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Chapter 13 - 11: What in the actual FUCK?!!

The journey back to that prison was surprisingly a pleasant one as all I did throughout the ride is imagine the day I would pack my things and disappear never to return. The look in his face when he realizes that it was all pretense and that I never cared a damn about him as he doesn't for me. His pride and ego being punked really hard by my final success to freedom, I just can't wait.

Where should I travel to, where he wouldn't find me? Which state should I go?

I think I'd probably first visit my grandma's place...What does he know about me? Absolutely nothing. Then I'll go back to the states to bid my parents farewell before I eventually disappear. When that time comes I'll figure which country will be best for me..

"Genesis!" He yelled snapping me out of my thought. With the way he yelled my name I think he had been calling for a while now

"Mm" I murmured looking up at him as he had already gotten out of the car but stood at the door

"I would be pleased to let you spend your night in the car if that's what your craving to do" he said, causing me to look around my environment. We are here..we have finally arrived in this prison.

"I'll be right behind you." I forced myself to say as I opened the door and stepped down. I quietly followed him inside the building, on reaching the sitting room Zachary walked towards the door but I didn't follow him, I proceeded to climb the grand stairs

"After changing, come down for dinner" he ordered. I wasn't hungry, not even in the slightest. The thought of living this house had already filled all emptiness.

"Of course." I find myself saying the opposite of what I really wanted to say. Nevertheless my reasons are clear and will always be. I turned back after flashing my fakest smile to him, I continued climbing the stairs.

I threw myself on the bed, spreading my hands while closing my eyes.

'I'm so exhausted. I just want to lay here and starr at the ceiling, maybe after a while I'll then fall asleep with no care of the world.

But of course, I have a mission to execute and I'm determined to get it done.

Where do I begin with? How to do I seduce Zachary? I need help

I quickly got up grabbed my purse and entered the dressing room before i locked it behind me. I opened my purse and took out my phone, I dailed Helena's number and tapped the call button

"Hey"

"Are you home already?" She asked

"Yes. But that's not important, what is important now is how you expect me to seduce Zachary"

"He haven't gone to bed?"

"No, as a matter of fact he ordered me to join him for dinner." I replied

"Very good." I could sense excitement in her tune, she must be enjoying this.

"That is how you begin." She said. I kept silent expecting her to complete whatever she has to say but she too was silent.

What is this? A silent treatment competition?

"Okay... Helena I'm listening"

"To what? What else are you expecting me to say? Put on something sexy and go do your thing."

"My thing? What thing? How do I do it? What do I say?" I panicked

"Quit panicking and just do you Genesis. You got this" she motivates me and it actually helped, a bit.

"Okay, thanks" I replied before cutting the call

'That was indeed very helpful.' I said to myself sighing disappointedly. I expected better but it's fine I'll just do what I know best.

I took off my jewelries and the black dress then changed to a black night gown. Basically, all the clothes in this dressing room is either black, white, brown or grey and I don't know why. I put on my hair burnet because I won't want my hair getting in my food.

I walked down the stairs and watched maids walk in snd out of the dinning room with food carts and trays

Is he that hungry?

I walked into the dining room and there he sat at his own end a mile away my own end

"Took you ages to change. Next time I'll order maids to change you themselves." His voice echoes from where he sat

"That wouldn't be necessary, I love taking my time" I said as the butler helped me with the chair and I sat elegantly.

"I hate my time being wasted" he snapped.

Oh! How I wanted to snap back, maybe come up with more rude words and say to him but...F**k!!!

"My sincere apologies, since my efforts is a waste of time to you" I decided to play the guilty pitiful game

"Hmm" I just murmured.

My food had already been served so I just had to dig in and start eating but..I think I said it before, I have no appetite so I just played with my food.

Canada? Korean? Italy? Which country will be best suitable for me? A country I could go where this arrogant being would never find me...

I thought raising my head and coincidentally he also looks at me and our eyes met. Immediately I buried my eyes back on my food, the food I was seriously playing with.

I could actually go to an African country. He will never guess that right...

"What is wrong with you?" He said bringing me back to reality

"Sorry?" I didn't understand what he meant, my bad I mean.. I didn't even hear what he said.

"Your lost. And you haven't touched your food, only just messing it up. So tell me what is wrong with you?"

"Nothing, I'm just not hungry"

"Then why are you here? Leave!" His voice came loud this time. I'm shocked, surprised, marvelled. Like, what is wrong with this guy? He orders me to join him, now his sending me away.

"You asked me to come and I felt it would get you pissed if I refused to come"

"And yet here you are playing around with what is being served to you. You expect me to be happy?"

"I..."

"I said leave!!" All I could hear is the extreme loud echo of his voice.

How I want to give this arrogant fellow a little piece of my mind.

"Fine, I'm going" I said as I gently adjust the seat backward then got up and walked away.

Him yelling at me didn't stop me from having my joyful, amazing thoughts. Infact, I get to enjoy them better now as I can freely smile to the ceiling without anyone thinking I'm craze.

I got up from the bed and led properly on my own side of the bed, covering myself with the duvet, I finally decided to take a break in my imaginations and let myself sleep.

I woke up a bit late as I normally do before I got married to that psy...

'Another day to think of how to seduce him and try to' I said to myself as I already noticed he wasn't in the room. Suddenly a knock came at the door

"Mr. Logan calls for you to join him have breakfast" Mrs. Abauto said at the door.

Seriously what is wrong that man? He sends me away last night and now his asking me to join him this morning so he can send me away again

I immediately got up and opened the door for Mrs. Abuato

"Please inform him that I won't be coming" I said

"But why ma'am? Mr. Logan wouldn't like that" She looks worried

"Please Mrs Abuato, don't make this harder than it already is for me. He sent me away last night so he'll understand."

"Alright then" she replied as she reluctantly drags her legs away.

Should I go? No I shouldn't, he would definitely send me away again. I'm starving but I still won't go

I closed the door and walked straight to the varander, I stood close to the door and let the chilled breeze caress my cheek. A knock came again causing me to sigh as I walked towards the door to open it

"Mr. Logan insists" Mrs Abuato said

Why does he have to be so stubborn in everything? Now I can't say 'No' no matter how much I want to, or else all my efforts will be a waste.

"Okay fine. Tell him I'll be there but I'm going to take my time as usual" I replied

"Umm. He demanded I dress you myself as he wouldn't want his time being wasted"

"So he says, huh?" I said almost like a whisper but I bet she would have still heard it.

"Can I come in?" She asked

"Like I have a choice." I replied almost like a whisper once again

"None of us do" Mrs Abuato said as she walks in.

She wasn't wrong

I had a quick bath by myself but let Mrs Abuato do most of the dressing part as Zachary has ordered her to.

"Do you always have to listen to everything he says? Your very much other than he is, you know" I asked as I starred at her through the mirror while she drys my washed hair.

"It doesn't matter. Nothing else matters when it comes to work, whoever is your employee you have to answer to them whether young or old, tall or short as long as you get paid at the end of the month" She replied. She was done drying my hair so she enters to the next stage, detangling it.

She is right once again. Everything is about power and authority.

What power do you have? Determines the amount of power you will command.

"I know nothing about Zachary, could you tell me little about him?" I said, getting Mrs Abuato to chuckle

"His legally wedded wife does not know anything about him, but his chief maid would?" She burst out of laughter.

I just stared at the innocent old woman as she laughs her chest out and I suddenly found myself smiling like an ice fish

"Oh! I'm sorry dear, I couldn't hold myself" she quickly apologized after putting herself together

"It's fine" I immediately cut in

"This is the first time I've laughed this hard in a long time since I started working here but that was very disrespectful"

"No it's fine, I really don't mind" I reassured her.

"Okay, there you go" she said as she finally let my curled hair fall on my shoulders

"Thank you abuola" I replied smiling at myself through the mirror

Abuela had me put on a fancy morning wear for breakfast which got me wondering why I need to dress up just to have breakfast with that...and probably get sent out at the end of it all.

"Why dress me up like this when it's just breakfast" I asked her as we walked out of the bed room heading for the stairs

"Mr. Logan has a visitor"

"A visitor?!" I unconsciously yelled.

I'm surprised, I didn't know that husband was mine is capable of making friends. Or is he? Maybe it's just one of his workers

But..What is if it's not and indeed it's a friend of his? Then he'll be the most selfish person I've ever known to have friends but won't let me keep mine

"Who is it?" I finally asked as we climbed down the stairs

"No idea ma'am. Nobody hear knows anything about your husband as much as you do."

I don't know anything about him.

"Okay, thanks anyways" I said on reaching the last step knowing we'd be going our separate ways

"My pleasure dear" she replied with that her pure wrinkled smile on her face which as usual I didn't fail to return as headed forward to the breakfast table inpatient to know who this visitor is to Zachary.

I saw him smiling at the man talking to him which got me even more curious to who is capable of making this sicko smile because I couldn't see the man's face, so I decided to get their attention

"You asked for me" I said standing a mile away from them. They both turned in unison to look at me,

What in the actual FUCK?!!