Dear diary,
Walking home with my family, the sounds of HAPPY NEW YEAR fills the atmosphere, fireworks lighted up to the sky ,people joyously dancing all around and yes ,it is! A new year. Hopefully a year of progress for me. so everyone has got their wishes, so I guess I get to write mine down.
MY WISHES
1. To find myself
2. Pass JAMB and get into a good college
3. Twaso be bold
4. To be able to understand, love and express myself better
5. To get a change of wardrobe
6. To find a friend that would actually love me for me.
During the course of the year I might add to it but for now this is it.
I need to get my beauty sleep, by 8am my mum, my siblings and I will be going to my grandparents house to celebrate the new year. I will write you when i wake up.
I'm back!! I'm at my grandparents house and yes, they would be hosting a party. Fun, right? I guess so, due to the surgery done I won't really be allowed to do anything. it sucks . The truth is I would rather stay in bed all day than to be at a party. Yes , I am one of those people . I enjoy my company to that of other people . The thing is I haven't found my place, my people or whatever it's called, I have always felt like I don't belong and its devastating. So why hang around people you don't feel comfortable with? Is that what party means? I just hope I find my place soon enough. You see to everyone I am just a girl who might actually be considered an outcast just that I got popular because I sing . I love to sing! Everyone feels they know me but they don't. I shouldn't be talking about all this on such a happy day so let's go get food ,shall we?
I got ofada rice since no one wants to give me hard meat because they don't want me to strain my eyes. what is wrong with this people?! I know they love me but ain't they over doing it? I should be excited that they want to help but I don't want to be babied. I mean it's already a year.
That reminds me of what happened to me two weeks after the surgery. Well that fateful day ,my parents went out ,well separately and one of my classmates came over trying to force me out of the house so I can at least have some fun, my siblings and cousins who came over supported the idea ,they just said I should make sure I come home on time ,so we left. We had so much fun . On our way back we took a bus ,when I got to the bus stop we were to drop. Lo and behold! the bus was parked infront of my mum who was talking to some group of people. I was so scared but my classmates used her shawl to cover my face and then she told me to run, which I did,with my slippers in my hand. I ended up getting home on time .I changed back into my house clothes and then ,laid down while talking to my friend. Well that's the way she met me . luckily she didn't suspect anything .
Back to reality, it's evening and everyone is dancing. I love to dance but I ended up getting my period so no dance for me. it sucks!
its 11pm and we are home.
Well ,that is it. I also didn't expect my day to end like this but cheer up, there will be better days.
Happy new year