to know how much I... I....." I couldn't complete my sentence, even though I was just thinking.

A touch on my face by Abigail waked me from my dream, and I couldn't tell if she knew what I was thinking, maybe that was why she touched my checks. I captured her lips again, a bit hungrily this time, and I noticed how she tried to match my pace.

The kiss became more intense and passionate, giving both of us the chance to explore each others body with our hands and mind. I continued my moves and made sure Abigail melted into my bed, and by the time she couldn't stop my hand from going down her hunny pot, I was already lost in though.

>>>>>>>>>>Writers POV<<<<<<<<<<

If getting a woman in the mood was a game, Enoch was a professional player. He took his time in making Abigail desire him more, wishing she forgets her request but that made it worse.

She held Enoch's hand that was still in her wet pussy, and with her sleep-like hazel eyes, stared at him for seconds before speaking. "I want you to go hard on me today. Please don't say no, I just want you to be yourself."

As if Abigail was possessed by some kind of spirit, she didn't care about herself anymore, all she wanted was to make Enoch happy at the time, even if it means getting hurt by him.

"Am sorry Queen, please stop insisting, I'll like to be gentle with you always." With a pleading voice, Enoch said and continue to kiss Abigail at various places, giving her more reasons to want him even more.

"Will you force yourself on me if I say no to you?" Abigail asked with a serious face this time, and it was as if all the work Enoch did had gone to waste.

"No! Never! Why would you think I can do something like that? I promise I'll never ever force you to do anything you don't want to, I mean nothing." Enoch said with his usual cold face, and Abigail knew she got what she wanted.

"Then I don't want you to be gentle with me, I want to feel fucked. I want to know how it feels like to be fucked harder by you." Enoch felt like the coldest water on earth had been dropped on him, and he couldn't believe it was the same Abigail he knew that was asking him for that.

Infact, Abigail wasn't asking him for anything, she was just trying to let him be himself. Enoch kept gazing at Abigail's naked body as he thought of what she said, and everytime the words she spoke rung in his head, he liked her more.

"Please don't think much, that is what I want, and I won't take no for an answer." Abigail said as she held Enoch's face up to look at her, and there was no way he was going to say no to her, with the way she gazed at him with her hazel eyes that always finds it way into his heart.