6: 21pm my dad's arrives and i go for counselling.
Me: Dad, i know you're tired but i need to talk to you
Dad: (He sit's down) Yeah
Me: There is a guy, i have first seen him when i was going to take Celia for shopping, i don't know how but he fills my though, and everytime... everytime someone calls me i hope it's that guy...(looking embarrassed) when finally i have seen him again and that he spoke with me i was...i was just happy very happy...and ...and dad i don't know what's happening to me, am afraid dad what should i do? am i sick? is it a trauma? tell me to do anythinng and i would do
Dad: Elvira, my little Elvira don't be afraid your father know's what is happening to you
Me: What is it? what should i do?
Dad: You are at an age where you need to be well taught but you also need freedom in your thoughs so i can not influence your choices
Me: What do you mean?
Dad: Life is the best teacher, if i tell you what it is you will not learn from it, don't be afraid and make a choice and know that whatever you do i will be by your side
Me: but dad...
Dad : shshshshshsh you can ask advice to Celia, Good friends are special and don't worry if i see you sinking i will intervene
After does words he left me and when to eat, everything is still blur in my head, my body moves alone, my mind is confus and in a sleepwalker way i find myself on my bed.
Why is my dad so abstract? why do i feel so well in his presence? why is Celia so obsessive with love? The mind lost i try putting a blank in my mind to welcome sleep.
The night was too short, it's already time to study. Studying, shower, breakfast i do all my morning routine and leave to school with the porsche.
As soon at school, Julien approaches me.
Julien : Hi sweety
Me: Hi
Julien : Oh i can smell the odour of troubles filling your mind, what's wrong,?
Me: (still walking)...
Julien: Oh the blue sky idol has a problem, the clouds may be sad if it continuous ...
Me: Julien!
Julien: Oh, majesty.
Me: You have a good literature level
Julien : Are you sincere?
Me: Yeah, you may actually have lose your way coming to sciences.
Julien : Oh, you are worried about me?
Me: Nope, it was just a remark
Julien : You don't chew your words
Me:...
Julien : And i like that part of you, do you think am a Maso [¹]?
Me: No i think you're my toy
Julien: Oh, you choosed a special loving name for me? am touched
Me: Nope, (smiling)now i think you're dumb
We enter the class and separate to our respective seats. Celia is already there.
Celia : Elvira guess
Me: Brayan told you he love you, then a kiss and a gift
Celia: Oh exactly Elvira you're too intelligent
Me: That have nothing to do with intelligence all your guess have the same answers
Celia: You aren't wrong
Me: This time, why did he gave you a gift?
Celia: Just like that
Me: Just like that? it's suspicious
Celia: okay, then guess why he did
Me: ...
Celia(looking disappointed): really don't know?
Me: Ahh, yeah it's your birthday we are the 18th September
Celia: This year you remembered, have you now seen the importance of birthday ?
Me: No, i knew it because of the guess process
The teacher enters, and the maths class starts .
What does she mean? why does she choose him? if the black jean guy says gently happy birthday Elvira...it's kind of cute, i want him to...what am i thinking about.
Me: Celia let's focus
The class continues without disturbance and as the break signal is sent am directly out. Yesterday he was having coffee, maybe if he sees me sitting he might...oh what? tss i just need to arrive and sit.
At the school's restaurant i sit on a seat and command fruit salad while waiting. Time passes, the clock ticks, people come and go then he passes. A feeling of accomplishment passes through me, i feel so happy i have seen him, i think he has something the others don't but i don't love him i just...oh he just takes coffee again and goes back, he didn't eat anything.
Suddenly,
Julien : Oh, is majesty spacing out
Me: When did you arrive ?
Julien: Just now, were you waiting for me?
Me: Nope,
Julien commands chicken,
Me: Why are you not flirting with my fake copy?
Julien : Your fake copy?
Me: Typhany
Julien : euh ...maybe b'cos she's your fake copy
Me: (holding his hands) really?
Julien : (embarrassed) because am just interested by you
Me: (eating back my salad) Why are you embarrassed when i hold your hands, is it the first time a girl holds your hand?
Julien : No it isn't but you are different...oh majesty you reckessly enterred the domain of my heart and with a spear...
Me: (holding his hands)...
Julien : spear...you...you...beauty...
Me: (laugh then let his hands)
Julien : There's nothing funny
Me: (With a mockery face) are you sad?
Julien : No am not, should i?
Me: Not yet? okay but it's a matter of time, your heart (pressing the fork in the fruit salad) i shall break it into pieces
Julien : (Smiling) that's Cruel, my futur girlfriend
Me: Dreaming again...
Break time is over, we move slowly to class and am happy i have seen him, my day is ok, i saw him.
Just few minutes after i sit down, the computer science teacher enters. So i go to the study room since i don't offer the subject.
Within these two hours i will study a max that was what i was thinking but i was wrong. As my legs cross the study room door i saw him, the black jean guy sitting towards the back.