when Cal opened his eyes he saw a handsome man looking down at him within concern he wondered who this person was
and why he felt safe in their arms-
he never felt this way with anyone
"Cal? Are you alright?" he asked
Callus looked up at the man
"Who's Cal? And who are you?" Callus replied
Xavier looked at him in shock
"Cal- it's me Xavier your lover" he replied
"stop calling me that - my name is Callus and you aren't my lover- Llya is where is she?" Callus replied
"You really forgot huh? - Llya gave me to you - she wanted you to move on from her and love someone else and that someone is me-" he replied
"You're lying Llya still loves me-" Callus replied
Xavier couldn't help but shake his head-
because I remember now Callus can't? -
should I forget so he'll remember?
{isn't ironic? now it's him/me that forgot this time?}
[both the real Xavier and the real Callus thought simultaneously.]
"You know I could bring her here" he replied
"You could?" Callus asked
"We are friends after all-" He replied
"You're friends with her?" Callus asked
"Yeah- I know your memory is damaged-but you can't even remember that-" he replied
"I don't know you" Callus replied
"Yes, you do- please Cal try to remember-"
he replied
"I've never met a handsome guy like you in my entire life" Callus replied
"You called me handsome-" he replied
"It doesn't mean I like you I'm not gay" Callus replied
[looking at my past self I would slap them] - The Real Cal]
"so, we're back at this stage-" he replied
You can't lie I can still read your mind but-
I'm barely there - it's like I'm being erased.
Xavier put him down.
Callus got up slowly holding onto Xavier's shoulder.
Xavier still had his hand around his waist.
"Hey let go- you pervert-" Callus replied
Xavier let go and Callus stood up on his own
"You are the true pervert you always imagined me naked" he replied
"I- what- I wouldn't like I said before I'm not gay" Callus replied
"Ok keep telling yourself that-" he replied
"What makes you think that anyway?" Callus asked
"We kissed twice- and you licked me twice-" he replied
[I really couldn't help myself-} Real Cal]
"yeah, I know Cal ~ and you taste good too-" -Real Xavier
"did you just-"
"Read your mind? it's not that hard to tell what you're thinking. since well with how long I've known you-" Real Xavier
"that's true but- Zavi you're acting so much like yourself- it's weird-"
"Well, it's just I'm starting to remember with you being here a bit of myself has been returning since you started to tell me everything."
"It's expected but this feels a bit fast you did forget your wife" Real callus
"well-I remembered you and that's what matters-"
[continues in the Malik chapter-]
"What- you're lying I would never do that- I'm not gay" Callus replied
"Would you stop saying that? It's no use lying I can just read your mind" he replied
"You're lying you can't read my mind" Callus replied
"Oh really? I don't get it why are you so obsessed with her?" He replied
"Because I have known her all my life- how can I not be and who are you?-" Callus replied
"I- was a nobody at first we barely knew each other but I fell for you- and I wanted you to like me back but that seemed impossible.
but- somehow it did because you know what they say fate is not what it seems" he replied
"When did you come up with that? it's awful- I don't see you picking anyone up with that-" Callus replied,
"Cal you're an idiot- can you listen for once?"
Xavier replied
"Ok fine I'll listen to your confession-" he replied
"I understand why you don't remember me I was a nobody we didn't even know eachother
we had a connection but you ran off-
I took your girl - and I meant you again we fought- and then after you followed me-
I still don't get that- just because I had your girl- and we fought again- but after that, you apologized to me- and we became friends-
but it didn't last long- and before we knew it we couldn't stop- teasing turned into flirting
licks became kisses- and I didn't want to let go-" he replied
"seems like I couldn't either- what the heck happened?" Callus asked
"I'm not really sure but you fell for me like I did-and I love your shamless side - kiss me again Cal?" he replied
"I'm not kissing you I don't know you" Callus replied
"but if you do you will remember-" he replied
"I don't want to-" Callus replied
"You don't want to?"He asked
"No why would I want to kiss a guy I barely know?-" Callus replied
"because you love me-" he replied
"I don't love you I don't even know you" Callus replied
"please Cal remember me- I don't want to lose you again-" he replied
"lose me? why do you care so much?-" Callus asked
"because I love you idiot-" he replied
"how can you love me?- I'm not a good person
I'm a monster-" Callus replied
"You we're good person to me Cal without you I would've died - I mean it you saved my life-" he replied
"I saved your life?" Callus asked
"Hmm it's how we met-I was losing consciousness and I was bleeding out-
you sucked the blood down-and started to lick- it and I liked it- and wanted more but you stopped and ran off-you also bit my neck and changed me-" he replied
"I-I'm sorry-" Callus replied
"What are you apologizing for? I'm grateful" he replied
"for-licking you-" Callus replied
"like I said before I liked it- so you don't need to apologize for that-but I still didn't like you running out on me-" he replied
"I'm sorry for leaving you like that and turning you into a monster-" Callus replied
"You need really need to stop apologizing for things that aren't necessary- if you didn't turn me I would have died- and I've never had thrist or hunger-" he replied
while expect Sexually- am I a sex vampire?
is that a thing?-
"You haven't had any thrist? even when you woke up?" Callus asked
"only sexually-" he replied
"f*ck" Callus replied
"What?" He replied
"I have created a monster-" Callus replied
"I'm not a monster -" he replied
"Well not yet-" Callus replied
"Cal just tell me" he replied
"You are a sex- monster- well more specifically a lust vampire-" Callus replied
"A lust vampire?" he replied
"instead of blood you feed off lust and sexual actions- and sex as well-" Callus replied
"Oh-well - I still won't force you to do those things-" He replied
"You will have to have sex at some point-of course you can live with out these things but once you already have started- you will need more- and if you have sex- you will be stronger- and without it you will become weaker- even if you had little sexual contact
you will need more- but sex is faster-" Callus replied
"so you want me to f*ck you then?" He replied
"What? No- and for your information I would be the one f*cking you-" Callus replied
"Oh? so you really do want to f*ck me-" he replied
"f*ck of course I do- how many times have I told you that your body is temping?" Callus replied
"Cal?!-you remember?!" He replied
"Yeah Zavi I'm sorry- what happened?" Callus asked
"Well you forgot who I was- who knew that sex would wake you up-" he replied
"You f*cked me?" Callus replied
"What? No- I meant it was just brought up- that's all - and apparently I need it-" he replied
"You need it?" Callus asked
"Yeah and it's your fault for licking me and kissing me- I need more of those actions or I will get weak- and sex is the most effective-" he replied
"so you want me to f*ck you?" Callus replied
"Well- Yeah-but not now- licking is fine for now-" he replied
"Zavi you really are shameless-" C replied
"that's your fault for turning me into a sex vampire" he replied
"a what?" Callus asked
"A sex vampire or I guess a lust vampire? it's what the other you told me-" he replied
"Oh- I forgot about that- so you're saying I turned you into one?" Callus replied
"Yeah- and it didn't help the way you did it- it was quite sexual-" he replied
"I couldn't help it your blood was addictive and it was like a spell was put on me- that's why I couldn't control myself-" Callus replied
"a spell?" He asked
"It was like something overtook me- and I couldn't control my actions-if I didn't make that mistake-" Callus replied
"we never would have met-I know it's what you wanted- but- you still love me right?" he replied
"Of course I love you Zavi- I didn't think that it was this bad- and now I'm creating a sex monster- no I already made one- and I already feed it and I have to keep feeding it-
until I can f*ck it-" Callus replied
"Hey I won't force you- if you don't want to-" He started- but Callus put a hand to his lip
"You're not forcing me I choose my own actions- I don't mind doing these things- and I want to-
but I'm still not ready to f*ck yet- not that I don't want to- I have imagined it many times-
*cough*- just not now- I'm still getting used to licking you - and I want to make out with you-"
Callus replied
Callus moved his hand down and kissed Xavier's lips putting them over his slowly kissing him and pushing his tongue in Curving twisting and turning grabbing his tongue
Xavier pushes back and Callus pushed back more and they went back and forth never letting go
and when they released they both moaned in ecstasy
"F*ck Cal I really missed you" he replied
"I'm sorry Zavi-I don't know what happened- but I didn't want that- I don't want to forget you again-" Callus replied
"I don't want you to forget me either-" he replied
"I won't forget you again I love you-" Callus replied
"I love you too- Cal- please don't forget about me" he replied