It was all my fault.....
That day after an argument Millie and James went to find Cyrus. And then we all were summoned by Ian because the camping head and the principal arrived.
I don't know what they were telling us about, I never bothered to listen. My mind was worried, worried about the person whom I hated, worried about the person who hated me. Cyrus.
I know it was harsh of me to say everything. But now I feel like my shoulders are carrying a heavy burden. I wanted to free myself from this.
I then felt someone's presence behind me, I turned my head to see... Lysander. Millie and James looked tensed. He surely was taller than me, I noticed that in the store room but now -
I couldn't look into his eyes, do I feel guilty about what I did? Yes!! I am not a bad person and I don't want anyone to think this about me.
Anxiety was all over me, my surroundings went numb, why am I feeling that? I wanted to cry, cry for being here, I want to go home.
"Iris!!" someone yelled in my ears making me startle, I looked beside me and it was Marks he looked worried, "hm?" I had no energy left.
"Ian is calling all the presidents," he said as I looked over at the red-haired guy, he was staring at me like he was waiting.
I snapped all the thoughts inside me and went to him. "you should pay attention, Iris" Ian said. I hummed.
"So, you all can take your team for visiting the camping area, you can go to the riverside for now."
"summon your teams and follow me", he completed and everyone went for their teams, and so did I.
I walked over to my members feeling awful. I could see no one was talking to each other, not even James. He looked sad as he saw me coming toward them and smiled.
"We all are going to Riverside, if you wanna change or take anything with you, you are allowed to take it right now," I said not looking at Cyrus. Nobody wanted to take anything or change so we left for Riverside following Ian.
We made our way to Riverside from the forest with long ass trees. They gave us cool wind, the surroundings being so beautiful but I was too done to notice it.
We all walked quietly and after a few minutes, we all heard the river, and yes!! We reached the gorgeous river flowing at a mild speed.
My eyes sparkled, and I felt good after seeing it.
"whoa!! That's pretty" James said behind me as Millie agreed with her dreamy voice.
I saw everyone jumping in the water, clicking
Pictures and Ian yelling at them.
We also joined them. I went near the river, folding my jeans upwards so that they won't get wet. I put my foot in the water and my legs calmed, the waves of the cold water flowing were relaxing me.
It feels good but....