We were headed to Riverside and I could see Iris walking in front of me.
The argument that happened previously was all because of me. I didn't want to hurt Iris in any way, but Millie... She was protective of me and I hated it.
My heart was shattered when Iris said that I meddle in everything, I don't know why I'm feeling like this. I was never like this before.
I heard the same thing many times before but this time why do I feel bad?
Why do I do this every time? Why do I pry so much?
In a few minutes, we arrived at the Riverside, my breath feels heavy as I saw Iris enter the river.
Can I apologize to her now? It may be a good idea or else she'll hate me more.....
As soon as I moved my feet I noticed Mark was already there beside her... It wasn't easy for me. Not a bit easy.
"hey James I'm feeling a bit got here so I'm going back," I said to James and Millie who sat on the rock comfortably waiting for me.
"Are you okay?" Millie asked worriedly, I rolled my eyes, "yea" and went back towards the house.
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I kept walking slowly, looking down at the crunching of the dry fallen leaves.
She hates me and she'll despise me even more.
Why do I care for it?
I never cared about this before why can't my lungs take in the fresh oxygen?
So many questions were raised in my head, why do I suddenly care if Iris hates me or not?
I don't know, I fucking don't have an answer. I just fucked up today.
*****
I didn't talk to anyone for the rest of the day. I didn't feel like doing anything. I feel worse.
The night was more annoying for me. I couldn't get out the thoughts. I hate it, I couldn't sleep. And is the first time.
I lifted myself from the bed and scanned the room. Everyone looked into a deep sleep. I moved my ass and went out of the room.
Making my way through the staircase and reaching the rooftop. The wind was blowing and the moon looked huge ass.
I breathed and stood by the railing to admire the moon and get free from the thoughts inside me.
I couldn't take my eyes off the moon. Suddenly I felt someone's presence beside me. I turned my head to see-
Iris.....
I calmed myself down and asked her, "What is it?" she looked worried.....but what she said left me in shock.
She apologized to me. I could see her hair was fixed finely behind her ear revealing her, diamond-earrings.
I find myself staring at her face which was glistening In the moonlight, and her eyes...
Her blue eyes looked prettier in the blue rays of the moon. I couldn't take my eyes off her.....
This is the first time I apologized to somebody for my mistake. I would never do that but today... It is different.
"Isn't the moon lovely?" she said suddenly leaning herself on the railing. I glimpsed at her...
"hm it is, shorty" I chuckled.... I'm not going to stop teasing her.....