Drowning in the depth of nothingness
Just my thoughts, the monsters and nothing less
Still thinking of thoughts to make it all stop
Because in no time my whole being is going to pop
Help is something that I really need
But the help is very hard to achieve
they all think I'm okay when I'm not
And I can't do anything about it I'm all I got
My thoughts are killing me on the inside
And with my smiles that's how I hide
As I know no one can help me
So I learned it's no use unless they see