My mother always confused me with her acts and words. She was happy with me for a moment and disappointed in me the next moment. I know I am kind of weird, but I am predictable to an extent. My father was ever busy in his world. Though he was never by my side when I needed him the most, he took care of me and was proud of me since my birth. One of the reasons I am still living on this planet is the spark in my papa's eyes that I will be the best daughter; I have to prove that to the world.
I don't think I have much of relationships with people. It is not that I won't talk or have fun with individuals, but it is just that I draw a line whenever needed. Lately, I find myself lost in little things. I think it is better than losing ourselves to a person who doesn't care about us. I have a younger sister who is good and I love her a lot more than I think. While we are on this, I don't really care much about my aunts, uncles and my cousins cause they are far away from us and we don't meet often. Just one or two of them, are having pure intent and communicate properly and the rest of them I didn't even talk to them for years.
When we generally bring up the topic of relationships, we tend to talk about our love life, but the thing is that I am too young now to know about dating. Nevertheless, for your information, I never really had a crush on anyone in my real life except those with fictional characters.
In the end, I want you all to know that every relationship doesn't go the way we desire, like it doesn't start the way we wanted but may end well, and some start like a fantasy that may not last long.
Let's accept that some relations teach lessons and some stay with us.