My ear were opened wide.i shook my head in amusement trying to overcome the word I heard from him but he hit me with another one,"I want you to be mine" he whispered into my ears.
Well I couldn't think straight even if I badly wanted to. All think of was.... How his hands held me in place protectively as if I wanted to fly away.
I could feel my body growing hot with every second that passes by with him. But deep down I know I had to control myself and not to be deceived by his faltering words right now, because I know he will never feel what I feel for him "never".
"Stop lying to my face.you know the real truth about this you don't like me and will never like me cause am not good enough for you. So why don't you quite this game of yours and Just leave me alone ".
I pushed him away from me. He step back and for the first time I saw the all strong and might emotional roll for a brief moment.
He doesn't think about anything or anyone but just himself alone.
So annoying
Why was he hurt anyway when I pushed him away. Besides he didn't think of how I would feel when he played with me. I voiced out strongly and I was glad for it because I didn't want to look too weak around him any more even if it hurts.
I ask him what he thinks of me after all the events that happened between us.
"Do you really think of me that much, do I really matter.
Hmmm... I don't think so.
"Speak up or did you lose your voice" he just remained calm.
"What I'm in your life because am Sick of the bullshit happing around me, so tell me" look at me and tell me.
"You have nothing to say to me but just know I'm fuckin tried of this nonsense. Of your hands on my body driving me crazy with just one touch when in the real state I mean nothing to you".
"I'm tired of all the nonsense taking place in me in Just second ".
"I'm tired of this stupid obsession I have had for you for too long and I want it to Stop now " I couldn't help but bit my lip as my heart clenched.
My eyes were puffy and they did hurt a lot from a the crying so hard but I needed to put an end to all the lies before they intoxicate me more than ever.
"I tried so hard to get a life,. I want to move on but any time I try you don't let me move on with my life, do you know how hard it was for me you mess things up for me.
"You just mess up my day and prevent me from doing what I want" I spoke out while taking some steps backwards from him.
"Is it because you have the luxury of being powerful and think you can just hurt people as you feel like for pleasure.
"Hell no"
At this point of the time I was so tired right now and there wasn't any point of argument when he isn't giving me any answer.
"You know what just get your fuckin self out of here because this decision is pretty much over. I turned to walk away back to my house and cry my out my sorrow away but he stopped me with.
"I didn't mean to hurt you.... I might have been a bit selfish and so on but I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.
I shook my head trying to stop his words from going through my mind and change what it's already making me feel like he have good feeling for me a bit but when it all a lie from the pit of hell.
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