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Chapter 16 - If Only. . .

/Eliana's POV/

'I just wanted to let you know things you don't deserve,' his words kept echoing inside my ears. I shouldn't be thinking this much. But my mind decided to remind me of his actions earlier. How close he was, his scent, how I felt comfortable when my head was almost buried inside his chest. I shook my head trying to prevent these thoughts. 'Don't you forget who he is!" I scolded myself.

"Ma'am, Adrian is not eating anything. The doctors said that his sugar is very low," Domenico broke the silence.

"I'll do something," I looked over the window. Something caught my attention as we pass. "Stop the car," I took my seatbelt off and took my card with me. He parked the car in front of a shining store. It had different LED lights at every corner of the glass making it more beautiful than it already was. In addition to the lights, it was also decorated with paintings of many Disney characters. I got out of the car and walked towards the store. A pretty young lady welcomed me with a warm smile as I got in.

"Hello, Miss. How can I help you?" the smile never left her lips.

"I want to buy some toys for a boy," I looked around.

"Sure, how old is he?"

"Seven,"

"Do you know his preferences? Like his favorite hero?" that's when it hit me.

"I'll just buy everything you recommend," I let out a giggle.

"There are so many options," she glanced around her. "Let me show you what kids love these days," she led me to a section where many electronic toys were found.

"Can you pack one of every piece?" a visible shock covered her face as soon as those words come out of my mouth.

"They are expensive," she almost whispered making me laugh at the top of my lung.

"It's fine," I wiped the corner of my eyes. She finally did as I told her and Domenico carried all the bags. We then went to the checkout and she started scanning the prices. Her eyes widened at the amount but tried to cover it.

"It's €598.45. Are you paying cash?" I didn't reply. Instead, I took my card out and without exaggeration, her jaw almost hit the floor. "It's an exclusive black card," she said in one breath and put it on the POS machine, and gave it to me to put in my password. Domenico finally took the bags and put them inside the car and we left.

When we arrive at my mansion, I immediately went to Adrian's room. After knocking twice, I went inside with Domenico behind me. He put the bags on the floor and left closing the door. Adrian was laying on the bed and he faced the wall. I slowly walked towards him and sat on the edge of the bed. I looked at the watch beside his bed and it was only 8 p.m.

"Are you asleep?" I moved my head to see him. His eyes were red and his face was covered with dry tears. "Are you crying?" I caressed his hair before cupping his cheeks. He then sat on the bed wiping his tears.

"Why are you crying?" I looked up from his chin.

"I miss Mommy," saying that he broke down into tears. I quickly pulled him into a hug trying to make him feel better. A few minutes later he calmed down and pulled out of the hug.

"You know where Mommy is?" I smiled at him. He shakes his head furious while his lips pouted. "I will tell you where she is, but you have to promise me not to tell her," I pulled my pinky finger in front of him. He quickly intertwined it with his small one.

"Where is she?" I could see full hope in his eyes.

"She is preparing a surprise party for your birthday," I whispered making him jump off of his bed.

"Really!" he stopped jumping for a second.

"100%" that was it, he kept jumping like crazy. I chuckled at his silliness at the same time, I felt guilty to separate him from his mother.

"But you have to do something," I said and he paused his joy. "You have to eat properly,"

"I will, I promise," all of a sudden he hugged me. I was shocked for a moment but eventually hugged him back.

"I bought some gift for you," he looked at me confused and I pointed at the bags that were laying on the floor. He run to them and opened every single one of them. The excitement on his face was the most beautiful thing I have seen after so long. He is so pure, and lovely. This is why I love kids. They are the purest thing in this dirty world.

"My friend has this," he took some toys out. "He never let me play with it. But now I also have one," he giggled. My lips curved unconsciously. I walked towards him and pecked his head.

"They will bring you some food now, honey. Eat all of it and I will buy you more toys, okay?" he was too busy to answer so he gave me a nod. I messed his hair up before going out.

When I opened the leaving room, it was filled with red roses. The candles lit all over providing the room with romantic light along with a fresh vanilla smell. The dining table was filled with my favorite foods and dessert. To be honest, I'd rather have dessert right now because he just looks yummy.

"Are you going to just stare?" he said with his bare back still facing me. He was cooking something, I guess.

"Can't I stare at my meal before eating it?" a smirk formed on my lips.

"You can," he finally turned around. The only thing he had that prevent me from seeing his well-built body was that stupid apron he was wearing. "Eyes on me, Amorina,"

"I like where my eyes are," I bit my lower lip.

"But I'd prefer your eyes on mine,"

"Looks like I have no choice," I lift my head to see his ocean-blue eyes, "Since that stupid thing you wore is blocking the view," he chuckled while removing the apron.

"How about now?" I didn't say anything. I slowly approached him. He was taking one step back along with my steps. When he hit the sink, he stopped. I put my hands on each side of the sink straddling him. I pressed my body on his toned abs and chest as I tip-topped to lean into his ear.

"Much better," I licked his earlobe.

"Let's eat dinner," he said with his hands slowly moving towards my hips.

"I don't want dinner," I wrapped my hands around his nape. "I want you," I licked his bottom lip.

"Where" his hands were slowly moving to my butt.

"Inside me," I said on his lips. That's when he crushed his lips on mine aggressively. His tongue was pocking my lips asking for entrance. I was fighting back closing my teeth not to give up my dominance. He then squeezed my butt pressing which made me moan and gave him all the entrance he wanted. His tongue is now inside my mouth tasting every saliva that I had. I was getting out of breath so I tapped his shoulder and he parted his lips from mine.

"Let's take this upstairs, shall we?" I asked tilting my head. It took him half a second to wrap my legs around his waist and connect our lips walking towards our bedroom. He twisted the doorknob with his one hand on my waist holding me still. The door was opened after a couple of attempts and we were inside our lips still on each other. He walked to the bed and he sat down as I straddled him between my legs. I moved my lips to his jawline down to his neck. His breath became heavier and slowly turned into a whimper. He put his hands on the edge of the bed trying his best to muffle his moan as I found his sweet spot. I sucked this spot until he couldn't control his loud moans. In the meantime, I was grinding on him which made it more difficult for him.

"Fuck," he threw his head back revealing his sexy collarbone. I licked my lips at the sight and connected my lips with his exposed neck. After making several hickeys on his neck, I stopped all of my actions earning a frustrated sigh from him.

"Patience, love. The night is still young," I smirked as I remove my shirt. His eyes followed the movement of my hands. I was still on his lap and let's just say he is very excited. I then got off of him and took my pants off. His chest is going higher as the clothes slipped off of my body. I spun around to give him a clearer view of my body.

"Like it?" I said seeing how he was eying me up and down.

"I can't say anything yet," a smug appeared on his lips. I love playing this game with him. I turned around so now, my back is facing him. I slowly moved my hands to my back and unclipped my bra casually letting it slide. I then took my hands to the strap of my panties teasing him a bit. I finally turned to face his already red face.

"How about now?" I had the most innocent smile on my face.

"How about I show you?" he walked closer to me.

"Gladly," as soon as I said that, he picked me up and placed me gently on the bed. He buried his head inside my neck and that is when I felt a hot wet muscle on my skin. I closed my eyes from the sensation. He kept sucking my neck until he was satisfied and moved his lips to my chest leaving soft kisses all over. After leaving a final kiss on my nipples, he proceeded to my left rib. I was feeling euphoria from his touch when he suddenly stopped. His fingers were on my belly caressing a scar that I had.

"I'm sorry," he lowered his head. I sat straight and cupped his cheeks.

"You don't have to apologize every time you see it, love,"

"It still won't be enough," he was still caressing it.

"It's not your fault."

"It is. If I didn't leave you alone that day—"

"Stop it," I put my index finger on his lips. "Now make me feel good," I lay on the bed spreading my legs. He smirked burying his head between my legs. He took my panties off and looked up meeting my eyes.

"You look handsome from here,"

"Thanks," was the last thing I heard before he took me to cloud nine.