"So what do you call yourself now? Bisexual?" Kind and Wale had been laying in bed the next morning, too comfortable to get up, well, Wale wouldn't seem to let him go. His arm was wrapped around Kind's waist and whenever he'd make a movement, Wale had been relentless. "I do not believe I am. In my mind I still believe I only find women attractive, but you are the exception K Bunny."
Kind frowned at the name Wale kept teasing him with but this time he was not planning to let it slide. "How long are you going to keep calling me that? We are not kids anymore. Secondly I'm not a woman, as you've confirmed multiple times when you spinned me over and over in bed therefore, you really need to contemplate on your sexual orientation. I'll never be a woman." Kind knew he'd been here before in his previous relationships. There are those that had just wanted to experiment on guys like him for fun, to discover if they were really attracted to guys or not and he hated men like that the most. His worst experience had been breaking up with one guy whom he'd dated for a couple of months only to find out he had been married and had a family. It had devastated him for weeks, drinking himself alone to forget the pain but that didn't help much. He'd gone with Swalha for a picnic one day and there he was, playing around with his two sons as his wife took out food from a picnic basket. The guy had not seen him yet but he saw them. Swalha had told him to stop speculating, that the lady could be the guy's sister but who kisses their sister that much?
"I thought we made a deal remember, equivalent exchange. Furthermore, I feel at a loss since I'm the one who actually let your secret out therefore you still owe me one of your most juiciest secrets." Wale said as he tapped on Kind's nose. "I have nothing to tell you so either call me K or Bunny but not both. The way you say it makes me uncomfortable. I'm going to be thinking of you every time uncle Frank calls me Bunny."
"That can't be a bad thing since you live rent free in my head so I will not stop calling you K Bunny. At most, you'll remember me always." Kind detected a bit of sadness from Wale's last statement and asked what was on his mind. "I'm curious if we are dating now."
Wale's question sent Kind sitting up abruptly, he hadn't thought about that yet. He'd been mesmerized by the fact that now he felt extremely comfortable, always in Wale's arms making love or just cuddling as they were. The level of intimacy they had shared the past two days was something he never thought would happed in this lifetime yet here they were, Wale having confessed first. If he had not drank some water that night and forced himself to throw up while in the shower, he may not have remembered the night of their first love making. "Break up with him Bunny and date me instead." Wale said.
Kind did not understand why he felt confused. The decision was simple. It will always be Wale he'd want to be with but he was expecting a child with Cherry. She will always be part of his life and then there is Todo whom had been understanding, polite, caring and genuinely loved him to the point of sending him here alone with Wale, knowing full well something like sex would happen between them. Kind knew he cared for Todo a lot and was sure of Todo's feelings too yet, he was the one who had wavered from the very start. "I still have feelings for Todo and even though my feelings for you are greater, I'd rather be with someone who is sure of themselves than you who might be experimenting with me. I've been here many times before Wale, stuck with a guy that still loves women or can't give up on some things women can give or have and I don't." Kind looked away. He couldn't help feeling sorry for himself. "Being gay means accepting living without some things. There are those of us who are too feminine, or feel trapped in a man's body and wish to experience childbirth and even though I'm not one of them to that extreme, I share their fears. You have to be really sure of yourself to take a path like myself."
Returning his gaze back to Wale, he continued. "I had to watch you for years love someone else until I became numb to being in love. All my relationships, it had always been the other person who confessed to me first. I often thought they were lucky since I was actually gay and sure of myself but my case was different. You and Cherry were the couple everyone else aimed to be, the trophy couple some called you and even though you like me as you say, and made love to me so passionately, I don't doubt your feelings but, if there was another me out there who was a woman, I fear you'll leave me and go to them without a second thought."
After a while, Wale broke the silence that filled the room. "So this is how being rejected feels like?" He was smiling as if all that Kind had said were gibberish. "I've never been rejected before and I could care less who would reject me...but this time it feels like I'm being stabbed multiple times." Reaching down the sheets, he held on to Kind's member and watched him quiver at his touch as he came on top of him. "I don't accept your rejection and the reason behind it. You have to find another reason likable enough for me to accept your excuse." Wale kissed Kind's neck, then shoulder and back to his neck again, loving the way he responded, shaking from his touch at the same time trying to fight the heat that Wale kept building inside him as he gently stroked him. "Stop! I don't have the strength... to do this anymore..." Kind was surprised to have even spoken in such an intense situation when all he wanted to do was to moan from the pleasure he felt. Wale had been quick to learn about all his sensitive spots and Kind knew he was taking advantage of that, but Wale was relentless, he kept on stroking him until his breathing became more and more rapid. He begged Wale to stop but he only increased his speed. He was about to release when he felt a firm grip from Wale. "No. Not yet Bunny. I won't allow you release until you tell me you'll date me."
"Let go!" Kind begged while struggling to break free from Wale's hold. His panting had increased and the more he moved the tighter Wale's grip became. "It hurts you...dummy!" Kind was completely aroused and exhausted at the same time. Wale had started kissing his neck again, then his ear as he gently pushed him to lay on the bed, stroking him again. Kind could only hear his breathing and his loud moans from Wale touching him and kissing him. He was kissing his ear and this made him quiver from both pleasures. He could feel his release coming soon and just as he was about to cum, Wale stopped, squeezing him shut. "I won't let you cum until you date me K Bunny so just say yes so we can both finish."
Kind had grown desperate, he wasn't sure if he heard what Wale had said. Reaching for Wale, he looked at him. "Let me finish...please," he begged and kissed Wale who was caught by surprise. Pulling him closer with his free hand, Wale refused to respond to Kind's demands but was weak to the lusty look that Kind gave him. Deepening his kiss, he could feel himself becoming more and more aroused and thought how difficult it felt struggling to control himself. Breaking the kiss, he looked at Kind's lustful expression again and smiled. His voice was heavy with longing when he spoke. "So, are you going to date me my dear Bunny?"
"I love you Wale...I've always wanted to tell you that..." Kind's response sent a whirlpool of emotions, breaking all walls Wale had build as barriers to keep people away. He let everything loose, his attention all on Kind. As he lifted his body from his lover, he realized how much he had wanted Kind to tell him those three words. He'd been trying to get him to say them the last two days but he never did and as he lifted Kind to him, grunting after one thrust, his body quivered. He desperately wanted to prove to Kind he wanted him just as much, and was willing to prove himself worthy of his love.
"Why won't you believe me?" Wale panted heavily. He was filled with so much passion and he wanted to give it all to Kind until there was nothing left. Bending to kiss his lover, he closed his eyes and cried. If Kind rejected him again, he feared he'd find himself alone in darkness once more. Kind had been his only light that shone in his darkness and gave him direction towards a way out. "I won't let you go K even if you hate me for it." Wale shook from the words he spoke. He wasn't sure if Kind had heard him as he kept mourning and calling his name. He was completely drunk from lust, quivering underneath him as they both finally found release.
Wale hadn't realized he'd closed his eyes until he felt them open. His breathing was back to normal and so was Kind's as he rose on top of him. Brushing a finger across Kind's lips who was sleeping, he regretted not having informed Kind he'd found out how he felt sooner. Maybe then, Kind would not have met Todo, and he wouldn't have to beg him to date him.