"You weren't good as you were, "my parents said. I was good at my studies till my high secondary education. Despite losing interest in my studies, I tried very hard to focus. I was trying my best to score marks. Weekly tests went horrible, and I cried for hours long as they lectured me.
I know reading this story is as bored as my life was going on then.
As we all know that change is inevitable, so do humans continuously change according to their situations. Teenagers are sensitive to changes and should be taken care of emotionally and physically. I was too one among them.
Suicidal thoughts were frequent to me, but I somehow managed to come out of the stupidity. I said to myself, "suicide was the dumbest thing one does ".I should prove myself to my parents that I am not a loser. I was sure of myself that I could accomplish something significant.
I have a strange habit of speaking to the moon when I am low. To elaborate, talking to myself was the best thing to bring my stress down. I felt that loving yourself is necessary to survive in this transforming world.
Every decision you make is a step you grow further. Doesn't matter if it is a small change or major achievement until you are glad. Moreover, the decisions you make aren't to regret.
Accept the change, and change will also accept you. These were the changes that I went through.
Did you change?