A wave swims through you as it dissipates across your chest. A hole swells as an apparent feeling or almost a substance disappears. A loss has happened, not the feeling of a loss of a loved one nor the feeling of losing a house or a dear object like a favorite stuffed animal something deeper and more personal.
The loss of pain, not the loss of a splinter, or a broken fingernail. But the type of fix that completely changes your life for the better. It hits like a bullet, ripping through skin and muscle. To wake up utterly stunned, realizing you won you hit the jackpot.