People leave you at every stage in life. Sometimes it feels like it is just a normal phenomenon in life still it is the one that fucks you up the most. Heart breaks and broken relationships are the most miserable part in one's life. Because it stays in your heart and kills you each and every moment you think about it. It cannot be expressed completely through words but still I am trying to share my pain by sharing my story that fucked me up a lot. Zach Parker was a normal guy from New York who has completed high school. Things were just great with him it was a perfect teen life for a guy until his love. He was in love with Hannah Morgan since their fifth grade but she did not accept his love or even tends to talk to him but still he was always behind her hoping that one day she will love him back. Everything was going well in Zach Parker's life until Hannah Morgan crossed paths with him. That one damn smile of her that made Zach what he is now. That smile took him away from everything he ever wanted in his life. It all started in his fifth grade. The time when Zach got locked inside Hannah Morgan. Hannah and Zach were always united with each other with a bond that no one can untie whatever happens until she breaks it apart by her words. Zach and Hannah shared a magical bond right from the beginning without themselves knowing. Things were great until their fifth grade, they were in the same school from their first grade. Until Zach met with an accident in the summer holidays after his fourth grade. He has always wanted to see her and be with her all the time. Since Zach was an introvert he was unable to tell her that he needed her in the first place. However, he did not know that this was so serious until that accident when he was at home for three months as he can barely walk. Zach missed her so much in those three months when he cannot see her. One day Zach's father decided to take him to school in order to get permission for his leave. Zach's father went into the school to get Zach's permission regarding his leave for three months. But Zach was inside the car as he was unable to walk. So the principal decided to meet him in the car as Zach was friendly with all the teachers, so Principal Sarah decided to meet him. Before meeting the principal as she was having some work, she asked Zach and his father to wait as she wanted to see Zach whether he is recovering from the accident. Meanwhile Zach's friends and classmates of Zach arrived to him and asked him whether he is getting well. And Zach's best friend Harry arrived and asked him, "How are you doing man? How did this happen? I know you should have done something like you always do to get into this accident. Did you try a new parkour stunt or something Zach?" "Hey Harry it is not that. I did not try anything new man. I was just walking on the pavement when a reckless driver ran me over with his car. A dumb guy ran me over on the pavement with his car. Duh." "I was just kidding Harry. Get well soon." Then it was Hannah who came to see Zach when she did not utter a single word but had a smile on her face that will be remembered by him forever. She spoke with Zach asking him to get well soon. It was that smile… that one damn smile that changed the life of Zach forever. And she added, "Hey Zach how are you doing now. I was scared hearing the news that you were serious." Zach does not know why she said that and does not know how he felt for her but that was, is and will stay in his heart forever… ever and ever after. Her words that he will never forget throughout his life. And those three months in his bed taught Zach many things. First, "life doesn't wait for you it goes on and on with or without you". Second, "People you think important in your life may leave you but your friends and family will not." Finally, "The only thing running in his mind was to see Hannah no matter what." Zach was not able to sleep that night and all the summer days were giving Zach the thoughts of Hannah which he can never forget. Zach was very eager to meet her and started walking soon even though he was badly wounded. Finally he got well and days passed but still Zach was unable to forget her. He lived with her memories all over his head. But did not utter a single word to anyone about this and had a secret crush on her without saying to anyone or showing it to Hannah that he woos her. Zach was a typical guy who likes to be alone but that time was like a cyclone in his head. Moreover missing her was the greatest pain of that time. Always thinking of her and thinking about their moments together. Those were the only things he was going through lying in his bed home alone. However after sometime he got up from his bed without getting well completely. Then he got a call from his school to write his exam which he was waiting for, not for the exams but to see her. And that's the only reason he got to school even with the pain. Finally he saw her but this time it was different seeing her after many days. And that is when Zach realized that he already had fallen for her. Then his life took several turns particularly with his love. Everything was different, the new moments, the changes they have been through. But now Zach was a bit shy to speak with her and they moved far from each other even though Zach have never wanted this to happen. Days passed and they passed their grades together like before, they topped the grades and had a simple relationship between them without even knowing about that. More than being friends Zach has always wanted it to be a good relationship. They were in the same grades all the time. Those days were the best in his life, the one sided love where they don't communicate with each other in real life but always living in a magical world. They had the same friends circle and were always together but had not even talked a little. The gap between their hearts was practically more but magically it was the simplest gap that could ever exist. Everything was going well until that one day, that one day which completely changed their lives in a way even they could imagine. It was once in the eighth grade during their class while talking to a friend Tyler. Zach unknowingly told him about his love as he was in a different state of mind. He was mind blown that day by seeing her and was out of mind so he said him about his feelings for Hannah. That was the best and the most terrible decision that he ever made in his life. Tyler asked Zach, "Hey Zach the class is terribly boring. Tell me about the best thing that happened in your life man." Zach replied, "She was the best thing happened in my life dude." Seeing her in a state of mesmerized mind. "Woah, who was that girl dude. How did not I get to know about this?" Zach was like, "I don't know dude it's Hannah. I don't even know if there is something between us but there is something between our hearts man. I am waiting for that. It's a secret dude, don't tell anyone about this." And then Tyler gave a promise to Zach that he will never reveal this out. But that guy, he did not keep up with his promise rather he told about this to everyone in their class. Eventually Hannah came to know about this too. Since then they were not the same everything was different. Something new has taken over them, Zach felt something in between him and Hannah which is separating them away from each other carrying them away into a new different phase of their life that he has never been into or never felt before. And that is when Zach's life is going to change forever. It is like a butterfly effect, something happening somewhere changes one's life forever in a way that a normal human cannot imagine. In life shit happens most of the time. It happened in Zach's life too. Everything was going well until their eighth grade until their friends plan to get them into a committed relationship but it does not seem to work out as planned. Rather Hannah rejected Zach's proposal and he was heartbroken but still he did not leave her. Zach was still onto her and was not ready to lose her in his life never ever again. Days passed, weeks passed, months passed but still they were not into each other even when Zach is giving his everything, Hannah was not ready to understand him. Still Zach tried to get close to her even though she was not interested in her. However they got into the same class in high school too with their science majors. Still she was not ready to get into a committed relationship she did not treat him even as a friend. Zach tried so hard to get her but still everything was useless. Zach proposed to her again and again still she rejected him again and again. Still he did not lose hope. Zach hoped that someday she will accept him but that was all a dream always a dream nothing else. Days passed and they got graduated from high school and got into college but this time it was different, they got into different universities which were not planned as life takes a different turn always not everything goes as ones plan. Zach was slowly recovering from her memories but his life took another turn. Due to the pandemic of coronavirus the whole state was under lockdown. Being home alone and having nothing to do Hannah was all over his memories he could not do anything regarding that. It's been Hannah the whole time. She made him the happiest person in the world with her smile. And made him the saddest person by rejecting his proposals. Zach just needs her and will wait for her whatever it takes. And he thinks about her again and again but still nothing can be done. And on that evening Zach calls his friends and tells about his fear of proposing her and what if she leaves him. "I cannot afford to lose her or forget her man. Her thoughts are just killing me I just need her right now. This lockdown just reminds me of her dude everything about her is in my mind. I just don't know what to do." "I can understand it Zach but you have to speak to her and open up your feelings for her. Just talk man how long are you going to do this Zach. "I know that man but I am scared of it dude. What if she just gets away from me further dude forever. I just don't know what to do, I am not able to say that or leave her. It's just fucked up man" "I can understand it Zach but just try to talk to her and get to a conclusion man. "Okay dude I will try to talk to her." "There is nothing like trying Zach just talk to her whatever it is just talk." "Okay dude I will." Zach said that he will talk but don't know how to do that. Still he was not able to talk to her and couldn't afford to lose her. Finally the third day arrived and Zach takes up some courage to talk to Hannah. Zach calls her but it was returned as busy or disconnected after continuous ringing. "Hey Zach did you talk to her. What did she say?" "She did not attend my call dude. It is still busy she is not picking up my calls man." "Try again Zach she will attend." "I have tried several times Tyler she is not picking up still." "Okay Zach don't worry try again." "What if she blocked my number dude because I am unable to see her profile picture on WhatsApp you just check it out man?" "Wait a minute Zach I will just check it out. It seems she blocked your number man because I can see her profile picture. Check out from another number Zach." Zach tried calling her but before calling her he gets a call from his friend saying him not to call. Zach asked what happened but his friend refused to tell him what happened. Finally he said what happened, Hannah's friend called me and asked Zach not to call Hannah ever again. Zach was just heartbroken but still could not forget her or forgive her. It just stays as a never ending pain in his heart forever and ever and ever. Think twice before hurting someone because it just breaks them into million pieces that can never be fixed.