he couldn't understand that guy you're obsessed with me- you barely know me!-
at least with Llya it makes sense I knew her my whole life why wouldn't I be obsessed with her? but you only met me once- I- just drank your blood- but he started to realize-
he done more than just that- why did he do that?!- the blood just tasted really good that was it- I liked his blood- not his body- or how he reacted- I- didn't want more of him-
he was in full denial- it's why he ran away
and told himself it was just food he didn't think that person would come after him and steal his girl! - he must have been following him since then- how else would he know Llya? and he doesn't even know my name!
"maybe I know it if you told me" he heard him reply
"hey!- did you just read my mind?!" he shouted
"I've always been able to- ever since you drank my blood and I was near you I could hear every thought-" he replied
"that was because we were soulmates right?" Xavier asked
"Yep-" he replied
"then why don't you know it?" He asked
"that's a good question if I could read your mind then why didn't I know your name?" Xavier asked
"I don't know really it's probably because there wasn't enough time to-" he replied and then continued]
"I can hear every thought you project- and I don't want to invade your privacy more than I already have" he replied
"that's how you know about Llya-" he replied
"Yeah and she's quite nice I like her as a friend" he replied
"You- actually care about her?" he replied
"I do now- I'm glad I got to know her- and I know you care about eachother-and I ruined that- just because of my jealously and for that I am truly sorry-" he replied
"I- I'm sorry too- I judged you too quickly
you just acted that way because of how I did-" he replied
"Well that's some good character development " [replied the real Xavier
"Shut up " he replied and continued again]
"Yeah but let's forget this and start over friends?" he replied and held out his hand
"Friends" he replied and shook his hand
when their hands touched he felt a shock
through his body and quickly pulled it back
"since we're friends now - can you tell me your name?" he asked
"Callus" he replied
"Xavier" he replied back
"that's an unique name- I've never heard it before" Callus replied
"Yours too- it's unique as well- I don't hear it often-" Xavier replied
"so -what does it mean?"Callus asked
"what?" he replied
"Your name-" Callus replied
"bright or new house- pretty lame I know" he replied
"I can think of you when I get a new house- and how bright you make it" Callus replied
"so what does your name mean?" Xavier asked
"Oh- it means son of battle chief good- it's also when your skin gets hard" he replied
"I see why you said it was bad -" [real Xavier replied]
"that's only half of it -" the real Cal replied]
Xavier went into panic after the last one-
"I- don't!" He shouted
"I meant like on your feet- you can get Calluses on your feet and that way I'll be with you every step" he replied
"Oh there it is and you just paraphrased it- I do agree that it was the better version-" [Real Xavier]
"Yeah-" [cal replied and continued]
Xavier punched his stomach
"that was pretty cheesy but I like it-" [Real Xavier]
[ yeah you love me for it [real Cal]
Xavier punched him in the stomach again
"stop it don't make such cheesy jokes-" he replied
"it's hard not to and you're fun to tease" callus replied
"don't tease me-" he replied
"why not? do you not like it?" callus asked
"I-it's fine and it's not like you teasing me will make you gay for me" he replied
"if you say so-" Callus replied
Callus was totally gay for him- he just doesn't know it yet-
hey!- I still like Llya and two of us are meant for eachother- and since the two them are just friends I can have her now- right?- he thought to himself- but he never knew Llya's true feelings- he knew she loved him- but- he sensed she wasn't entirely happy he thought it just because of her illness- but was it possible she- knew- Xavier?- did she love him as well?
possibly more than him? but Xavier- he- didn't think of her that way- and he fell for me-
I don't like being in a love triangle- do I have to choose?- I like why do I have to choose between her and a guy I barely know?- is because she likes him too?- I saw the way she smiled at him- it was with more joy than me-
does she hate me?- because I made that mistake?- it was her I was supposed to change- and instead it was him- turning a human- makes their connection stronger-
and now he's never going to leave me alone Callus contemplated all these thoughts in his head- wondering what he should do -
he wants to go after Llya but at the same time he's scared of Xavier - he knows of his feelings for him but Callus is unsure of his own- he loves Llya- she has been the only one in his heart- but he feels- something with Xavier but he can't call it love- he isn't sure what it is- but he wants to get close to him as well- he is the cause of Xavier's problems-
If he wasn't so stupid that night and controlled himself- Xavier wouldn't be so obsessed with him- and maybe he and Llya could be happy
but he ruined everything- he wanted to blame Xavier but he couldn't anymore- especially knowing that it was his fault- but what was it that he liked so much about his blood?- why did he want it?- was it because he just became a vampire and the scent was so alluring?- there had to be more to it-
there was a true reason why it tasted so good-
because they were soulmates-
f*ck- the more he thought about it he realized
that's why the link worked so well- it's why he can read his mind- that's he feels things he can't explain-but that can't be right why does he love Llya then?- why doesn't his heart flutter?- could it because he's dead? or does he not feel that way? but he feels something-
he's just unsure- he remembered the shock he felt when they touched- it was another sign of their connection- but could he go through with this? was this the right path? he knows he still loves Llya but she doesn't and if she can't love him - he won't force her to he just wishes she didn't fall for someone Who couldn't love her back- and he knows that person loves him
and that she would want them to be happy -
but he still isn't sure- if he can love him-
he's only ever loved Llya much less a man-
but that didn't bother him anymore- and maybe he can grow to love him- he just has to push back the pain of the past-
it was time for him to move on he already had two lifetimes with Llya now he can have it with someone else he knows it what she would want- and he was ready- for it-
but first he let out his tears remembering everything he was suffering for so long-
it took so long to finally meet her again and she was tooken away from him but the one who took her didn't love her back- and he loved him- because of his mistake-but maybe it was a good thing- because he has someone who will always love him- and he can learn to return it- it will just take time and he was perfectly fine with that- now if he want test things out he just had to touch him-
like a hug- he wasn't sure about the other ways and he didn't want to kiss him- at least not yet- he would wait until he was sure of his feelings - there was something there and it needed to grow- but he was so scared- but it has no reason to be afraid anymore- and he is willing to accept it- he regrets what he had
told Xavier but he knew the truth he could read his mind for f*cksake and it made him feel worse- he lied to him to himself and most importantly Llya though he didn't say it directly and he didn't want to hurt her feelings but seeing him lie- only made her feel worse
he still had feelings for her- but that was from the past he didn't know the current her and instead Xavier did - and two of them were happy- he was the one who overthought things- but he knew they couldn't truly be happy together because he belonged with her
but that isn't true anymore in the past it was but now he belongs with someone else-
and that is Xavier- and he's ready to let him in
"I'm glad that you gave me a chance Callus" Xavier replied
"So Am I Zavi and just call me Cal-" he replied
"Thank you Cal for everything- being here with me even though I might forget everything- you should have given up on me I'm really not worth it-" Xavier replied
"Zavi God Don't YOU DARE SAY THAT! YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING TO ME- I never trade you for anything- I love you too much and you deserve the world- maybe you weren't the best person-so you weren't the hero you were the Villain but you changed and you deserve the best you deserve to be happy
the past is in the past so don't give up because of it and I'll always love you Zavi no matter what even if you couldn't remember me at all- It would hurt me I admit that but I would never stop loving you I mean it Zavi you are perfect to me I know that you did give up on me but in the end you still came back- even though it took awhile- and you hurt me again but you apologized you opened up to me
more than you ever had it's strange you like to tell the truth but you always hide the truth
at the same time it's hard to tell what's real with you but I know what is and it's our love-"
"Thank you Cal- but- even after everything I did how can you accept me?" Xavier replied
"because I know that you love me even if it was hard for you to show- sometimes I could tell that you loved me- and still do-" he replied
"I do - I just don't understand- I-" Xavier replied
Callus put a finger to Xavier's lips
"Shhh-like I told you you do deserve this the world was cruel to you so you became it
everything that you loved was taken away from you- you were hurt by the ones you loved
and you hurt them back- but then someone showed you true love that would never stop loving you even when you didn't deserve it
you were able to learn from your mistakes
and it wasn't just because of me and I've been so close to losing you I don't count when I did because I hadn't truly lost you- I just was close
just like this time and I will save you again and
I'm never letting go-" he replied
"then I won't let go-" Xavier replied
"good-ok Zavi I have to go I'll see you tomorrow love you-" he replied and kissed his forehead
"I love you too Cal-" Xavier replied
though as strange as it was- he wished that he had kissed him! - kissed him on the lips
- he was just a stranger- but had loved him for years he knew that- after everything he was told- it was hard to believe but he knew that his words were true- and he did love him-
he knew that he forget again but I knew that I never could forget him- right?