"If kia goes away from me I don't know what will happen or to do because she's the last strong tower I have around me left. I cried out my eyes out with everyword that rolled off my mouth, as I explained how she meant so much be me.
She's my everything and the only person I can say that think of me normally without any cause. She cares about me and never wants to see me gets hurt nor joke with my feelings.
"I hugged her tight as she pulled me in. While I still cry, I soaked her top due to me feeling so emotional after everything that has happened I couldn't help it but be thankful for having her as my friend. She brings so much joy to me when am sad in my worst time as well. Really glad to have her in my life.
She moved her hands rubbing my back softly try to calm me down. We stayed like that as silence engulfed around us while we just listen to each other heart beat not minding what might come up next.
Minutes late, someone rang the doorbell and I was hoping it could be the delivery guy. What I ordered for have arrived.
Guess what "to my greatest surprise we behold something totally different from what we hope for. At the moment we couldn't see the face clearly.
My brows furrowed together wondering what he was doing her again. I wasn't totally sick of how the day was turning out to be .
He looks at me shameful and regret filled his eyes. I resist so as not to even look at his pitfall face "I was having any of his time right now I just folded my arm across my chest, my mind is already made up and not was going to change it no matter what stands now".
" Emma, I know you don't want to talk or see me right now around you, but I'm here to say am so sorry. I was a fool for treating someone like you in such manner's, am really sorry for everything I did . I raised one eye to look at him kneeling down on both legs.
I stepped away a bit wanting to close the door against him. Cause I was not given any attention to him, he stopped me by putting out his hands in the door.
He stood up, and took a step forward. I just looked at him with emptiness in my eyes right now. Before I know what was going on his hands gently rested on mine, moving my hand apart from each other on my chest. Then held them in a firm potion.
My mind raced without thought but I couldn't help, know what I was really feeling right now as one of his hand left mine. Making me feeling ease at the moment.
I resisted the urge to look at his touch it was really good at the moment. My eyes were still locked in his, as he caressed my cheeks gently.
He slowly exhaled deeply as he was about to say something to me. "I won't stop you, besides you have had enough for once, you deserve to be really happy and have a life with someone who wouldn't hurt nor mess things up for you you deserve the best Emma "........
"My heart sinks as he says those words. I saw so much emotions flash through his eyes as he stopped caressing my cheeks. But instead he leans in making my eyes go blank in no time before leaving a kiss on My cheeks .
My body pattern changed as it came though I tried to hid the feeling right now, so I bit my lip in anticipation. His scent filled my mind for a second,just like that . He walks away like nothing happened leaving me eyes wide open starring at him.
In no time he got to his car and drove of while I keep on starring into the dark part. With lots of though running inside my head, right now I was a little bit stuck...
"What is it going to be now"?.....