Getting into ordinary life without being broken at the start is like begging for a delay.
People are like that.
They will break you.
It's inevitable that it'll happen, but the choice is yours whether you lock yourself inside or open up even more so the people around can draw from you.
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,,When someone draws you into them, they'll trap you there with feelings that should never have been able to do that, but now you can't get enough of them. And then they just spits you back."
Sunflower - pure thoughts, dedication, unconditional love
Orchid - sensuality, corporeality, wealth, youth