This was the night i let go all my years of purity
I never believed that one could be in sin and at the same time manifesting the unprecedented power of God
But it was all proven wrong the night I fell face flat to IMMORALITY
I was going to be the guest speaker in a Friday vigil in one of the Pentecostal ministries
My host had already informed the congregation that a powerful deliverance and prophetic man of God who had much fire to roast the devil was in town and was going to be hosted that Friday
I was not ignorant of what he could do, to a point that I became afraid for the unneeded praise-singing that was reigned on me both in my presence and absence
I was looking forward to this night and waiting with eagerness to have God use me to touch the lives of his people
My host had told his people to bring all manner of sicknesses and disease
Both those who were lame and afflicted in one way or the other
I was not afraid because I knew what God could use me to do
Much as I counted it upon my purity and dedication to holiness which I was very much afraid to loose by virtue of sin and IMMORALITY
I had all my life believed that once I had anything to do with sin, most especially sexual indulgence, the ANOINTING would disappear
I went to the mountain and did three days fasting and waiting upon the Lord to birth his power upon me and praying for the success of the meeting
On the third day which was the all night gathering, I descended the Mountain and locked myself in my room mediating and keeping tuned to the spirit before I depart to the meeting
Just then, I heard a knock on my door
I never knew Satan was preparing a cup of tea for me
I asked who was knocking and Betty, my fiancee called out that she was the one
"Betty? What is she doing here?" My mind muttered as I budged the door slightly
"Betty, what are you doing here? You never told me you were coming" I quarreled
"I wanted to give somebody a surprise visit" she said smiling
Her smile took me off and I glanced through her body
She was gorgeously dressed;
rocking on her body a fitted red gown - just the way I use to tell her that I would want her dress when we are married
She made new hairstyle and had a hand bag hanging on her left arm
She wore heels with a gold chain resting on her chest
Dear, you are staring at me. Can I come in please?
"Yes, yes, come in" i shrilled and said quickly
"Betty, you never told me you were coming" I brought the issue up again and she waved it
We began talking
For the first time I could feel my flesh burning with an intense desire and hunger for Betty
All the spiritual countenance and presence of God i had returned from the mountain with declined and was replaced with the admiration that stood out of me for my betrothed
We had been courting for a few months and had even gone for introduction
As the feelings grew more and more tensed, I quickly decided to leave before something should happen
I cut off the discussion and decided to go spend sometimes in my friend's place and allow her stay before the time of vigil
As I stood to go, Betty's face twisted and she threw a frown
"Dear, you did not even give me a side hug " she said
"Haa, I'm sorry. Oya come" I invited with no lustful intension, but never had I known that the invitation would become the gravest mistake of my life