Monsters are inside me
Monsters are slowly consuming me
Filled with sadness, filled with pain
I'm filled with emotions I can't explain
I cut my wrist to feel the pain
In being alone I was trained
Monsters inside me dictate everything I do
Can please someone help me too?
Some people may think I am crazy
Or even say that I'm just lazy
But have you ever thought of yourself?
That I can't understand myself?
I am great with the art of pretending
My whole life I am acting
But please look closely at me and you will see
The person I am isn't me
I always to tell myself to keep going
To stop myself from pretending
But the monsters inside me keep on dictating
That in happiness? I am not deserving.