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Chapter 12 - fate is not what it seems- what is love?

[sexual content]

Xavier was so confused he knew he loved Lorain and now he loves Callus but it's

not the same he never had any sexual thoughts about Lorain- but when he sees Callus he does- he imagines him naked-

it's ingrained in his head and it never goes away- he goes wild- thinking about it-

and imagines licking his body- and sometimes it goes further- he has even imagined f*cking him- but actually doing it is a different story- he still doesn't understand it

but he isn't afraid he knows what he wants-

that body- to taste it's full length-

but he'll start slowly- with his upper body and work his way down- he's still not ready for that-

he's never done these things before but he imagines it constantly-

he never thought of things like this before

especially with a man-

but he never had these thoughts with women either-

he wasn't one who liked those kinds of things

but it's different now with Callus he-

enjoys it and he wants more-

he will feed his thirst- but now he thinks about it he hasn't had any craving for blood

is it possible that Callus's blood was enough?

and he didn't need to drink those other humans?- and he didn't like the way they tasted only Callus's blood tasted good

did he also change that night too?

is that why he's had these thoughts?

is he a lust vampire too?

it's possible- because if he was still the same he would need blood- but he hasn't-

and it wasn't like he wouldn't live without these sexual actions- unless he started them-

and now that he has- he knows he needs more

he knows sex is the fastest way but he still isn't ready for that yet - much how it works between men - but he still wants to do these things- even to- touch him- and hear his moans- and even taste- it- how long was it?

why was he thinking about that now?!

damn he really is a pervert -

and he wanted to be inside of him-

to feel every inch of him to devour him whole-

hear those beautiful moans-

"Zavi-Ah- that feels amazing -"

"Zavi- keep going-"

"Zavi- harder-"

"Zavi-Faster"

"Zavi- I'm coming-"

he felt himself release- he was glad he was alone laying down on his bed

he reached down and unzipped his pants and pulled them down along with his underwear

he put his hand in- he felt the wetness-

and the sticky white liquid- he picked it up and tasted it- it was surprisingly sweet- and he wanted more- he began to rub it as he imagines Callus- he's never done these things before- but he was enjoying it- he rolled his eyes back and let out a moan

"Ah- Cal-why do you do this to me?"

he released

he pulled his hand back and traced it back up and tasted the liquid once again-

it was sweet and he liked the way it tasted

and grabbed more - and he didn't stop until it was all gone- he never felt anything like this

and couldn't believe how amazing it felt-

and he didn't think cum could taste so good-

he wondered what Callus's tasted like-

and he would give him that same pleasure

- he knew Callus needed it and he was willing to give it-with that he got up and took a shower after that he got dressed and brushed his teeth and fangs he comed his hair

he has golden brown locks his hair is naturally curly- and his face is pale- he is a vampire after all- his eyes are the same color as his hair- he has freckles on his face

pale pink lips and a birthmark on his collar bone- he's quite tall 6.7- and Callus is 6.11-

it's 4 inches- but that isn't a problem for him

he's still going to top him-

he goes to school and when he gets there he meets Callus- and has a flashback of what he did- his face goes red Callus looks down at him and lets out a laugh

"why are you laughing?" he replied

"I'm just thinking how cute you are-that was your first time huh?" Callus replied

"What- are- wait- hey!- you read my mind again!" he replied

"Yep- and it's not like I can help it- seeing that cute expression on your face-" Callus replied

"Well it's your fault-" he replied

"what's my fault?" callus asked

"for making me think those things-" He replied

"I might have made you think more about them- but they were already there-and you're always going have those thoughts-" Callus replied

"do you ever have them too?" he replied

"of course I do- I have wanted you for so long-Zavi-" Callus replied

"I hope I'm not in a dress well I'm doing it-" he replied

"but you are- you always are- you pull up your dress- pull down your underwear and then you push me down- and slip inside me- and I can feel it- as you f*ck me- and how much I want you-" Callus replied

"Is bad that I'm imaging doing it to you?" [real Cal]

"no-Cal-I-I um-it's just like you-but-I-I-don't-know -if-"

"is something wrong Zavi?-"{real Cal asked concerned]

"I'm alright just-remembered something."[real Xavier replied]

"What was it?" Callus asked and then paused after seeing Xavier's body language "I'm sorry Zavi- I didn't mean too-"

"it's alright Cal-it's not really important-"[real Xavier replied}

"Alright Zavi you don't have to tell me right now but when you do I'm here for you-just as you are for me-"[ Real Cal]

"thank you Cal-I'm glad that you are- please don't leave me-I couldn't bare to lose you again-"

"I'm not going anywhere Zavi I promise-"

"don't break that promise-" Xavier replied

"I'm not going to Zavi - I'll always be here for you-" Callus replied

"Thank you cal- I-"

"shush zavi- I'm here for you and I always will be-" Callus replied hugging Xavier and rubbing his back as he sobbed into his shoulder

when he relaxed he resumed the story}

in that moment both of them became hard

Xavier saw it- woah- it's big!- it's big!-

"You can touch it if you want-" Callus replied

"are you sure?-" he replied

"Mhm-can I touch yours too?" Callus replied

"Yeah- it's only fair-" he replied

"are you sure Zavi? because I won't do anything you're not comfortable with" Callus

"it's you Cal- I trust you-and you want to don't you?" he replied

"Alright then Zavi just tell me if you want me to stop-" Callus replied

"mhm" he replied

callus slipped his hand down and Xavier did the same to him and they both began to stroke each other Xavier bit his lip, so the moans didn't come out.

"Zavi- open your mouth I want to hear those beautiful moans of yours" he replied

Xavier opened his mouth letting the moans escape- Callus moaned back

the two of them continued until they were both filled up-

"Ah- Zavi that was amazing-" he replied

"Ah- Cal- I liked it too- you were so good-" Xavier replied

"I know babe" he replied

Xavier punched him in the stomach

"don't call me that" Xavier replied

"sorry Zavi" he replied

"Yeah now let's go wash our hands-" Xavier replied

"why? we could just lick them clean" he replied

"Oh-are you sure?" Xavier replied

"Wow- you really are bolder Zavi- I thought you would call me a pervert" he replied

"Well you are- you're the one who started this-" Xavier replied

"No You are if you didn't think those things I wouldn't either-" He replied

"You still would- and I didn't give you that idea of me in a dress you already had that in your head-" Xavier replied

the real callus laughed at that

"I really was obsessed with that idea huh?"

"yeah-but I kinda get it now- you do pull off that hospital gown-"

"Thanks Zavi- I hope I don't look too awful-"

"no Cal you look as beautiful as you always do-"

"you don't have to lie to me zavi- if I don't look like myself- then you can just tell me-I won't be hurt by it-" Callus replied

"I'm not lying you really do look beautiful-and you are doing much better than you were before-"

"I am?-" Callus replied

"Yes love-you're perfect just the way you are-flaws and all" Xavier replied

callus smiled at him and Xavier smiled back}

"hmm- You're right- but you did remind me of it-" he replied

"why do even imagine it?" Xavier asked

"haven't the slightest clue I just do- but it does turn me on-" he replied

"You're a pervert" Xavier replied

"so are you-" he replied

"Fine I'll do it" Xavier replied

Xavier licked his hand

callus eyes widen in surprise

"Wow Zavi you're really brave today did imaging you f*cking me do that?" he replied.

Xavier bit his finger.

"Ow!" he shouted.

Xavier licked the blood.

it still tasted sweet- and mixed with the cum and the taste of his flesh- he was in heaven.

he continued licking his fingers and sucking on them.

callus moaned in response.

Xavier nibbled on his fingers tasting him.

he moved up and kissed his hand.

Xavier moved back.

"f*ck- Cal I'm sorry-" Xavier replied.

"What are you sorry for? I said you could do whatever you wanted to me, and I want you to be comfortable with your actions-" he replied.

"I almost ate you-" Xavier replied.

"What's so wrong if you did? - if you wanted to, I let you-" he replied

"No- I think I'm hungry- and you tasted so good-" Xavier replied

"Oh-did you need blood?" he replied

"I haven't needed blood for a long time-but tasting your blood again- I almost couldn't stop myself-" Xavier replied

"but you did-and why do you need my blood?" he replied

"I'm not sure if I need it- I just like the taste of it- I have only had your blood once-and I did have a lot of it-" Xavier replied

"maybe you had enough of it and it kept you alive but now that you have been without it you need it again-" he replied

"but why was I able to survive without it?" Xavier asked

"You probably didn't need it because it was still in your system- and now it's expired- and that's why you need more" he replied

"then- why is it only your blood?" Xavier replied

"because I'm the only one you connected with" he replied

"Oh-but do I really need it?- and you're ok with that?" Xavier asked

"Yeah of course I am and it's not like you'll kill me since I'm a vampire too" he replied

"Oh-right-" Xavier replied

"how could you forget that you're the one who turned me remember?" he replied

"Yeah- I remember- my mind has been so full of sex - I forgot-" Xavier replied

"Pfft-sex is all you think about huh?" he replied

"I think about you to-" Xavier replied

"You think about f*cking me" he replied

"and You think about me fucking you- in a dress" Xavier replied

"in a dress?-why a dress?-what the heck Cal?"

turned around at that voice

"Lorain- how long have you been there?" Xavier asked

"not long- I didn't hear whatever it is you didn't want me to-" she replied

"so you didn't hear us?" Xavier asked

"No-whatever secret you're hiding I won't pry- if you don't want to tell me you don't have to-" she replied

"Well that's good-" Xavier replied

"Cal why are you so quiet? what are you hiding?" she asked

"I'm not hiding anything- and I thought you weren't going to pry?" He replied

"Well- I might you are acting awfully strange

and stranger than usual what happened between you two?" she asked

"Nothing!" they shouted in unison

"so something did happen- did you two f*ck already?" she replied

"What?! No!" Xavier shouted

"we haven't reached that stage yet Lorain-" he replied

"Oh- then what was it?" she asked

"why are you being so nosey?" Xavier asked

"I'm just curious- I mean I have only been in a relationship with you- and we weren't like this-and I don't know how it works between guys" she replied

"and you don't need to- I thought you were going to leave me alone Lorain?" Xavier replied

"did I say that? and I just want to help you guys out-" she replied

"I appreciate it but this is too much-" Xavier replied

"I can imagine her barraging in on our wedding night-" he replied

"You-already thought that far ahead?" Xavier replied

"Well you did call me your husband and so did Lorain- so- of course I thought about it-" he replied

"Oh-" Xavier replied

only has thought about sex-

"I really wish I could read your minds" she replied.

leave

"Lorain can you please leave?" he replied.

"Ok- I'll go- sorry-but what were you two doing that you didn't want me to know about?" she replied

"that's none of your business now leave" Xavier replied

"Ok-" she replied and walked away

"phew- she's gone" Xavier replied

"what's up with your girl?" he replied

"I haven't the slightest clue- I thought you knew" Xavier replied

"how would I know you knew her your whole life-" he replied

"Well you're friends with her-" Xavier replied

"it's not like I could read her mind-but she did love you-" he replied

"I know-but that's in the past now" Xavier replied

"Yeah I know- but you were so obsessed with her- how did you end up liking me?" he replied

"Well- I thought hard about it- and because of your confession- I could see how you were so obsessed with me and I realized my own obsession- and I could tell that Lorain didn't love me- and I even thought she loved you -" Xavier replied

"You thought she loved me?- I guess I can see why you thought that- and she was always kind to me even when I wasn't-I didn't know why she was still friends with me- but I think it was she knew about our connection-" he replied

"she did say that she saw you in my heart-when I was with her- and maybe it was the same with you -" Xavier replied

"I think so- I know soul reading is different from mind reading- but there are similarities

she is able to see what a person's heart holds and if its a person she's able to see them

and she can feel what they feel-

she can also tell when that person is lying-" he replied

"she's also able to see their future-" Xavier replied

"Mhmm- but she doesn't know everything just that person is meant for them- or not " he replied

"Or not? if that person is in your heart doesn't that mean they're meant for you?" Xavier asked

"Not entirely- just because you love someone doesn't mean they love you- even if you love them deeply that doesn't mean they feel the same- and that happens a lot- and It's what I thought with you- I thought you would only love her-but you know what they say-

fate is not what it seems-" he replied

"Yeah- fate isn't what it seems- if it was I would have never met you-" Xavier replied

"Yeah I know-" he replied

"I love you Cal-" Xavier replied

"I love you too Zavi" he replied

Xavier leaned up and kissed him

Callus kissed back

their tongues locked and pulled each other

going back and forth

and when they released they both moaned in ecstasy

"f*ck zavi I really liked that- you were really good today- first you gave me a hand job and then licked my hand sucked and nibbled on my fingers- and now you kissed me with your tongue and I like it when you fight back-and it makes me want you to push me down- and f*ck-" he replied

Xavier put his hand over his mouth

"don't say all those things it's embarrassing-and imagine if someone heard you-" Xavier replied

callus grabed his hand and took it away

"Zavi we have done worse- remember yesterday? it was after but still- you licked me imagine if someone saw us- or today- your moaning was- so loud-" he replied

"Hey so was yours! and you told me to moan!" Xavier shouted

"Hey- keep it down and I wasn't worried about it- we haven't gotten caught and we won't" he replied

"how do you know that?" Xavier asked

"because I'm aware of my surroundings unlike you" he replied

"Oh really? what if Lorain showed up again?" Xavier replied

"I'm not really worried if she saw us-but we can be quick-about it-" he replied

"You really like doing these things don't you?" Xavier replied

"Yeah- and it's your fault-" he replied

"don't tell me your hard again-" Xavier replied

"and if I am? what are you going to do?" he replied

"F*ck Cal-why do you do this to me?" Xavier replied

Xavier reached down and slipped his hand down and began to stroke him

Callus's eyes rolled back as he moaned

rubbing him and feeling it excited him-

and when he released he took his hand back and traced it grabbing it and tasting it

it really was sweet and he wanted more but he knew he had to stop

"f*ck zavi- you're so good- and you looked so hot- licking my cum off your fingers" he replied

"You really want more don't you?"Xavier replied

pushing himself forward Callus pushed him back

"Hey hey that's enough Zavi-" he replied

"but I want to do more" Xavier replied

"I know but you need to control yourself" he replied

"What are you so worried about? you said we wouldn't get caught-" Xavier replied

"we might if you don't stop- I like this as much as you but- it's not good if we keep doing this" he replied

"I don't care I don't want to stop- I didn't get to taste your body yet-" Xavier replied

"zavi it's almost like you're drunk- wait- is this because you drank my blood?- I take it back you can't have my blood-" he replied

"why not? it tastes so good-it tastes like wine- like really good red wine- fermented- and fruity-" Xavier replied

"zavi that isn't good- if it tastes like wine and makes you act like this- then there's no difference- between it" he replied

"but-but- it tastes so good-" Xavier replied

"No- you're not getting anymore-" he replied

"not even a bite?" Xavier replied

"You already did and you're acting like this-

wait did you drink blood from my other fingers?" he replied

"I tasted them all and sucked the blood from them too- and it tasted good with your flesh- and my cum-" Xavier replied

"Zavi-what the hell-" he replied

"I thought you liked my shameless side?" Xavier asked

"I do- but this is too much zavi- I feel uncomfortable with it-" he replied

"why are you so uncomfortable now? we already did those things- I already licked you and you moaned- and I gave you a hand job and you gave me one- and then I nibbled on your fingers and sucked them- and then I gave you another hand job and licked your cum off my fingers-and before you said you wanted me to push you down-" Xavier replied

"Zavi- stop- you need to calm down" he replied

callus pulled him in and hugged him tight

"hey!-why are you hugging me?- I don't want this!" he shouted

"I'm not letting you go until you stop-" he replied

"stop? I haven't even done anything yet-" Xavier replied

"and you aren't going to-" he replied

"aw- come on cal- why are you being like this?

don't you like these things?" Xavier asked

"Xavier this too much and I don't like it-" he replied

"You don't? but we already did those things- so why don't you want to do more?" Xavier asked

"because now isn't the right time-" he replied

"then when is?" Xavier asked

"when we're in the bedroom-" he replied

"You want to invite me over?" Xavier replied

"wow- you were a bit much there- blood mixed with sexual pleasure- made you crazy-"

"I just was drunk hungry and horny-" Xavier replied

"did something like this happen in real life?-"

"mhm- just minus the blood- I had drunk before I came to school- and I wanted to take things further but you stopped me since I wasn't in the right frame of mind-"

"wow, Zavi- well at least things didn't go that far-" Callus replied

"mhm-" Xavier replied

"Well it's all good- you know Zavi -" Callus replied

"Yeah-I'm glad Cal-" he replied

"no problem Zavi I love you-" Callus replied

"I love you too Cal-" he replied and kissed his forehead and cheeks and lastly his lips

callus was glad to be loved and couldn't wait to see him again