Callus looked down at Xavier
he was proud of him- Xavier was able to show his true feelings despite how hard it was
Callus wanted to kiss him but he wasn't sure he was ready for it yet- he has never kissed anyone- he's only ever felt these things for him
the only other person he got along with was Lorain- and he didn't feel that way for her
especially since the one he loves loved her
he was afraid to lose him again
the blind obsession he had for her
he hated it because he pushed away his true feelings- and wasn't willing to open up
he was scared that he would never get through to him- but he did - but how long would it last?- what if he was hated again?
that wouldn't happen, right?
Xavier loves him and he loves him
he doesn't love Lorain anymore
Callus leaned down and kissed Xavier's cheek
Xavier turned bright red
"We are no longer friends we're practically lovers" Callus replied
"lovers?- isn't it too soon?-I-" Xavier replied
"No- I can tell how much you care for me and I know it's hard for you but you already used the l word so there's no backing out now" he replied
"I- didn't-" Xavier replied
"You know you can't lie to me- I can read your mind remember?" he replied
"f*ck that's not fair-" Xavier replied
"I know but it's hard not to" he replied
"You just like reading my mind don't you?" Xavier replied
"Yeah-it makes it easier to tease you-" he replied
"then tease me more" Xavier replied
"You're getting bolder- by the day but I like it" he replied
"kiss me-" Xavier replied
"Zavi- are you sure?- I- have never kissed anyone-" he replied
"oh- well then why not try?" Xavier replied
Xavier leaned his head up and kissed him
and when their lips touched
he felt his heartbeat and he heard Xavier's too
Xavier pushed his tongue in Moving back and forth his eyes rolled back in pleasure
only Xavier made him feel this way-
and it's always his tongue- he enjoyed it
when he moved back his tongue he wiggled it
bringing him more pleasure and when he released he couldn't help but moan
"Ah- f*ck zavi you really are getting bolder"
he replied
"we're lovers now-"Xavier replied
"Yes we are-" he replied
Callus leaned down and kissed his lips
then slowly backed up and Xavier took his lips back their lips couldn't separate and they continued to make out and then their tongues
wrapped around eachother and moved back and forth never letting go
when they finally released they both moaned in ecstasy
"damn - zavi- that was amazing-" he replied
"I could never get enough of you- you taste so good- Cal-"Xavier replied
"who Is the shameless one now?" He replied
"You are- with your moaning-" Xavier replied
"while I can't help it when you're so good- zavi" he replied
"I can't help it either I like the way you taste-" Xavier replied
"What do I taste like?" he asked
"cherry pie-"Xavier replied
"cherry pie?"he replied
"I like the tartness-bitter and sweet-sugary" Xavier replied
"I'm glad I suit your tastes-" he replied
"What do I taste like to you?" Xavier asked
"strawberries-" he replied
mint actually- at least I can get away with lieing- he can't read my mind -
"and what do I smell like?" Xavier asked
"roses" he replied
lilac /lavender
I don't know why I'm lieing- but at least it's not anything big-
"so I smell like roses and taste like strawberries?" Xavier asked
"Yes-" he replied
No-
"I'm glad I suit your tastes too" Xavier replied
I- don't like roses or strawberries-
why am I lieing?-
"Yeah- what do you like about me zavi?" He asked
"I like how honest you are and your shamelessiness-and how caring you are" Xavier replied
I- lied though- I hate roses and strawberries
"I like that about you too- and you're fun to tease-" he replied
"I want you to tease me more-" Xavier replied
"zavi- you really like me teasing you don't you?" he replied
"Yes-" Xavier replied
I know he wanted to say no but he can't get away with lieing- I'm not being fair -
he's going to think I like strawberries and roses - forever- I will just have to hide the evidence well- put in the dump burn it flush it down the toilet- that's how much I hate those things- I don't why though- maybe because of a past relationship?- but I don't remember it-
but then again I don't remember anything before Xavier- so it's possible and I'm guessing I didn't like them- who ever they were
I love Xavier- but I don't want those kind of things from him- I rather spoil him-
but I don't know what he likes besides me-
I don't even know what I like-
but I clearly hate roses and strawberries-
with a burning passion- maybe I don't like girly things?-
though I'm curious what Xavier would look like in a dress- Pfffttttttt
I really imagined that?! [Real Cal]
why- am I thinking of that?!-
what the heck is wrong with me?!
he would kill me if I tried-
but would he wear it on his own?
probably not- only in my fantasies-
why do I like that?!
I'm really a pervert-
I wonder how he fantizes about me-
probably naked- at least I see him in a dress-
we are both perverts- he probably still does
and we both still are and I wouldn't mind seeing him naked 😏
"um- Callus what are you thinking?- I can't read your mind remember" Xavier replied [the real Xavier replied as well]
"I really imagined in you in a dress?-" [real Cal]
"Yeah and made me wear one once - and it was our wedding- our first wedding that is-"
"first wedding?" [real Cal]
"Well our second wedding we wore suits- and Malik was apart of it- we gave each other our rings and Malik signed a paper- we both kissed you on the cheek- that was of course after our vows- that we had written- it- was so perfect- but I should know that it wouldn't last forever- as they say fate is not what it seems- anyway on with the story-" [real Xavier half breaks down]
"how cute you would look in a dress" he replied
Xavier punched him in the stomach
"I would skin you alive before you tried" Xavier replied
"I know but would you? just once?"he replied
"fine- if that's what you want- but only once" Xavier replied
"and it was a wedding dress-" [real Cal]
"good and I'll let you choose- since probably shouldn't trust a pervert like me" he replied
"that's exactly why- I wouldn't let you choose-" Xavier replied
"I know- but I least have the decency to imagine you in clothes-" he replied
"Hey!- it's not my fault your body is temping- and it's not clothes it's a dress-" Xavier replied
"your body is temping too Zavi-" [Real Cal]
"Cal!-Your shamelessness never ceases to exist-" [ Real Xavier]
"and you love me for it-" [Real Cal]
"that I do-"[ Real Xavier replied and kissed him and Cal kissed him back passionately-]
"damn Zavi- I want you so badly-" [Real Cal]
"so do I Cal- but I have to finish the story- we can't f*ck yet-" [ Real Xavier ]
"it's making love- not that foul word-" [Real Cal]
"and that's why I love you Cal-" [Real Xavier hugging him tight and then letting go]
"sorry- heat of the moment-" [Real Xavier]
"it's alright Zavi it was nice- and I'm not really scared anymore- I've grown comfortable- even though I don't remember everything it feels as if I've known you for years-" [ Real Cal]
[this part was supernatural inspired- if you know it- they are like Dean and Cas- I of course did that on purpose but they are still they're own characters- there will be a crossover in the future- with my supernatural
I don't own the original supernatural-
anyway back to the story]
"still not nothing- you're wearing a dress- and I'm naked-" he replied
"I can't help it- okay?- and you imagining me in a dress is worse-" Xavier replied
"how is that worse you aren't naked" he replied
"What's wrong with me seeing you naked?" Xavier replied
"I-it's embarrassing- I don't feel comfortable-" he replied
"it's just me seeing your body no one else" Xavier replied
"I know but I don't like seeing it- imagine if you could see what I think of you" he replied
"I already did and I'm horrified" Xavier replied
"that's how I feel too" he replied
"then stop reading my mind" Xavier replied
"that's easier said than done I can't control it and I see what ever you show me" he replied
"I don't like this-why can't I read your mind to?" Xavier asked
"I just told you what I was thinking and you already imagined it- do you want that again?" he replied
"Yeah no- but I'm still curious what goes on in that head of yours-" Xavier replied
"You don't want to trust me-" he replied
"isn't mine worse?-" Xavier asked
"Yes- it is- but I still don't think you could handle it-" he replied
"What are you hiding?" Xavier asked
"nothing I'm not hiding anything" he replied
"I don't believe you" Xavier replied
"What could I be hiding from you? I have always told you everything" he replied
"then have you started to remember anything?" Xavier asked
"I have- haven't- like I said I only remember you-" he replied
"You're lying- you remember something you just won't tell me-"Xavier
"then promise me you won't get mad when I tell you-" he replied
"I won't- I promise" Xavier replied
"I think I was with someone before but I didn't like them and they always sent me roses and strawberries- truth is I hate them- and I'm sorry I said you were like that- you taste like mint and smell like lavender- " he replied
"why did you lie?" Xavier asked
"I don't know- why I did- maybe because of a bad relationship I had?- wait- I'm remembering-" he replied shaking
"It's painful, isn't it?- what happened?" Xavier asked
"I think I had a girlfriend- she always sent me roses and strawberries but things between me and her got bad- we got into a fight- and that's how I became paralyzed- she was the one who put me in that state and she still sent roses and strawberries which made everything worse because it reminded me of everything and when I think of roses and strawberries I'm reminded of her- that's why I hate them so much- but I think I choose strawberries and roses is because of her- and I realize- how much of a cruel person she was" he replied in tears
Xavier wrapped his arms around Callus
"Hey- It's ok- I'm here cal-" Xavier replied
"I know- I'm sorry-" he replied
"don't be Cal- I love you" Xavier replied
"You said it again- please tell me you mean it-" He replied
"I do- I love you cal- I don't who that woman was who did that to you but If I found out who I would - make them pay- I can't believe that woman loved you if she did that to you because I wouldn't- I never hurt you-" Xavier replied
"I know Zavi I love you too" he replied
within that moment Xavier's eyes closed and he fainted Callus caught him in his arms
"I became "paralyzed" because of a past relationship?-" Callus replied
"Well it's past now but you were with me at the same time- and you were with Malik and apparently David was it?" Xavier replied
"it's was Drew Xavier Drew-" Callus replied
"so you cheated on your wife with three men-" Xavier replied
"I had a wife?" Callus replied
"Cal- did you really forget?-" Xavier replied
"it's- kinda complicated- I'm starting to remember somethings but- I'm also forgetting as well-" Callus replied
"Well then let's hope you forget Drew-" Xavier replied
"But you three are all connected- I met you all around the same time- so if I forgot one I forget- you all- and that includes you-" Callus replied
"No- Callus you wouldn't forget me you never will- ok? the heart always remembers-" Xavier replied
"But they- were also close to my heart-" Callus replied
"Well-I'm thinking about bringing Malik-next week- but if you don't want him here or aren't ready- I won't force you-" Xavier replied
"I actually really like that- Zavi- I- miss- Mai-" Callus replied
"Mai? right that was your nickname for him huh?- what was Drew? Drui?-" Xavier replied
"Rudi- but Zavi- I just have a feeling that he's not coming back- I miss him but- I know that I have you and Mai- and it makes me happy-" Callus replied
"I'm glad Cal- though I wish I could do something about him- your happiness is important-" Xavier replied
"I'm happy with how things are- Zavi I really am- even if I can't remember everything-" Callus replied
"Well you remember what's important and that's all that matters-" Xavier replied
"you're right Zavi I love you-" he replied
"love you too Cal-" Xavier replied and pecked his lips goodbye Callus felt his heart flutter
it felt good to be loved and he couldn't wait to meet Malik