(Freddie POV)
"Hey! Eric"
"Hmm!"
"I think I will hit on P'Jasmine."
"!!!!!!😐"
out of now were his shocked face turned around me and looked at me with his wide-open eyes and said.
"Are you sure wanna go after her."
"ya."
he smiled so largely that if he did not have a jaw he might open his mouth 180° whole. with his crepy way of staring at me feels weird. on the other hand, Kim jumped at me and asked if it's true?
the answer is... yes I do.
I was thinking of go after her. but not because of Eric and Kim insisted me. but I really like her a lot. I would like to know her about more. I said it clear it out and they believe me so early.
Kim takes his right hand around Eric and pulls him towards himself a tiny far away from me maintaining a distance of about at least half a meter. I don't know what we're they talked about at that time but I'm sure there something more mischievous than I can imagine. if they are pretending to make a plan for me for the purpose of taking a chance to speak out for my love for senior Jasmine. if that the case, then I'm out.
I know they care but I have not a single faith in their plans. last time they offered me one was the worst. I almost got expelled from school.
they are so ah! I don't have words to describe how annoying they become at a matter like this Eric can advice good but making a plan isn't a thing for him sometimes it works but maximum came up with a failure, and about Kim, oh! God save me, every time I listen to him my chances of getting into trouble becomes three times more.
while they both were cooking some strategies. I thought to run away quickly so they aren't able to annoy me. so for that purpose, I took my phone silently from the table and without even making a single noise I took my steps out of there range.
(exiles breath)
I came far away from their range. I am definitely sure that they have already noticed my absence before they call I Dutch off my phone. I took that out and do off the cell phone for the rest of the day.
"God I have been saved."
if I have been there they will defiantly sure to suppress me to accept their schemes.
I need to find the best way to approach her. but first I have to gain trust as an idol partner to her and at least confess to her first, acceptance is the second stage. I am well aware of that after confession it takes time for her to think, she will not state her statement right after the confession she is not that type of person who rejects quickly after hearing those words comes from a friend. but even if she rejects, it is ok. I'll treat her a friend but if not, she needs more time to clear her emotions and accept me as boyfriend rather then as a friend.
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On the other day, I asked her to come to the college campus at 4:00 pm when her class over near the canteen where we usually meet. I was sitting on our place with the gift I prepare for her as a present.
"today the gift will decide my fate. if she takes it I am accepted, if not, I will not bother her to become my girl."
in hope of her arrival, I waited till the right time. the clock strikes 4 but she hasn't arrived, I was looking at her building hopping to see her soon.
I saw her. when she came out of her building. I can say the world's time has been flowing very slowly and it looks like a movie scene where the main protagonist saw her love for the first time. her feet touch the stairs step by step in slow motion, when I looked at her face, she was smiling, while talking with her friends. and here it goes the cool breeze that sweetly tickles her hair to her face. she took the hair softly with her right hand and fixed it to the backside of her ear, I said it mesmerising if my feeling can flow with the nature the wind was my own soul that face gently while playing with her hair. she nods her head with a final smile that blossomed with the gardening flowers she walks through and came to me.
my mouth has not any choice left but to open wildly and feels like having an spirituality of her sense all around me.
I haven't notice when she came so close to my place. she was in exact front of me. and asked me about the matter. I was shy, but if I don't a step maybe I can't get the chance again like this.
so
I said it all clear out from the power of my throat full with force.
"P I like you." I closed my eyes and bend my half-back, I offered my gift which I have prepared for her. in a hope for an answer.