Alert: The substance under contains references to self-hurt, sexual substance, and fragile references to mpreg.
Lorain mixes in an odd spot.
Two vampires drooped close to her.
Inquisitively, one of them seemed like her. Might this be her unfortunately absent whenever twin?
He replied, "Don't ponder taking my vampire, since you're a vampire doesn't mean I trust you."
"I won't take your dear, and I'm with Llya," Lorain answered.
"Wait you're Lorain my cousin and what happened to Malik?" he inquired.
"Beyond question I made an deal with Malik In the event that I give him my spirit, he will yield me my happy end but how is it you know of him?" Lorain sorted out.
"I'm not sure he oddly feels familiar to me as if he's what I was missing but that can't be right can it?" he replied
"Did you ever consider the possibility that there is more than one person for you?" she replied
"how could you know that?" he replied
"Thanks to Malik's powers I can see the stings of fate and they're three attached to yours" she replied
"Three?! who's the third?" he replied
"I am uncertain as we never cross paths but when you do you'll know" she replied
"So would you say you are taking part in sexual relations with her?" he asked, causing an uproar.
"Both. Some of the time she cherishes me as well as the contrary procedure for getting around," Lorain yielded.
Might it sooner or later be fitting for me to endeavor? he verbally made due.
''You need ''hoping to be that." Lorain answered
"Have you whenever envisioned yourself in a dress?" he referenced all from an astonishing.
"I genuinely have once. How could it be that it may be the case that you could know that?" Lorain answered, genuinely stunned
"My dear continues envisioning me f*cking him while wearing a dress" he shared.
"I used to be the person who was f*cked and at this point I need to perceive that part," Lorain yielded.
"Would it be a good idea for me to wear a dress then, at that point?" he asked, looking for Lorain's help.
"Without question, assuming you'd like. I'm certain you'll be empowered with it, thus will I, also when do I get to meet this husband of yours?" Lorain answered with a vindictive smile.
"Husband?! We haven't appeared at that stage yet. We haven't even partaken in sexual relations," he figured out
"Liberal, I see. Do you are normal how to do that?" Lorain asked pleasingly.
"Verifiably, I suspect as much. My chicken enters his butt and consequently I move and feel the delight while zeroing in on his unprecedented groans," he sorted out in a dry tone.
"Dumbfounding, you're really exploding. Are there such things as sex vampires?" Lorain made fun.
"Pure and simple, they are known as vampires of need. I'm not sure beyond a shadow of a doubt, yet I remember I'm sensible one of them. Regardless, my extra doubtlessly is," he yielded.
"Have you at whatever point felt like you expected to debilitate?" Lorain asked with interest.
"I lost all longing for his blood but I'm still unable to stop eating up his body."
"For what reason might you whenever at any point give in totally?" Lorain considered the matter.
"Since I can't defeat hurting him," he answered with real assessment.
"I see. So is his blood like a medication to you?" Lorain asked more.
"You could say that. Right when I tasted his blood oddly, I totally let absolutely go. He yielded, "I couldn't stop licking every single piece of him."
"Lick him? Like his entire body? Did you Begin gnawing his neck? That is how he changed?" Lorain asked, glaring her asylums harshly.
"Certainly, yet I didn't comprehend he transformed, I included him as a food source and left." He answered,
"Goodness, how frightening you just let him be?" Lorain answered
, "For certain, drank others from that point forward, yet It was everything except for a similar then I sought after my young lady" he answered
"Young lady? So did you betray her?" Lorain inquired her voice with an snarly growl.
"It's happened as of now, yet better remember it, it seemed like she passed on from it." he replied
"Stand by would you say you are saying you had a previous presence with her?" Lorain answered
''Undeniably, I have had two past presences." he replied
"I can see that, how could it be that it may be the case that you could wind up with him?" Lorain replied.
"he won the relationship of the young lady I loved He shared his genuine sentiments and realized how much he loved me. I continued pushing to contact him, but realized that I truly had love for him. He wanted a more basic association, but I was hesitant to do so." he replied
"He truly needed you, so why?" she inquired
"He witnessed a disturbing event and trusted in the one he adored leading to his hospitalization. I reminded him to focus on his obvious spots, but he neglected to understand that he had caused them to feel adored and secure" he replied
"Woah that is a ton to take in he saw you pass on and the one he revered hurt him?' Lorain watched out for
''Indeed it resembled losing Lorain two times, it hurt, yet she didn't esteem me completely. He disdained her, and he would have rather not adored again now he had been harmed two times by me"
"That lady was a wily b*tch and how could it be that it may be the case that you could hurt him?" Lorain answered
"First I left him and as such I forgot to review about him it was considering the way that he investigated her and I was consuming so I endeavored to forget to survey him and it wound up happening I thought about it" he answered
"How could it be that it may be the case that you could be ready to review?" Lorain inquired
"Well he had let me know that he needed me to f*ck him" He answered
"In actuality as well on the off chance that it were Llya" Lorian answered
"I remember you saying that you with her as of now and were with her in the past but how is possible that we both were with her? did we perhaps share her?" He replied
"hmm for sometime we did but you know that I was the one who did the most imminent stuff right? and I can no longer give her off to you after all you did it really ticks me off that you betrayed her but she has me now and you have Zavi and as for Malik he was your first that's why you feel as he was missing but after all this works out you can have him back"
"he was my first? I don't remember anything about him other than his name and this hole I feel in my chest I could only remember Llya but as soon as you showed up he called out to me-" He replied
"Well duh he is with me I'm his current vessel if you want to talk to him I can have him take the front seat if didn't I make the agreement and allow him to have control over me I would've killed you-"
"Have you at any point killed anybody?- since I'm willing to wager you haven't I killed-30-individuals and I didn't actually have to" Callus answered
"30?!- did you want all that blood? That is a quite large waste-for what reason didn't you stop?" she inquired
"No I didn't have to drink their blood however I actually did it-I was recently stirred and discussing that have you had any thirst?" Callus answered
"No I haven't-and I'm presumably a desire vampire like you both-and how could you transform?" she answered
Callus drank Xavier's blood and was distraught, but pursued him. He had contemplations of him, but was scared of harming him. He is still terrified of harming him, but separate parts of him love it.
"separated of you loves it?" she answered
Callus is afraid of hurting him, so he keeps his self down.
"he cherishes you so-f*ck as of now" she answered
"In any case, I haven't done it previously " he answered
"Then, at that point, attempt it-what are you so stressed over? Dislike you'll get him pregnant-" she answered
"What-that is unimaginable right?" Xavier answered
"I conceived by evil spirits, but happy to be with Llya" she replied
"You're more peculiar than Zavi-"Cal answered
[this a memory and I wasn't able to write it in the original but it's here now
Triggers: mental illness and physical harm and torture and pain and acceptance- sexual content ]
P.o.v. Xavier
"f*ck Cal that was amazing- I really missed you-" I replied
"I haven't been gone that long we've been kissing like this for awhile-" he replied
"Well it was a long time for me- and I have lost you twice- and the first time I didn't even get a kiss-" I replied
"I barely knew you" he replied
"yet you licked me-" I replied
"You tasted really good and I was hungry" he replied
"hungry huh? you really wanted more than my blood didn't you?" I replied
"I already told you- I wanted your body too and to use you but I was already scared of what I had done and I hoped you were dead-" he replied
"but I wasn't and you found out you regretted it- because I loved you despite it- and you didn't understand it and you wanted to try it out- but you rushed things and I got hurt- but I still love you and I hate to lose you again" I replied
"even after everything you still love me?" He replied
"Of course I do you love me don't you?" I replied
"Yes- I love you very deeply and I hate seeing you hurt like this- and I want to protect you from everyone- and keep you forever-" he replied
"Cal are you sure you're alright?" I replied
"I'm not alright you know that-like I said before I'm not a good person- I'm a monster-" he replied
He still thought about hurting me
"You're not a monster you just have trouble controlling your actions-and you always act before you think- and there's nothing wrong with that- but you still need to control yourself- and that takes time- and I'm here to help you through it- because I love you Cal" I replied
"but Zavi- I really am a monster- I only cared about Lorain -and I didn't care if you got hurt-
I never cared - and I ended up hurting you-" he replied
"Cal that isn't true you did care when I asked you if you didn't you told me that you did- that I was the most important thing to you and you didn't want to lose me- that's true isn't it?" I replied
"Yes you are the most important thing to me and I don't want to lose you but- I still hurt you-" he replied
And still do
"Cal you still aren't a monster you have a good heart- I may not be Llya
but I can see it-" I replied
"do I really have a good heart?- aren't I a bad person?" He replied
"What makes you think you're a bad person?" I replied
"I know it deep down- yes I cared about Llya but I couldn't care less now- she could die again for all I care- she didn't love me- and I couldn't treat you right- I used you and abused you-" he replied
"but you loved me deep down didn't you? and you never physically hurt me" I replied
"I know but it still wasn't right-" he replied
"Well on the brightside you didn't r*pe me" I replied
"I- what- I wouldn't do that-" he replied
"You sure? because that seems what you're implying-" I replied
"I- couldn't do that to you-" he replied
"but you wanted to use my body didn't you?" I replied
"Yes but I don't want to do that anymore I care about you-even if I made it seem like I didn't-" he replied
"I know but Cal never think those things again-" I replied
It scared me seeing what he imagined
I-would I even enjoy that? If I did than who is the f*cked up one?
"What do you mean?" He replied
"Nevermind-" I replied
"What is it?" He replied
You f*cking sadist-
"nothing- it doesn't matter" I replied
"why can't you tell me? what are you hiding?" He replied
"do you even know- yourself?" I replied
"Yeah- like I said I'm a terrible person-" he replied
"a part of you enjoyed hurting me didn't it?" I replied
"I-f*ck-maybe-?" He replied
"You f*cking sadist" I replied
"You're the one who woke it up-" he replied
"Well you woke me up too-" I replied
I am a Masochist- sort of
"nothing-" I replied
"What are you hiding? come on Zavi you can tell me-" he replied
"I-sort of liked it-" I replied
"liked what?" He replied
"I like when- you do things to me- and it makes me want more- even if you- devoured me and ate whole- and I liked it when you bit my fingers- and gave me- hickies- and bit my neck and told me I was yours-" I replied
"You-did huh?-wow Zavi-I was apologizing for nothing-" he replied
"You always do how many times I have told you that you could do whatever you want to me?" I replied
"Oh- you're a Masochist-" he replied
"You just realized that?- and it's your fault" I replied
"does that mean you liked it when that woman beat you up?" He replied
"No- only you- I hate that woman- and you could beat me up if you wanted-" I replied
"I don't want to beat you up at least not anymore" he replied
"You wanted to? when?" I replied
"when you took my girl-" he replied
"Oh- yeah and like I said before I'm sorry- but hey- you have me now-" I replied
"that's true and you taste much better" he replied leaning in
"taste?that's very like you Cal and how do you know what she tastes like?" I replied
"I- tried to tongue kiss her and she tasted gross- so I pulled my tongue back and I didn't like it- I couldn't go through with it so I gave up" he replied
"You didn't fully tongue kiss her- good-" I replied
"You could just read my mind- can't you?" He replied
"I know- but I don't like invading your privacy" I replied
"liar- you always invade my thoughts- especially the ones I don't want you to see" he replied
"Hey- its not like I'm going to judge you- I imagine you in a dress remember?" I replied
"f*ck I forgot about that- what the hell-" he replied
"didn't you promise me that you would wear one?" I replied
"I- realize that now-do you still want me to?" He replied
"only if you're willing- I won't force you into my fantasies-" I replied
"What the heck is inside your head?" He replied
"a lot of things- but you are quite f*cked up yourself-" I replied
"will you stop it?-" He replied
"Nope-you're fun to read-" I replied
"I thought you didn't like invading my privacy?" He replied
"I lied-" I replied
"I knew it-" he replied
"so do you want to beat me up now?" I replied
"nah- you've been in my head for so long- and most of my thoughts are about you" he replied
"it's either me or Llya you always think about her- even when you think of me-" I replied
"I'm pretty sure she wasn't there when I was f*cking you-" he replied
"I- but you- haven't-" I replied
"Yet- but I meant in my imagination and I do want to do it so bad right now-" he replied
"Then do it-you're a f*cking sadist- but I still love you- and I want you to do those things to me- even hurt me- I want it badly- beat me- punish me- eat me- f*ck me- push me down-" I replied
"Well- if that's what you want Zavi- I'll do it-" he replied
"go ahead- I'm ready-" I replied
Callus stripped himself and then stripped me down and pushed me down not holding back he pushed into me and Rocked against me
hitting my sweet spot over and over again and I let out a moan but the pleasure didn't last and it started to hurt when he pushed deeper but I told him that it was OK
But it wasn't it hurt way too much
And then he bit down really hard
The hickies were rough and painful
I felt tears go down my cheeks
And I told him that I enjoyed it but
I didn't I f*cking hated it -it was pure torture,and I thought that it was meant to be that way I told him that I would tell him to stop but I never did no matter how much I wanted it I tried to convince myself that this what I asked for so why was I complaining? And I loved him- and he loved me too- so it was alright right?
He then layed me down on the bed and then kissed my forehead and layed with me but when I woke up he was gone and it felt like a bad dream
It was the worst night ever [Memory end]
tears came down the real Xavier's eyes
had that really happened? it truly felt like a nightmare but things were different now
Callus loved him right? he didn't mean to hurt him - but they weren't the best at communicating- and that's why they ended up hurting eachother- but he knew that things were different now and that Callus would never hurt him again and he wouldn't either
he hopes that everything will work out in the end even with the doubts and the close approach of death