In my life, I regard the year 2022 as the year of exams. Should I just give up on all of my exams or strive hard to crack those? This level of uncertainty is not my cup of tea cause I was always clear about what to do next. I thought very hard to make it simple and go with the flow, but it is not always what you think. I took many breaks during my study and was not able to concentrate. My parents were endlessly reminding me of the hell if I don't pass the exams.
THE FIRST D-day, I mean like I was taking it so casually and with a mindset of "just gonna write it for fun". I was so relaxed and my 3 hours of the exam went like hmmm. The atmosphere of the exam center when I just left the hall was so nice, yes bcoz it was a beachside college. Going back home, I realized I was guilty of writing the exam in such a stupid way. I am in a dilemma regarding this state of my mentality, but I know have many exams left to write. To be exact, 'It's okay but not okay', feeling.
The result of my exams wasn't what I thought.
So, it is always what you think. Nothing is ensured. Just go with the flow.