He was dying he couldn't remember much
he was bleeding out and as he was about to lose conciseness- he saw a man- he seemed to be the same age as him- and he was quite handsome- and couldn't keep his eyes off him
he felt him bite his neck but it wasn't painful like he thought- the sensations- he felt-
were nothing he experienced before and he felt more alive as the man licked him down
he knew the man just liked the taste of his blood-
he knew he was a vampire- but he- wanted more of that man and he made him feel this way-when the man ran out and left him he had to follow him - Xavier realized his wounds were gone and he was fully healed - he was turned- of course he was - if a vampire is addicted to your blood- that- means your body is there's- and if they don't stop you will turn
and the two of you can never be separated-
"how did you not know this Cal?" Xavier replied
"I didn't exactly have a vampire guide you know I've never had been an vampire before and I couldn't control my actions I always act before I think- I didn't start to realize until later - you'll see any way back to the story-" he replied
Xavier knew that- and he liked the Man- and way he made him feel- so he followed him
he saw him kill many humans sucking thier blood but it was nothing like how it was with him- he couldn't- he was his - but he soon realized that he didn't care for him-
he was just a food source- and he saw the one he loved it was a girl- and the girl seemed to like him back- there was a connection between them- and he watched the two he felt his heart break- but he wasn't anything a one-night stand - a food source- he didn't need him - he was only temporary- but he didn't want that- he didn't like being that man-
he wanted more from this man but he knew he didn't love him-they only just met- why did he feel like that?- because he didn't stop right away- and he made him feel- good- he had never felt that way with anyone- he was-
thirsty for more - but he knew as long as that girl was around he could never have him again
he watched the day she died the man stayed by her side and he cried - how could I lose her again? it was to soon I'm cursed-will I ever be happy with her? could my true love be someone else? Yes- I'm right here- he tried to reach out but he couldn't
No my true love is Lyla no one else
he felt his heart break again- of course he doesn't love me- Xavier realized-
"so that's what you ment when you said I could read your mind-" Xavier replied
Callus nodded and continued
Xavier couldn't entirely understand but he got the gest
he doesn't even know my name and I don't know his- we're two strangers- who had contact with eachother - and it wasn't even sex- but after the way his tongue licked me -
and when he bit my neck - I wanted so much more- and I can't help but feel attached to him-
but- he isn't mine- and I'll never be his-
so if I can't be his I'll take away what is
and so Xavier went after Lyla
she stayed by his side- she seemed happy
but Xavier didn't feel anything for her- he missed his vampire- he still wanted him-
and with that thought he appeared
"hey- who do think you are? she's mine- you hear me" he told him
"funny you say that pretty boy but I'm pretty sure she's mine - what makes you think you can have her?" he replied
I saw the rage on his face and I knew what he was thinking he had loved that girl for so long he had been with her his whole life
what did I know? I know that she loved you too
that you- were ment for eachother but I couldn't let that happen again-
"nothing to say?you're all bark and no bite
you're quite cute- but don't think I'll give up so easily-pretty boy" he replied
I knew he heard me but he wouldn't admit it -
he felt something looking at me- but he was still obsessed with his Lyla he remembered- but he still tries to ignore it- you feel our connection- but you still want to be with her- I will break that connection you have with her- and you'll be mine- just you wait
Xavier wanted to follow him but he couldn't
it would be too suspicious- so he went to class
and- he was there again- he couldn't escape
they had every class together-
it felt as if he was doing this on purpose
was this his karma?- he loved the guy but-
he had to keep his distance- he didn't want to get too close to him he still likes that girl-
but at the same time he did -
and when it was lunch time he sat with Lorain
and he followed
"why are you still following me?" He asked
"You stole my girl so I'm following you until you give her back" he replied
"I stole her? I had her this whole time you never had her do you even know anything about her?" Xavier replied
"I know everything about her her favorite color is emerald green,she bites her tongue when she's nervous- she twirls her hair when talking to someone she likes - she chews her gum sideways - her favorite is spearmint and she smells like strawberries-" he replied
[even though those happen in the original the real versions are also saying this part"
"how do you know all that?- did you stalk her?"
Xavier asked
"Well I spent a lifetime with her unlike you" he replied
"a lifetime?" Xavier asked
"I had a past life with her- and I still remember it and- you were there two and you knew so you took her away from me- just to get revenge on me - what did I do to you?"
he replied
"WHAT DID YOU DO?! YOU'RE REALLY ASKING THAT- YOU- DID THOSE THINGS TO ME AND YOU MADE ME WANT MORE- AND YOU JUST LEFT ME AND CHOOSE HER-" Xavier shouted
Callus's eyes widen and continued
"Well I'm not gay- it was a time thing- and I would never do it again- I love Lyla"
he replied
"then why did you do it?" Xavier asked
[still insync with the real Zavi]
"I was curious- that was it - and after I realized I don't like guys- so move on - and find another guy and give me my girl back" he replied
[stops there]
"No I'm not going to she's mine now" Xavier replied
"You don't even love her - I get you were obsessed with me- but that doesn't mean you can take what's mine" he replied
"Yes it does- and she'll never love you again "
Xavier replied
"she doesn't love you either so what's the point?" he replied
"to get you upset - to get you to want me back"
Xavier replied [real Zavi]
"Well I never will- I will take back what's mine" he replied
"that's what I hope-" Xavier replied [still in sync]
he remained silent and left
[End]
Xavier turned back to Llya- she must have heard everything- f*ck I hope she doesn't hate me
maybe we can be friends-
"Llya-I-" before he could finish she stopped him
"hey- I am not mad at you I just wish you told me sooner-" she replied
"told you what?" He replied
"that you were gay- I'm your friend so I'll support you-" she replied
"I only became friends with you to make him jealous-" he replied
"Yeah I know but I'm not mad- I'll help you get closer to him" she replied
"You will? why would you do that? don't you love him?" He asked
"I did a very long time ago but- I don't feel that way now- but I still want him to be happy- I know he doesn't realize it- but the two of you have an connection-" she replied
"How do you know about that?" he replied
"I could just sense it- I see the way you two looked at eachother even though you were fighting over me- you still- feel something for eachother- I don't know what happened between you two- but- I believe you can solve it-" she replied
"but what am I supposed to do it was only one time - we connected- but he ran away - and he knows nothing about me and all I know is he was obsessed with you and still is- how do I get him to like me back?-" He asked
"how about trying to be his friend first? get to know him better-" she replied
"like he wants to be friends with me he hates me-" he replied
"then get him to like you and show him you're not a bad person-" she replied
"but how do I do that?-" he asked
"just try to be yourself-" she replied
"myself?- I barely know myself- I don't remember much- before I met him - I know I was a sick kid and I never thought I would get better but I did- and it was after I met him-" He replied
"he saved your life didn't he?" she replied
"Yeah- I owe it to him- but he's strange-he almost didn't stop licking me- and when he did I was sad" he replied
"that does sound like me-" the real Xavier replied
"Pfft Yeah you were really strange but I like that about you-" he replied
[continues]
she turned silent
she took a deep breath
"ha that's why you two are perfect for eachother" she replied
"What do you mean?" he asked
"You're both weirdos- but I mean that in a good way" she replied
"so- how am I going to do this?" he asked
"Like I said before just try to be yourself but try not to be too weird-" she replied
"that will be hard but I'll try-" he replied
"Good now go get your man" she replied
with that Xavier did as she said
he knew he had work to do but he would get him
"I really hope that he does- he does right?" Xavier asked
"Eh well- you know what they say fate is what it seems-" he replied
"I wish I had all my memories back-" Xavier replied
"Well I can tell that you are starting to remember- so maybe you will- if not- I just hope that you still remember me- because that's all that matters-" he replied
"Yeah you're right- thanks Cal" Xavier replied
"You're welcome Zavi I'll always love you-" he replied
"I- love you too-" Xavier replied
"Zavi you don't have to say it back-" he replied
"But I do and I mean it Cal I know I do- I can feel it-like you said before the heart remembers right? well it's telling me that I do that's why I want to know everything- and I like hearing you talk- everything you say has meaning behind it and I can feel what you feel- you know that I'm not lying right?"Xavier replied
"I believe you Zavi but I don't want to at the same time- but I can see that you do if you didn't you wouldn't have given me a chance or be willing to listen to my story our story- you've changed so much- and it makes me happy- but- when I tell you the truth about our past you're not going to like it-" he replied
"I know you told me before but I'm willing to listen when you're ready-" Xavier replied
"I did?" he replied
"Because we hurt each other real bad- things are better now but you just weren't the same and neither was I- we were so f*cked up-?" Xavier replied
"oh- right- well- I still can't tell you-" he replied
"it's alright Cal I understand- but I'll always be here and I'm willing to wait because that's what you do when you love someone" Xavier replied
"Yeah that's right Zavi- well good bye Zavi I'll see
you tomorrow-" he replied
"hmm see you tomorrow and don't forget about me Cal-" Xavier replied
"of course, it's you who-" he replied
"I know Cal- just go-" Xavier replied
so he left and they both felt an ache in their hearts