when Xavier opened his eyes he saw a handsome man looking down at him within concern he wondered who this person was
and why he felt safe in their arms-
he never felt this way with anyone
"zavi? are alright?" he asked
Xavier looked up at the man
"who's Zavi? and who are you?" Xavier replied
Callus looked at him with shock
"Zavi- it's me Callus your lover" he replied
"stop calling me that - my name is Xavier and you aren't my lover- Lorain is where is she?" Xavier replied
"You really forgot huh? - Lorain gave me to you - she wanted you to move on from her and love someone else and the someone is me-" he replied
"You're lying Lorain still loves me-" Xavier replied
Callus couldn't help but shake his head-
because I remember now Xavier can't? -
should I forget so he'll remember?
{isn't ironic? now it's him/me that forgot this time?}
[both the real Xavier and the real Callus thought simultaneously.]
"You know I could bring her here" he replied
"You could?" Xavier asked
"We are friends after all-" He replied
"You're friends with her?" Xavier asked
"Yeah- I know your memory is damaged-but you can't even remember that-" he replied
"I don't know you" Xavier replied
"Yes, you do- please Xavier try to remember-"
he replied
"I've never met a handsome guy like you in my entire life" Xavier replied
"You called me handsome-" he replied
"It doesn't mean I like you I'm not gay" Xavier replied
[looking at my past self I would slap them] - The Real Xavier.
"so, we're back at this stage-" he replied
you can't lie I can still read your mind but-
I'm barely there - it's like I'm being erased.
Callus put him down.
Xavier got up slowly holding onto Callus's shoulder.
callus still had his hand around his waist.
"Hey let go- you pervert-" Xavier replied
callus let go and Xavier stood up on his own
"You are the true pervert you always imagined me naked" he replied
"I- what- I wouldn't like I said before I'm not gay" Xavier replied
"Ok keep telling yourself that-" he replied
"What makes you think that anyway?" Xavier asked
"We kissed twice- and you licked me twice-" he replied
[I really couldn't help myself-} Real Xavier]
"yeah, I know Zavi~ and you taste good too-" -Real callus
"did you just-"
"Read your mind? it's not that hard to tell what you're thinking. since well with how long I've known you-" Real callus
"that's true but- Cal- you're acting so much like yourself- it's weird-"
"Well, it's just I'm starting to remember with you being here a bit of myself has been returning since you started to tell me everything."
"It's expected but this feels a bit fast you did forget your wife" Real Xavier
"well-I remembered you and that's what matters-"
[continues in the Malik chapter-]
"What- you're lying I would never do that- I'm not gay" Xavier replied
"Would you stop saying that? It's no use lying I can just read your mind" he replied
"You're lying you can't read my mind" Xavier replied
"Oh really? I don't get it why are you so obsessed with her?" He replied
"Because I have known her all my life- how can I not be and who are you?-" Xavier replied
"I- was a nobody at first we barely knew each other but I fell for you- and I wanted you to like me back but that seemed impossible.
but- somehow it did because you know what they say fate is not what it seems" he replied
"When did you come up with that? it's awful- I don't see you picking anyone up with that-" Xavier replied,
"Zavi you're an idiot- can you listen for once?"
callus replied
"Ok fine I'll listen to your confession-" he replied
"I understand why you don't remember me I was a nobody we didn't even know eachother
we had a connection but you ran off-
I took your girl - and I meant you again we fought- and then after you followed me-
I still don't get that- just because I had your girl- and we fought again- but after that, you apologized to me- and we became friends-
but it didn't last long- and before we knew it we couldn't stop- teasing turned into flirting
licks became kisses- and I didn't want to let go-" he replied
"seems like I couldn't either- what the heck happened?" Xavier asked
"I'm not really sure but you fell for me like I did-and I love your shamless side - kiss me again zavi?" he replied
"I'm not kissing you I don't know you" Xavier replied
"but if you do you will remember-" he replied
"I don't want to-" Xavier replied
"You don't want to?"He asked
"No why would I want to kiss a guy I barely know?-" Xavier replied
"because you love me-" he replied
"I don't love you I don't even know you" Xavier replied
"please Zavi remember me- I don't want to lose you again-" he replied
"lose me? why do you care so much?-" Xavier asked
"because I love you idiot-" he replied
"how can you love me?- I'm not a good person
I'm a monster-" Xavier replied
"You we're good person to me zavi without you I would've died - I mean it you saved my life-" he replied
"I saved your life?" Xavier asked
"Hmm it's how we met-I was losing consciousness and I was bleeding out-
you sucked the blood down-and started to lick- it and I liked it- and wanted more but you stopped and ran off-you also bit my neck and changed me-" he replied
"I-I'm sorry-" Xavier replied
"What are you apologizing for? I'm grateful" he replied
"for-licking you-" Xavier replied
"like I said before I liked it- so you don't need to apologize for that-but I still didn't like you running out on me-" he replied
"I'm sorry for leaving you like that and turning you into a monster-" Xavier replied
"You need really need to stop apologizing for things that aren't necessary- if you didn't turn me I would have died- and I've never had thrist or hunger-" he replied
while expect Sexually- am I a sex vampire?
is that a thing?-
"You haven't had any thrist? even when you woke up?" Xavier asked
"only sexually-" he replied
"f*ck" Xavier replied
"What?" He replied
"I have created a monster-" Xavier replied
"I'm not a monster -" he replied
"Well not yet-" Xavier replied
"zavi just tell me" he replied
"You are a sex- monster- well more specifically a lust vampire-" Xavier replied
"a lust vampire?" he replied
"instead of blood you feed off lust and sexual actions- and sex as well-" Xavier replied
"Oh-well - I still won't force you to do those things-" He replied
"You will have to have sex at some point-of course you can live with out these things but once you already have started- you will need more- and if you have sex- you will be stronger- and without it you will become weaker- even if you had little sexual contact
you will need more- but sex is faster-" Xavier replied
"so you want me to f*ck you then?" He replied
"What? No- and for your information I would be the one f*cking you-" Xavier replied
"Oh? so you really do want to f*ck me-" he replied
"f*ck of course I do- how many times have I told you that your body is temping?" Xavier replied
"Zavi?!-you remember?!" He replied
"Yeah Cal- I'm sorry- what happened?" Xavier asked
"Well you forgot who I was- who knew that sex would wake you up-" he replied
"You f*cked me?" Xavier replied
"What? No- I meant it was just brought up- that's all - and apparently I need it-" he replied
"You need it?" Xavier asked
"Yeah and it's your fault for licking me and kissing me- I need more of those actions or I will get weak- and sex is the most effective-" he replied
"so you want me to f*ck you?" Xavier replied
"Well- Yeah-but not now- licking is fine for now-" he replied
"Cal- you really are shameless-" Xavier replied
"that's your fault for turning me into a sex vampire" he replied
"a what?" Xavier asked
"a sex vampire or I guess lust vampire? it's what the other you told me-" he replied
"Oh- I forgot about that- so you're saying I turned you into one?" Xavier replied
"Yeah- and it didn't help the way you did it- it was quite sexual-" he replied
"I couldn't help it your blood was addictive and it was like a spell was put on me- that's why I couldn't control myself-" Xavier replied
"a spell?" He asked
"It was like something overtook me- and I couldn't control my actions-if I didn't make that mistake-" Xavier replied
"we never would have met-I know it's what you wanted- but- you still love me right?" he replied
"Of course I love you Cal- I didn't think that it was this bad- and now I'm creating a sex monster- no I already made one- and I already feed it and I have to keep feeding it-
until I can f*ck it-" Xavier replied
"Hey I won't force you- if you don't want to-" He started- but Xavier put a hand to his lip
"You're not forcing me I choose my own actions- I don't mind doing these things- and I want to-
but I'm still not ready to f*ck yet- not that I don't want to- I have imagined it many times-
*cough*- just not now- I'm still getting used to licking you - and I want to make out with you-"
Xavier replied
Xavier moved his hand down and kissed Callus's lips putting them over his slowly kissing him and pushing his tongue in Curving twisting and turning grabbing his tongue
callus pushes back and Xavier pushed back more and they went back and forth never letting go
and when they released they both moaned in ecstasy
"F*ck Zavi I really missed you" he replied
"I'm sorry Cal-I don't know what happened- but I didn't want that- I don't want to forget you again-" Xavier replied
"I don't want you to forget me either-" he replied
"I won't forget you again I love you-" Xavier replied
"I love you too-zavi- please don't forget about me" he replied