Another day another new memory so Hi everyone. Today too the free time in the world. I guess being lonely isn't so much lonely If I can express myself and the best part is I don't even speak but say a lot.
So I was spending time with my Dewdrop getting to know her and we exchanged contacts on social media a long time ago but when I stopped talking with her I didn't do anything at that time. So yeah we shared reels and everything but one day I opened her profile and saw that I didn't follow her so asked her she told me that when I was not talking with her I unfollowed her.
So she did notice that. I didn't make any excuses and followed her quickly then those same things shared reels and talked in the office then she went back to her system and I almost went there every chance I got. When my shift was about to end I always made time so that I would get some free time and sat beside her, poking her or irritating her. Don't ever think that I used to bully her or anything instead I was the one who got bullied. She had long nails so she always used them as claws and till today I have marks on my right foreman and with her nails she had made her initial on my hand it's not been fading even a little bit. That didn't stop at claws she whenever got a chance bit me and the excuse was she was having irritation in her teeth but never once did I stop her.
Most of us do these things with our loved ones we do ask to stop but some things look so genuinely cute that we don't want them to stop. By cute I remembered one more thing whenever we talked or chatted there was one thing that felt cute in between random conversations she would say " Mai pyara hu na" out of nowhere but yeah I always reply to it with what I truly feel I don't know what she feels about it but I always tell her this.
So on my hands, I have bite marks, marks on the nails, and he 'sr initials. I don't try to remove it it's a memory I keep with me because I felt that in the future if I ever stopped talking or this ended I would always remember her by this. So when I went to her she would hold hands and talk and her best friend sat beside her. Her name is Anuradha she is nice but sometimes she overspeaks at places she should never have spoken.
Whenever I go and try to speak with her Anuradha never gives that much space so that the other person can speak. She would always hold her up in conversation so with a sigh I left most of the time. At that time I had a feeling that my time with her was limited so wanted to make the most of it but never got that much chance.
But as you know some things come with a price the things that I do with her and stuff all were noticed and Shivani, Paras, Vatsal, and Yash all started giving me taunts for this. Like " Rahil always try to steal things" " He always look at other person's treasure" so and so. Never took it to my heart. I had made up my mind. If everyone is noticing she must have too. I told you before that Shivani spoke badly of her right? One day we were all outside the office she said to me " Rahil you are a good friend of mine so I'll give you this advice stay away from her no one speaks good of her and thinks of her as cheap so stay away" Yash and her fights in the starting days they don't talk with each other.
But it didn't demotivate me at all I was just doing my thing. She is my everything so why would someone else decide what I'll do I stayed with her. One day shift was about to end and we were holding hands and Shivani passed by. I knew what she was thinking she told Paras about it and again the same. I used to share some things not all but a little bit.
I thought it would remain the same but my luck tilted a little didn't know it was bad or good till now but now that I think about it I think it's for the better. The incident that took place after that was not a small one but it's just that I had to choose some things here.
Don't worry it's a huge thing will explain it next time till then Sayonara!