(Seer POV)
I see can see a lot of the servants looking at me curiously, it might be because Vanessa brought a human or just brought someone in.
From what I gathered while talking to the servants they told me she would normally have a small scowl whenever she went out. But after I was at the house the scowl changed to a neutral face.
That must mean I am doing something right. Hearing that she is happy with me being there gives me joy, it feels like my heart is bursting.
I was scared at first that I would just be a burden but I don't hear anyone, even the servants, say anything unsatisfactory about me.
They are a little mad that the first person she took in or cares about that isn't direct family like household members or servants is a human and not a vampire.
The one thing that always confuses me is Vanessa always makes me put on a lot of perfume, the amount makes me only smell the perfume and not anything else.
I found something really exciting, I have a "different energy than mana". Whenever I use it and it regenerates it feels like something(Totally not the seal placed on his soul wink wink, nudge nudge) produces it using my body's energy.
It is a breath of fresh air, the new experiments I did were exhilarating but scary. I tried to use the energy, for now, I will call it "creator's energy" because it allows me to create what I imagine, but I need to understand how the process works, and it is extremely straining on my brain.
The first thing I wanted to try was teleporting, so I thought about teleporting and bam I teleported but my body was teleported to a random space which happened to be space. My body started to freeze and I started choking. I was panicking about how do I get out of this situation. blood not rushing to my brain didn't help.
I didn't know what to do I was desperately waving my arms and used my arms to clutch my throat and tried to use the energy but it didn't work. In a few seconds, I realized I was helpless and I accepted my defeat, what seemed like an eternity was only a minute.
There was a frozen tear on my cheek, I couldn't accept that this is how I waste my life, I fulfilled nothing that I wanted, and I finally gained a place to be and someone who loved me.
The next moment power gushes out of my soul (totally not the seal again teehe) and it feels like it is being encased by something the next moment I open my eyes I am back in my room and fine.
I am now shivering in fear I don't want to try that again, so I guess that is what happens when I don't have the specifics of traveling through time.
My hands are shaking and cold sweat goes down my face, well I guess I can improve on that, I know this is dumb but I should stop after teleporting and another idea I have, don't want to die and not come back to life.
Speaking of dying what the hell is happening!!!!!
I guess the thing that gives me the energy is reviving me for some reason.
Ohh well, I didn't want to do this but hope I don't get trauma from this.
So the next couple of hours I tried to teleport to specific locations in the manor. I died multiple times.
The excruciating pain of your body being torn apart by space, and being reassembled by something. My sense is getting dull DYING OVER AND OVER, it's unbearable the pain of being apart cell by cell.
After many hours of excruciating pain and dying I finally could teleport. YEAH!!! WOOOOH!!! Never want to do that again.
The next couple of days was me trying to make my world and control the time correlations between each other.
The power I felt after doing that was so intoxicating, it was great I will be making use of both of these powers.
(little did he know he was given those powers, after he died he just had to experiment, the creator's energy did that for him but he doesn't know that)
After all of that, I took a great, excellent sleep. I realized that the incident probably caused the access to the energy, the energy has made my body stronger and physically toned.
Vanessa prepared some of her servants to fight me so I spar with them every day while keeping myself in shape.
Since Vanessa saw Elevena fight she would point out little mistakes in my swordsmanship.
The afternoon was me doing things with Vanessa, she would answer any questions I had.
But the best part was at night around 9 o'clock, I would sit on her lap and she would stroke my hair, the warmth that permeates through my body, the feeling of being protected and loved, makes me able to sleep at night.
(Vanessa POV)
After saying good night to Seer I headed to the conference today to talk about him.
I wonder what the other four houses are going to say, hopefully, they don't attempt for me to leave him.
Even though right now he is in not the best mental place it was always fun to be around, the last couple of days we would confide in each other, and tell I would tell stories about Elevena, and he would sit there in my lap listening.
When it was something funny he would laugh, and other times he would look sad but in the end, we would both try to cheer each other up.
He also promised me he would figure out what happened to Elevena, he also said he will be strong enough to make his mother proud and smart enough to make his father proud.
It was super cute, it also inspired me to push a bit harder, become stronger for the sake of someone again, and finally learn what it was like to have someone like a son in your life.