(Freddie POV)
"Hey! what are you doing Kim?"
"Nothing, just texting to P'Jasmine."
"what? don't do that."
"why? I know you wanna talk to her."
"what the hell are you saying?
I haven't mentioned that."
"you never did but I can see that in your eyes. you miss her, right?"
"!!!... no.!"
"lie, The colours of your eyes change when she is around. and look at you now what a pale-faced man."
he looked quite suspicious and don't want to accept the fact that I'm not missing her.
"Give me my phone back you idiot."
I tried to snatch my phone but he didn't let me have it back. this was around at that time when I'm with Kim(my classmate) just came and sit for about 5 minutes. on the college campus. while I was enjoying myself to engage with my assignment. I was late to do my assignment, and the deadline is withing this week. Kim has already summited his report. Kim asked for my phone. cause he was getting bored and had nothing to do. so his main purpose was to play games on it or net suffering. but I didn't know he was planning something else more unpredictable for me. and what he did😑. I'm not into it😩. I don't like someone to completely ignoring my privacy. why he had to text in the first place.
"and... done."
"what the F**"
"How could you do this?"
I looked at him angrily and said those words. but he didn't listen at all. despite that,
he was just whistleblowing after and act like what he did is just a casual thing😑. I'm pissed from what he did to me. I accept the fact that I miss her and I want to see her. but not like that she might think I'm a crazy weird guy if have no reasons for my actions.
"oh! come on don't overreact that much. it's just a text. and I didn't even mention your confess just told her to meet you after her classes end."
"!!!"
I didn't say much after his concerned, clenching my fingers to clam myself down, but I was still angry at him. why would he have to be this naughty?
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the whole change of scenario for me at that time. when I saw she dialled my no. directly. I picked up and answer with hesitation.
"He...l..lo"
"what's the matter? you need something from me?"
I don't know what to say to her. she already has lots of her work. disturbing her without any reason, this is bad. but even that I have to say something to her, otherwise she will be mad at me.
"P that's not much important."
"If it's not then I have to go. to have work to do."
Hoff, I have saved myself, from scold down by P'Jasmine. and as for you Kim what were you doing. I scolded him. after I cut the call. I can understand him as a fellow friend he wanted to help me in this matter. as Eric strictly appoint him to concern me talk about my feelings with P'Jasmine.
Fine!!!
when did the liking-liking start? when I sense her pureness on that day. when she smiled truly.
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on the river channel side, I saw P'Jasmine. I asked her what she was doing she was looking at her book. I thought she was reading a novel. I asked permission to sit beside her and then sat. I asked her what she was reading. her reply was direct, rich dad poor dad. ya, it's a kind of book best consider for personal financial status. after I asked her, I don't know is she find me annoying or has really had to do something else she took her bag and take off, her good-by was so cold. did I disturb her? I don't know?
when she walked a little far, a man on the bike running towards her was going to strike her but the honk if the bike alerts her she got shocked her grip from her bag lost and her bag goes directly into the river. I don't know what she was doing
"Shit, where are you driving, to hell?" she shouted and ran to pick up her bag from the channel. it was floating over the surface of the water and was difficult to catch. so as a self-respected man full of pride😤. I took my step to help her. she generally doesn't need any help. but this time she let me hell her. I looked for some stick to take out the bag from one channel. when I found one,
I was trying to pull her bag out of the water. I bend on knees and with my right hand tries to take out the bag.
but wasn't lucky enough, couldn't get her bag. I move my body further, and I slip and directly gets into the water.
"Shit."
I'm was all wet. I see P was aside of the channel laughing at me.
her smile was sparkling, pure and looks like she had a laugh with all her happiness which was inside her. after she stopped herself to laugh at the situation, she tries to pull me out but instead of getting out, I pulled her in as a prank. she also slips and fell over.
she shouted at me loudly, in a comic way it looks like she wasn't mad at me at all for anything. we both laugh at each others situation and tries to help each other to get out of the water.
"Oops!"
I slip again, but this time over P. her face looks quite pretty, her golden big eyes has a sense of curiosity. want to know more when you look at them. lips are pure looks like rose petals. I can sense her breathing heat over my lips, that makes my heart go rise up. as soon as I came to my sense I take my body off her. and apologies. I thought she will get mad but when I look her it looks like she was shy.
I physically sense her body for the first time.