"Saginsia, Our kids seem like they need a lot of stuff," I said as he look at me. "They are deeply affected by this current situation right now," I added as she smiled.
"I know and we are currently finding the solution for the certain problem," I said as she smiled.
"I'm sorry I know you have a lot of things to think about and now you are here," I said as he smiled.
"It's okay," he said. "They are my child, after all, Their problem is my problem," he added as he look at some files.
"Besides it's their father's fault for their lives to be like this," he said. "Why did their father get them, slaves?" I asked.
"In the contract, you can always in slave yourself as you are the one in debt but he is having an unknown sickness and was gonna die too so the company preferred the twins as a good deal and payment for his debt," he said.
"Why are you talking like that to human beings like they are some sort of animals?" I asked.
"This is how things should be in the very first place, This is how our family ended up being rich," he said. "Why would you do such stuff!" I said as she smiled at me.
"You're a monster," I said as he expected my reaction and looked me in the eye. "It's how you survive the game," he added.
"This is too much and too ruthless to think about!" I said as she smiled.
"I feel bad about it too just now when I saw how Hikaru react about it but I cannot break the rule off," I said.
"Hikari said she was enchanted to meet her," I said. "I see that is why Hikaru is acting this way." he agreed and he look at them. " Were you like that too?" I asked as he look at me. "Pardon?" I asked as he smiled.
"It's not like that I just don't give up that easily when it comes to the person that I like," he answered as I look at how his eyes sparkled.
"You know that we are just-" he didn't let me finish as he smiled.
"I know and I am deeply aware of that Savia you don't need to repeat it all over again it will hurt me a lot of times since you know how much I love you," he said as I cannot even answer him.
I don't want him to expect anything from me including the fact that I almost died because of his business and now my children are dealing with his sh*ts.
"I just want to meet Andy for closure and to finally see if I still have feelings for him or not anymore," I said as he smiled sadly knowing what I mean by that.
"I know, But can you at least look at me?" he said as I didn't answer and excused myself. Saginsia is a good person and a good company but Andy is someone that I loved deeply and promised my life and marriage with but it just turned out like this.
"Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror"
I stopped walking away when Saginsia start singing as I look back at him.
"Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror"
He repeated as he smiled and walked closer to me as my heart starts pounding faster than I ever thought it would, What's wrong with my damn body!
"Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heatwaves have been faking me out
Can't make you happier now"
I know how much he's been hurting for a long now since I kept on rejecting him and now even if we have Hikari and Hikaru things are still the same for us and I just married some powerful man that loves me more than his life but I cannot give him the love that he gave to me.
"Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heatwaves have been faking me out
Can't make you happier now"
He knows it already but he still keeps on pushing himself toward me as I find it very irritating as he is deeply hurt by the way I treated him not as a lover but a good accompany.
How can someone like him be cruel to himself?
"Usually I put
Something on TV
So we never think
About you and me
But today I see
Our reflections
Clearly in Hollywood
Laying on the screen"
I cannot even look him in the eye because I feel guilty about not giving him back the feelings that he had given me.
I don't deserve him but I don't know why my heart is beating this fast when I barely look and trust this man who almost killed my life.
"You just need a better life than this
You need something I can never give
Fake water all across the road
It's gone now the night has come but"
He almost whispered the last lyrics as he looked sadly into my eyes.
"Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heatwaves have been faking me out
Can't make you happier now"
Even if I am not him I can sense his pain and agony in his song and it also kills me to see him like this just because of me.
"You can't fight it
You can't breathe
You say something so loving but
Now I've got to let you go
You'll be better off in someone new
I don't wanna be alone
You know it hurts me too
You look so broken when you cry
One more and then I'll say goodbye"
He kept on singing and singing not even paying attention to what I am saying.
"Stop it already Saginsia," I whispered but he didn't even stop at all.
"Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heatwaves have been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heatwaves have been faking me out
Can't make you happier now"
"Saginsia please, You're just making everything worst," I said but he just shook his head and look at me.
"I just wonder what you're dreaming of
When you sleep and smile so comfortable
I just wish that I could give you that
That look that's perfectly un-sad"
"You know that we are just not meant for each other," I said as he just smiled.
"Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heatwaves have been faking me out
Heatwaves have been faking me out
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heatwaves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now
Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June
Heatwaves been faking me out
Can't make you happier now"
He stopped and took a deep breath as he let me go.
"Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror"
He whispered.
"Road shimmer
Wiggling the vision
Heat heat waves
I'm swimming in a mirror"
As he finished the song he left the room and didn't say a word after that, I didn't mind it at all and went to comfort the twins Hikaru didn't come inside the house and kept on staring at the calm sea.
I was about to ask Saginsia to talk to Hikaru when he had already gone outside and sat beside him. I look at Hikari and she was just quiet the whole time.
"Hikari-" she didn't let me finish as she stand up without saying a word and went immediately to her room.
Robert appeared as I asked about Hikari but he just shrugged and make us some tea. I don't know what Hikari's problem but it seems like she doesn't want to talk to me so I'm giving her some space now.
"You should settle down your feelings Savia," Robert said as he served me some tea that he made.
"What?" I asked as he just stared at me blankly and left to the kitchen.
Why does everyone here just turn their back giving me some mysteries to solve? I asked myself, Robert caught me glancing at him as he gave me a smirk that pissed me off.
"You can say it directly on my face you know," I said as he just shrugged when Saginsia went inside with Hikaru sleeping in his arm. Without a word, he takes Hikaru to his bed and tucks him in.
"Don't worry I will find a way to fix this," he whispered in my ear as he tap my shoulder that saying that I should depend on him.
I also wish to learn more about Saginsia's world but I guess it was too scary for me to look into.