- Good morning, mousy.
I hadn't had even time to open my eyes and he was already covering me up with honey with that amazingly beautiful voice. His loving nickname pointed me there was no danger, the weather was particularly serene today. That relaxed me and I stretched my body like a cat under the sun.
Freddie drew back the thick curtains and the sun pierced me so hard that I hid my whole body under the sheets, growling.
- What's wrong with you? Did that sun hurt you?
- Yesss. Didn't you?
- It hurt me something else.
I got uncovered just till under my nose, mokingly. Freddie was standing at the foot of bed. He had his beautiful bare chest and tiny underpants. There was no clothes to hide his penis, it was an absolute masterpiece.
- Did you take full advantage of me last night?
- What a silly girl you are, honey.
He jumped into bed like a deer and pulled down the sheets staring at my body as though he made sure he didn't bite some of my limbs to pieces all through the night.
- All in its place -he kissed my belly buttom and my belly.
- Do you want me again? -I asked the question after rectified the former I had in mind, "Do you love me again?"
At this stage of his life, Freddie wasn't in a romantic mood although it was an ingredient so linked to his personality. He didn't answer me but he lingered his kisses all through my panties.
- Are you wanting me till the tour ends?
- Uhhh. It's too long -he pursed his lips deliciously while he attacked again spreading my left leg and placing his lips tightly on the inner part of my thigh, just where my buttock started to curve.
- Are you wanting me all day long?
- That's also too many hours.
- I see -I heaved out a sigh making him easier the task to pull my panties down, raising my hips.
- What do you see, mousy? -he said passing the pink lace through his nose and inhaling.
God, I hadn't seen anything more sensual in my whole life. I let out a moan without helping when Freddie pulled down his underpants till half leg and placed his cock on my slit. I didn't want looking yet, it was too imposing. I was still impressed by Freddie Mercury's penis. I placed both open palms on my eyes, covering them. I couldn't help feeling myself an intruder in each sex scene which this man started with me.
- Look at me -he ordered me with firm and commanding voice.
I took away slowly my hands from my eyes and I looked at him absolutely blushed.
- Did you miss it? -he whispered now grabbing my hips to pull me nearer his lenght.
- No... yes...
- What do you decide? -he asked with half mischievous smile.
- Yes, I've missed it. And no, we can't fuck without raincoat. Haven't you got any of those I gave you in New Orleans?
- Mousy, now I don't know where they are -he said harmful, licking my lips with his tongue and bite them like a naughty boy-. I come up with an idea.
Freddie pushed himself with his open palms both sides of me and climbing up his body like a feline stretching, touched with his penis my cleavage, caressing with it all my skin.
- Open up your eyes. Look at it...
I did it. I looked at it. It was so beautiful, so absolutely huge. I'm sure you could do so many things with it but I always looked at it stunned. My shyness must getting very horny that sensual devil. That his cock caused me such a reverence.
- She needs attentions too, you know? Take care of it a little.
I grabbed it in my hands undecided, touching it with delicacy. Its sensitive and soft skin. I kissed every inch of it.
- Your kisses had turned it on, darling. Lay down.
He took my neck carefully while he placed my head over the pillow. He brushed off my hair so my face was exposed. He placed his twitched cock slowly over my lips.
- I want to fuck your mouth -he whispered-. Do you feel like it?
I nodded opening my mouth and feeling how it entered little by little. He, with each stroke of his hips get deeper and deeper and then getting out of my mouth till I grabbed his buttocks and I was in charge. His moans aroused me so the movement was faster. I felt my tears flowing down my eyes as his lenght got deeper in my throat. I tried so hard not to follow up the nausea, getting focus on its taste and touch.
- Ahhhhh... get ready. Relax your throat...
I obeyed him and right away I noticed the plentiful of warm liquid going down it. I squeezed my eyes shut avoiding its sour taste and then I opened my eyes with Freddie's smiling eyes over my face. He kissed away my tears on the corner of my eyes with his tongue.
- You've been a good girl.
- I want you take care of me now.
Freddie smiled softly and obedient, dragged his teeth from my neck passing through my breasts, stomach and belly till reaching out my sex. He bit softly my folds and I felt very powerfully a sort of flick in my clit.
- Did you want this? -he lifted his lips over my pubis just slightly.
I nodded biting my lips and twinckling.
- I will do only if you promise me something.
- Yes...
- Promise me you won't fuck Brian.
I was so aroused that I couldn't even be pissed off about that sort of oath he demanded me. I just said among groans:
- I promise you.
- If you fuck him we've finished.
I hadn't had enough strenght to denied anything. To tell him there was nobody since he owned me. And I was his and I'll always be. Just him could drag me out of this silly habit of alcohol and its terrible self-destruction. Just him could rehab me.
- I promise you -I moaned again.
5th may 1974. We spent all our free day in bed. Nobody disturbed us, there was knocking at the door just for the food we ordered. I didn't get out of there. Freddie was my Jack Daniels bottle. I didn't need anything. I was born again like a huge and exuberant flower.
We've just taken a shower and straddling him I combed his unruly dark hair back.
- You look very weird. I've never seen you with your hair so wet. You have such a curly hair.
- Yes, I hate it.
- Do you hate your hair? I love it. You would look real good with your hair short. Look.
I pulled his hair back turning him to the mirror to get an idea. I hid his long hair inside my palm and he just saw his beautiful face.
- I won't cut my hair.
- Alright. No short hair -I messed it among laughter.
- How is it possible a girl like you with that wicked angel face and whose body screams to me "fuck me" in the morning and not stopping till dusk, had had only one boyfriend in her lifetime?
- You forget Rog.
- And Deaky.
- Fred, would you just let go? Nothing happened with Deaky.
- But he slept with you, didn't he?
- I was knackered and I said weird things about keeping me out of the way. It was his protective instinct but nothing happened. You slept with me last night and nothing happened, didn't it?
- Are you sure? You know I'm wicked.
- I think if it had happened something I would find out -I smiled raising slightly my hips to get into my hand between his legs and touch his glorious lenght.
- Your only serious boyfriend and besides he left you for other man -he growled drawing my hand apart gently.
- Freddie, I don't know what you are so alarmed about.
- What do you mean? I haven't left Mary for any man.
But you will, darling. Give yourself time.
- I won't never leave Mary. I need her to not lose perspective.
- I know. Don't you ever let her go -I advised him placing my index finger on his lips.
- Mousy, you are a very weird girl.
- That's right, I am.
- Aren't you even jealous of her?
- No. I like whenever she takes care of you. Whatever happen in your life, you can't do without her.
Freddie fixed his eyes with an indefinable expression while he frowned. Suddenly a knock at the door made us startling at a time. We were on guard as though we were doing something absolutely illegal.
- Freddie! Stop fucking right now. Get out and have a drink with us!
It was John's voice at the other side. I put my hand to my mouth funny, they didn't forget about us at least.
- Fuck off! -Freddie answered sticking out his tongue irreverent between his teeth while he wrinkled his nose, playful.
- Come on, there's an outstanding place around here.
- I love the landscape I'm watching right now, thanks!
- Get stuffed!
I had to take advantage because this whimsical and changeable human being wouldn't pay me so much attention later on. I must cherish in my heart this feeling of being the real owner of his whole being and that night there was nothing he cared about more than having me well close to him.
- Did I scare you last night? -I asked at last wrapping my arms around his waist keeping myself well open around him.
- No more than just a few minutes ago.
- A few minutes?
- Yes, I scare more about your loving words about Mary.
- I'm very fond of her.
- I know, mousy. She is too but her daily information about me is you are still Roger's girlfriend.
- Ok.
- Are you agree keeping this version to Mary?
- I am but I don't know what Roger's mind is.
- Rog doesn't bother me. He's not as big mouth as he looks like. But every time I talk to her she wants to talk to you. I have always an excuse not to pick up the phone.
- I give you my permission to tell her I've been out of control with alcohol for days.
- I'm not gonna tell her so.
- Yes, tell her Roger has driven me mad so that I was forced to avoid myself till I was in a coma state.
- Poor Roger, I can't bear him with that cross.
- Whatever. As long as she doesn't know her boyfriend is driving me crazy. She musn't suspect I was dying slowly with his contempt...
- No, darling...
- With his contempt, with his indifference, with that absolutely natural way of getting me away from him. It was so evident you didn't care a thing about me...
- Do you think that?
- I got this feeling, yeah.
- Shhhh, don't cry now -he grabbed tight my buttocks against him, hoisting me up with my legs around his waist, walking slowly to the bed-. You've been brave, sensual, funny, a little bit greedy...
I cracked a smile among a river of excited tears.
- You can't start to cry now, my darling. You've made it all quite nicely.
- It's not true. I'm ashamed of my attitude these last days. It's been filthy.
- All this is just past. It doesn't worth our attention. I only care about the present. And you?
I bit my lips. I cared about the future, of course. HIS FUTURE.
- So do I.
- Great. Because I have no intention to let you sleep all night long. What are you saying?
- I say Whoopeee.
I got back from the bathroom where I was updating my report to Fooling. I just wanted calm him down and say that Freddie was into my arms, safe and sound one more day. The only alcohol that ran through my veins was a flaming love for the leader of Queen. That his agent was fit and the mission was alive and well.
Now my only time was 1974 but very often I wasn't aware the time in 2020 was very different. Each day in 1974 was fifteen minutes in my real period time. Therefore by my calculations for the first time in my mission: I spent 37 days on mission in 1974 and just hardly 10 hours passed in 2020. It was crazy.
The 37 days had left its evident mark in my body and soul but in truth I disappeared from my time just 10 hours. I missed them like crazy but nobody had time to missed me. And poor Fooling, every fifteen minutes reading the report of a different Elideth. Happy, desperate, frightened, out of focus.
- Are you ok?
- It's been more than 24 hours since I haven't tasted any alcohol and I didn't suffer delirium tremens.
- You shouldn't drink anymore, ok?
- Not even a drink?
- I'm not joking, Black.
- Ok. But you can imagine how this is working. Tomorrow early in the morning we're departing New York. 6 shows in a row at the Uris theatre awaits on us. It's gonna be crazy, are you aware?
- Well, try not to lose your mind. How's everything going? Apart from Brian is soberer than ever thanks to you. Freddie?
- He's sleeping like an angel. He and I are fine. I don't need anything else.
- Control your feelings for him, please. Don't you lose sight of your goal.
- I never lose it. The truth is I can't wait it is 12th and Brian collapse, poor thing...
But so far it was 6th and Freddie was mine. I left my phone charging batteries and getting closer again to bed I curled up against him. I touched delicately his several bracelets around his left wrist which made such a joyful and sinsong tinkling as his voice. I let his quiet breathe hit my ear and pursed my lips over the tip of his nose.
- I love you -I whispered almost unnoticeably.