#Chapter21 The Gentleman In Him
I was still having my hand on the wheel as I stared forward onto the street where I had parked . My other hand was secreting my stomach .
I know it was a stupid idea to just leave alone .. but I needed to get away from everyone and everything even if for only a minute or 2. And it wasn't like I didn't know how to defend myself. I turned to let my eyes fall onto the slightly opened glove compartment where we had found the gun, which i took from the table again before I left .
I sighed dropping the hand I had on the steering wheel before I leaned back . It's not like I was defensive anyway the gun was right beside me
Why does everything seem so messed up it was making me go crazy in a bad way . I felt so frustrated and helpless by this whole situation .
It wasn't even Krystal’s or Myungsoo’s fault it was me and my secret
If I had told everyone from the beginning on this would've never happened .
