ALEXA'S POV .
While still standing up , l pulled up myself together as l thought about the next thing to do . I didn't want to show him how his words affected me . " Ivan baby wake up we are here " , l murmured more to myself as l shifted him again in my arms . " My goodness , finally " , Just as l was shifting Ivan , my eyes landed on a little girl with the brightest blue eyes .
She was surprisingly walking up to me and without saying anything she tucked my black dress . As a mother with kids , l tried to kneel down at her level without dropping Ivan . " What's up darling ? " , I asked while staring in her brightest blue eyes . " I like your dress , it's pretty but can l play with them " , She spoke in her sharp baby tone .
" Them ? " , I asked a bit confused . " The kids " , She replied and at that l smiled in realization . " Of course you can , sweet heart " , l responded with a sweet smile on my face . " Jessica darling , are you going to play with this little girl " , I turned my attention to my kids . " Yes " ,They both nodded their heads and at that l smiled back at the cute girl .
I wasn't that afraid because l knew it that Jessica was going to mother them . After a few minutes , they all walked away while holding their hands .With them gone , l turned my attention to Ivan , he was still asleep and l had a thought that he wasn't going to wake up soon . " Excuse me , this is going to sound weird but I think I know you from somewhere , l have ever seen you somewhere " , Just as l was still staring at Ivan , l all of the sudden heard someone talking to me .
Taken a back , l turned around and saw a tall , slim and blonde haired woman . With her words in my head , l tried to remember where I saw her from . Her face was familiar but l honestly couldn't remember where l saw her . I haven't got any friends except Bella , so l was sure that remembering this pretty lady would be a little difficult . I don't even walk around the town , so she might have mistaken me for someone else
" I'm sorry , my memory is rubbish , l can't think of any where l saw you , l don't move around so you might have mistaken me for someone else " , l said with a sad smile on my face . I had a feeling that she was disappointed but instead at my words , her face lightened up like a Christmas tree and there was something different about her .
I just didn't know what it was but she was familiar . " Oh ! My God of course you can't , it was about four years ago , l was in the hospital and you were there with this little boy , l thought l would remember your face from somewhere " , She said in an excited voice . At her words it clicked in my head who she was .
Right now l did recall her but now my moods ruined up at the memory of her , hospital in fact . Thoughts about those years l was pregnant began to flow in my head . At that time , l was so low , my life was all useless . As l had my new born baby Jessica , it should have been one of my happiest moments but nonetheless it wasn't .
Ignoring the fact that l gave birth to her at a very young age and the fact that Sarah my mother caredless about me , my life was all a mess . In all those days and nights , l used to have no sleep . Jessica was so tiny and l was also young but still l got no help from mark . I felt so lonely and hurt but I didn't dare ask for help from anyone .
I didn't ask for any help from the neighbors , l didn't want to be judged . I didn't even ask Bella to help me . I knew it that of course that she wouldn't judge me but at that time what I had in my mind was that " l shouldn't trust anyone " . It was better to die with my problems than tell them to Sarah my mother .
By the time l gave birth to Ivan , I had a tiny a three year old Chrissy and a seven years old Jessica . It was actually the time l met this pretty lady . " Oh yes l have finally remembered you and l think the little girl who came over here is yours , she has your bright blue eyes " , l lastly murmured in realization. At my reply , her face sparkled with excitement . She was proud of her eyes just like Sarah with her strange hair .
" I have been looking for Evie , have you seen her yet Henry ? " ,Just as l was murmuring with Michelle , a voice interrupted but the sound was far away from us . At that voice every part of my body froze up . I knew where the kid was but l didn't turn behind . l knew that voice . I knew that voice . It was Adrian's voice . "
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