"kia, is the only person I tell everything literally with her making no effort to find out and just like how it has always been. I was also going to inform her but I guess she just wanted to find out this time on her own time possible".
Kia happened to have been listening to our conversation all along she was seating just not far away from the door. It doesn't sense at all, "well it never occurred to me . Infact it wasn't necessary in my opinion because I was going to tell her everything anyways".
" What are you going to do now", she asked me as she sat close to me on the couch while holding the food in her hands. Well the long awaited food finally came in.
"What going through your mind Emma",she make me snap out of my thoughts which was drowning me. " Don't tell me you taking his words. You know way better it not real more or less ture. His just telling you those words so you can come running back to his table. They aren't holding anything but empty promise ".
" How do you know that huh? " I look at her with the food she was holding acting like I didn't hear her words.
She laughed out for some minutes before she looks back at me intensely into my eye, stayed glued to my face like it was really something interesting in it right now. I wasn't having any of her time.
"Okay.... I'm really sorry for saying those words to you. But look at me please" she begged me and I could hear the sincere condolences in her voice which Made me to open and close my eyes for a short while then looked at her.
"Okay listen to me. I might be right or wrong but I know I have to do this... " Well you see, he is just fuckin lying to you and playing with your feeling. So he can never be trusted. " Believe me or not he will never like you back the same way you do. His just not more than what your ask for.
"I couldn't help myself but believe every words that comes out of her mouth. They have been a little bit harder and rough but this was sough of a ture.
I could feel the tug on my heart as her words swirled through out my mind. Tears rolled down my eyes as I tried to wipe them off. Kia help me with it, she wipe off the tears too
"Well I think he might actually mean everything he said awhile ago kia". Don't be stupid galfriend" it enough for her to hear me which made us to laugh out again so loud that it boomed through the house.
"How pathetic Emma, you seriously believe him easily for just the small word he Said".
It hurt a bit making me to wonder if she was lying to me or trying to get me off the hook right now.
"Are you blind or something Emma" kia asked he.