"David!! I have followed you for 25 years of your life and ministry. Now it is worth it all the sacrifices I payed to cost your downfall"
I saw Lucifer face to face and he spoke to me
On the morning before Betty departed to her family house, I waited for her to be out of the bathroom and helped her dressed up
We were now bonded together much like husband and wife and the intimacy proved much with excellence
"Love, I'm sorry for everything we have done. I caused it and right now I feel so guilty" she pleaded holding my hand from behind after zipping her gown
"O come on baby, it is absolutely nothing. We are good together and more so destined to be married which would come soon" I said with pains in my heart just to please her
"Awwm, love you are so sweet" Betty said matching motionlessly towards me
"Love, I love you forever and my body will be yours always"
"Ah, is this the daughter of Lucifer or the Betty I know?" My soul cried within
Knowing that she was demanding for a kiss, I moved away in order to say "no! Not again Betty" but I was so weak that before those words could come out, she had already locked lips with me
I have been doing ministry for nearly fifteen years and have preached so easily telling the Youths always to flee sexual lost but never had I known how difficult it would be for me to do same
I was a firery preacher who had sent demons to hell with just my appearance but here was I so weak before a woman
In an attempt not to hurt Betty, I was satisfying her body and mine AGAINST the agony that I felt inside for loosing out on the purity I had built for years
I became afraid of two of these that day during the time I had escorted her to the park and was back lying on my bed weeping
Those two things were my flesh and woman - the very things I had not given much attention to since I could easily defeat them prior
I stood to my feet and went to the mirror then back to the center of my bedroom poundering on where I had fallen initially to get myself in the mess I was in
As I bent my head in thoughts, I felt a shadow moved from behind me and walked towards the door
When I raised up my head, I saw a mighty figure in white apparels opening the door to walk out
"Ah, please who are you?" I asked trembling.
Initially I have seen diverse spiritual beings so I was accustomed to them but for this one I could detect why he was leaving
"I am your ministry angel. I was commissioned to be with you as a fellow servant since the mandate of revival was given to you." The angel said
"Ah my Lord but where are you going?" I asked foolishly not knowing exactly where to begin from
"The commander has ordered me to withdraw. He left you the very day you fell into sin. But I remained to guide you to repentance, but since you have not fallen on your knees to seek him again. The desire to sin still dwells in you. I have no need here. The commander has ordered me to withdraw
I was about fallen on my knees when another voice began to laugh mystically within me
"My lord!!! Please help me, don't let me go!!!!
"David, Satan has taken hold of you. I shall be close by until you decide for your life" the angel said and went out of sight
"Hahaha!!!!!!! I have laboured and patiently waited for this time for years" the voice spoke within me again
"Who are you?" I questioned with authority
"Don't you claim you don't know me David! You are now my habitation and should honor me. You have read in the law of the righteous one that my mission is to steal, kill and destroy. If you honor me, I will spare you and use you for the glory of my Kingdom"
"You bastard son of darkness, I rebuke you in the mighty name of Jesus!!!" I thundered and roared but could only hear myself. It had no weight as before. I could easily tell the difference now of how it feels calling the name when the Lord is with one and when he has departed
"Hahahaaa!!! How can you rebuke your master. David, stop fooling yourself. "David!! Hahahaaa!!! I have followed you for 25 years of your life and ministry. Now it is worth it all the sacrifices I payed to cost your downfall" Lucifer affirmed
"I rejected all your daughters you sent to me. How come this time around devil. Is Betty one of your daughters?" I felt defeated and decided to find out somethings from him
"You were quick and wise to detect my daughters. I decided to use the daughter of Zion; Betty - one of your own. I knew that you would be easily defeated using her against you" Lucifer said
"But, but...." I stammered
"David stop asking questions. I have the power to kill you right now!"
I fell down immediately and began to convulse
"Hahahaaa!!! David!!! That is to show you that Lucifer doesn't make jokes. Rise to your feet" he commanded
I rose to my feet as my body trembled in gross fear of darkness - something I could easily defeat
I became ashamed of my life. "How the mighty have fallen" my soul cried out in bitterness
I wanted to fall on my knees to cry for mercy but my body was too heavy and my heart sealed in Immorality
"David!!! All the riches of the world will be ours. I love humanity and I want good for all humans. Many including your the sin of man has said false things about me. Follow my path and I will give you what you never have before. Your ministry won't die. The whole world is just about to witness the greatest Apostle of the time. David it is time, David it is time, it is time."
I found myself saying those same words until I opened my eyes and realized I had fallen into a deep sleep and was dreaming
Never have I imagined the devil this soft. His words sunk into my soul as everything returned to normal
I knew the devil's trick and I was ready to fight to have myself back on track
This was just the begining to what seemed to be an unending battle with Immorality. I cried myself out until my phone began to ring. It was Betty calling to Inform me that she had arrived
We spoke lightly and I said bye to her
Never could I imagine what lay ahead of me
The night of Betty's visitation repositioned my life from a glorious one to that of tears and agony
Just then I remembered we had intimacy without protection
The thought of her becoming pregnant began to hunt me and that was where my greatest agony began