*NSFW
I looked down at Alastair from where I sat. I moved my hips down slowly. Just enough to feel the pressure of a foreign object right on my skin. I glided my hand over and directed it to my entrance. I hesitated. Thoughts ran through my head.
*Should we make this big move? What if he regrets it after? I'll feel really shitty if he's doing this out of pity. Did I use enough lube? What if it hurts?*
Alastair tucked the strands of hair that fell onto my face over my ear. He cupped my face and guided my gaze to him. The love in his eyes wasn't one out of pity. He really did love me.
I recalled a few moments before when I promised to take all the pain with no complaints. So what if it hurts? If it gives him pleasure, I'll double it.
I leaned down and pressed my lips onto his. A slow and sensual kiss... As I slipped my tongue across his teeth, I lowered myself onto him.