Candace stepped into the room confused as hell, wondering why the door was left open. Unconscious of what was going on in the room, she turned on the lights.
Alexis froze. Her heart probably stopped or skipped a beat or something cuz she scared to death. If that was Amarr, she knew her life was over. Emanie turned back to see who it was and it gave Alexis a chance to see too.
'Candace?' she thought. Her life was still over. So many things ran through her mind. What the fuck was she doing? Why didn't she stop him? Dianne was so right about Emanie. Was her zipper down?.
She just froze and forgot how to move or even talk.
'What the actual fuccccckkkk?' was the first thing that ran through Candace's mind but she wasn't the type to voice out her thoughts so she just stared at them.
There was a terribly awkward silence. Candace just closed the door behind her and walked towards her bed to take a seat, totally forgetting the reason she came to the room in the first place. She still kept her eyes glued to Alexis and Emanie, just to make them uncomfortable. It was really working for Emanie but Alexis would have been uncomfortable with or without Candace staring.
Candace just couldn't believe Amarr was so worried about Alexis and there she was, getting screwed by Cavalero. Candace found it kinda funny but uncool at the same time.
'Damn, this bitch' Emanie thought, desperately thinking of a way to get out of the terribly awkward situation.
"Shit. " he heard Alexis mutter and he turned back to face her.
She ran her hand through her hair, slightly brushing off the sweat that formed on her forehead. She looked so scared and nervous at the same time, it was so obvious in her eyes. She was aware of how much trouble it could cause and she was scared of the consequences. She barely noticed Emanie was staring at her.
"Alexis" he said softly and she finally noticed he was staring. "Relax" he added like it would totally calm her down.
She couldn't even find her words.
"I'll see you later" Emanie said and she just nodded. He turned and walked towards the door. He opened it and turned back to face Candace. "Hi" he said without a smile.
Candace of course just glared at him with no response.
"Ok" he muttered and he stepped out, carefully closing the door behind him.
"Shit" Alexis muttered again and she finally pulled herself off the wall.
She could not believe what she had just done. She constantly ran her hand through her hair like it would calm her down and solve all the problems she had probably just created for herself.
"You are so naive" Candace began and Alexis raised her head to face her. "Playing shitty games with Cavalero?" She questioned and her voice echoed in Alexis' head. "you probably think me walking in on you is bad, wait till Amarr hears about this"
As Candace said that, Alexis shut her eyes to prevent tears. She couldn't imagine how Amarr would feel.
'what have I done?' she asked herself.
"I don't even care about your relationship with Cavalero" Candace began again. "I care about the fact that you're comfortable here, getting screwed by him after what you did to Dianne" she continued, raising her voice. "You know what that makes you?" She questioned "a piece of shit" she concluded.
Usually Alexis would fight back after what Candace said but at that point, she just couldn't. She was a piece of shit and she knew it.
"And I know I said I don't care..." Candace began again. "But what you're doing with Cavalero is very stupid" she added, sitting down.
"Nothing happened" Alexis said, trying to defend herself.
"The hickey on your neck clearly says otherwise" Candace fired back.
Alexis immediately raised her hand to feel her neck.
'Hickey?'
"Oh and your zipper is down" Candace told her, picking up a book to read.
"Shit" Alexis muttered and she immediately turned to walk into the bathroom.
She flung the door open and she stepped in slamming the door behind her. She leaned on the door and tightly shut her eyes, trying not to cry.
She was well aware of how much problem she had created for herself. She could tell by the way Candace was talking that Dianne was actually hurt by what she did. It was definitely not her day.
She took in a deep breath and released it as she opened her eyes to look at herself in the mirror. She looked a mess. Her hair was messed up and Candace was right, there was a hickey on her neck.
It was so bold she felt like a hoe.
She pulled herself together and decided that she had to see Dianne. She zipped up her dress and fixed her hair in a way that it was still messed up but it totally covered the hickey.
Then she stepped out of the bathroom.
"Where's Dianne?" She asked Candace who was now trying so hard to remember why she came to the room.
"Amarr's room" Candace replied and Alexis began to walk towards the door. "Wait you're going to see her right now?" She asked as Alexis flung the door open. "Wow, you are just full of stupid ideas today" she added with a short laugh.
Alexis just sighed and stepped out of the room. It was the first time she and Candace had a real conversation. She didn't imagine it to be like that.
She nervously climbed up the stairs to the second floor. As she got to the front of their door, her heart was racing. Apart from the fact that she was about to see Dianne who probably wanted to kill her, she was also going to have to face Amarr and talk to him like nothing just happened.
She knocked on the door and hoped for the best.
"Come in" she heard Wayne's voice from inside.
She slowly pushed open the door and she stepped in. She could hear chatter from outside in the hallway but immediately she entered, the room went silent and all eyes were on her. Well, until Dianne looked away, returning to her tub of ice cream.
She sat on Wayne's bed beside Blake who was obviously trying to comfort her.
"Alexis where have you been?" Amarr asked getting up from his bed.
"I..I..." She stammered. She couldn't even look into his eyes.
"What?" Amarr questioned.
Alexis felt so pressurized. "At the party" She finally said.
"At the party" Wayne repeated and he scoffed. He looked really mad at Alexis.
"Dianne..." Alexis began as she started to walk towards Dianne.
"Tell her not to come near me" Dianne said to Blake loud enough for everyone to hear, including Alexis.
Blake raised his head to face her and she immediately stopped where she was. Blake looked so intimidating.
"Dianne, I'm sorry" she said softly.
"Hm, she's sorry." Dianne muttered shoving her spoon into the ice cream. Then a tear drop fell from her eye.
"Stop it Dianne" Blake said immediately wiping it off.
"I have feelings" Dianne replied in a low tone.
Tears? From Dianne? That was something Alexis never thought she would see. Dianne had always been the one who they all thought the only emotions she had was anger and happiness.
"Are you crying?" She asked and the three boys sharply turned to face her like, what the fuck??.
She immediately realized how stupid that was and she heard Dianne chuckle, staring down at the ice cream.
"Dianne, I am really..." She was saying
"Amarr tell your girlfriend to leave right now if she wants to stay complete" Dianne said cutting her short.
Blake and Wayne turned to face Amarr and he just sighed and started to walk towards Alexis.
"Alexis you need to..." He was saying.
"It's not your room" Alexis said to Dianne before Amarr could complete his statement.
Dianne just chuckled again and she let go of her spoon.
"Can you repeat that?" She questioned, getting up from the bed.
"Dianne stop" Blake said grabbing her by her wrist, trying to hold her down.
"No, tell her to repeat herself" Dianne replied, snatching her wrist from Blake. He had a firm grip but it wasn't strong enough to hold down angry Dianne.
She began to walk towards Alexis but Amarr stopped her.
"Dianne you have to relax" he said pushing her back
"Let her repeat what she said!" She yelled at Amarr. "She tryna catch these hands!" she added trying to get past Amarr who was blocking her from Alexis.
Alexis just stood there with her arms folded, not moving an inch.
"She's still standing there, she must be so ready for this. " Dianne said and she immediately pushed Amarr out of the way. "Repeat yourself Alexis!" She yelled walking towards her but Blake grabbed her by her waist, holding her to himself before she could get to Alexis. "Stop holding me back!" She yelled trying to free herself
"You need to calm down!" Blake yelled back.
"Let them settle their differences" Wayne said taking a seat on his bed.
Amarr walked towards Alexis and grabbed her by her wrist. He flung the door open and pulled her out, slamming the door behind him.
"What are you trying to do?" He asked immediately they got out into the hallway. "You're trying to pick a fight with Dianne?" He questioned. "She will decapitate you!" He yelled at her. He looked really pissed. "You need to leave" he added pointing towards the stairs.
Alexis just dropped her head to stare at her shoes.
"I don't know what's gotten into me" she began and Amarr sighed. "I've been so irrational, I've not been thinking straight, making stupid decisions, saying the stupidest things" she continued.
"Alexis" Amarr called.
"I swear I didn't mean to hurt Dianne" she said raising her head to face Amarr. "I just don't know what's wrong with me." She continued. "I guess I just thought she wouldn't care" she added.
Amarr opened his mouth to say something but before he could push out his words, Alexis began again. "And now I've fucked it all for myself" she said. "Even Blake and Wayne hate me now" she added.
"They don't" Amarr began. "Blake is just mad cuz you know, he and Dianne are kinda like together and Wayne just think you messed up big time" he explained. "They're just angry" he added.
"And you?" Alexis questioned. "Are you mad at me too?" She asked. "I totally understand if you are. I mean Dianne is your best friend and after what I did, you probably hate me now. You probably think I'm a piece of shit..." She was saying and hot tears began to stream down her cheeks.
"Alexis" Amarr called and he pulled her into his arms. He heard her sniffle as her tears wet his shirt. "I promise everything is going to be alright. You and Dianne are going to go back to being friends and everything will be back to normal" he assured. "And Blake and Wayne might not even want to see you right now but trust me, I do not feel that way" he continued. "I love you"
Alexis heard him say that and she cried even more.
'How did everything go so wrong!?'.
She pulled herself away from Amarr and wiped off her tears.
"I love you too" she said finally. "I'm gonna go now" she added and she turned to walk away.
"Alexis wait" Amarr brought her to a halt.
She turned back to face him. "What?" She asked.
"What's that on your neck?" He asked reaching out to pull her hair aside so he could see.
"Nothing!" She replied sharply, taking about four steps backwards.
"Are you ok?" He asked
"Yeah. " She replied. "It's just a mosquito bite I scratched too much" she added.
"Ok".
'fuck my life '.