"Savia," Andy called as he was done cooking. I sigh as I watch the car's light and felt the cold breeze.
"Savia," Andy called again and he knew that I was not in good shape at all. "Are you okay? What did you learn about your journey?" he asked since I always went out to stalk Saginsia's life after learning from Andy the truth.
"I guess he doesn't care at all about what will happen to us," I explained as he didn't ask for more and just sit down beside me.
I was glad actually that I and Andy am now finally okay but we are not making or taking a step toward making a new relationship together since we both knew that our love died a long time ago.
We are now friends for good and his helping me out with getting back to my family but every time I went there I just saw Hikari since Hikaru and Saginsia are both busy.
"They just look healthy and happy without me, I don't think they needed me in their life at all," I explained as he just nodded and look like he knew that this stuff would happen.
"Both the twins are now turning 18, They are not the same kids you knew after all Savia," he said and he was right.
I was not there at all together with their pain maybe the twins hated me too.
"If your thinking about them hating you, You should ask them personally about what they truly feel," he said as I clenched my fist and thought about meeting the twins tomorrow hoping I could have a good talk.
When I was about to ring the doorbell when a car suddenly went out and it was Saginsia's car and his with a girl clinging to him hard as he smiled.
I don't know but it broke me inside. I guess they are better to be with rather than be with someone like me.
"What are you doing here Mom?" I almost jump when I heard Hikari's voice and I guess he was about to go out.
"I'm here to talk with you and Hikaru," I said as she smiled sadly.
"Hikaru isn't here Mom, He went on a business trip together with Robert, Dad just went out too," she explained.
"I see, I guess you don't need me at all," I said slowly as I turn my back on her. "Mom," she called as I look back as smiled at her.
"We never hated you, So come back anytime you want. Please take care," she said as she bow her head down in respect. My eyes can't help it as I just cry my tears out and turn my back against her. I don't want her to see me crying as I start walking away.
When I got home Andy was not there I forgot that he told me that his going on a trip with a girl and will leave the house with me for weeks and I luckily agreed rather than staying at my parent's house.
I haven't fully forgiven my parents for doing such cruel things in my life but I believe that everything happens for a reason.
Days passed and I haven't done anything that great yet.
I'm hungry but too lazy to go out for grocery as I just watch tv all day and ordered myself a pizza when the doorbell rang and I gladly open it when I saw Saginsia with the Pizza box.
"What are you doing here?" I asked as he lean closer to me and kissed me, He was fast that is why I haven't had enough time to dodge his lips and went frozen as he closed the door.
"I miss you, Baby," he said as I can't speak at all and I felt my whole blood on my face and run to the sofa and covered my whole body with the blanket.
Why is he here now?
"I guess you haven't eaten properly, Gladly I bought you some food," he said but I didn't respond. I cannot face him at all.
"I guess Andy is taking good care of you huh," he added as he get the blanket out of my body I can see his cold stare.
"W-What?" I asked as he smirked.
"That was supposed to be my job Baby," he said as he give me a peck on the cheeks.
"What do you want to eat?" he asked. "I-I'm not eating!" I said and was about to grab my ordered pizza when he get it first since he's faster than me.
"You cannot eat this, You can have this after a proper lunch," he said. "I'm not a little child, I can eat anything I want," I said and he just smirked.
He went to the kitchen and start cooking I just look at him through the door when he let me sit down to watch him closer I didn't bother refusing any more.
And I am way too hungry to fight with him and I guess he understands it.
"When you were pregnant with the twins what are your cravings back then?" he asked as I smiled sadly. "I wanted to eat a moon cake but it's way out of my budget so I just let the cravings go away," I answered.
"That's all?" he asked as I nodded. "Then did you start loving me?" he asked which made me stop.
"You're really cute, I must admit
But I need something deeper than this"
I start singing as I look at him.
"I wanna know when I'm looking at you
That you don't only see the things you want to"
He smiled and came closer to me.
"'Cause I'm not perfect, I'm flawed
And if you don't like that, get lost
'Cause I don't want it if it's fake
I don't want it if it's just for show, for show
I just want it if it's real and I'm thinking I should let you know, you know"
I sang and he just listen to me and never break his stare in my eyes.
"This superficial love thing got me going crazy
Baby if you want me, then you better need me
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one"
He whispered you are always my number one Baby.
"And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me
Like a damn princess, make that an empress
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
This superficial love..."
He touched my cheek as he sang.
"Fun at first, I won't deny
But I want more than just what meets the eye
I wanna know when you're looking at me
That you see deep into my personality"- Him
I cannot believe his singing with me now.
"'Cause I want authentic, not just for fun
If this love is plastic, it'll break on us
'Cause I don't want it if it's fake
I don't want it if it's just for the show
I just want it if it's real and I'm thinking I should let you know"-Him
"This superficial love thing got me going crazy
Baby if you want me, then you better need me
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me
Like a damn princess, make that an empress
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
This superficial love"
He smiled as he kissed my hand.
"I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind" -Me
"I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind"-Him
"I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind"-Me
"I can feel you on my lips all the time
And this ain't right"-Him
I smiled as he sang with me.
"This superficial love thing got me going crazy
Baby if you want me, then you better need me
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me
Like a damn princess, make that an empress
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
This superficial love"- Me
"I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind
I can feel you on my lips all the time
And this ain't right, this superficial love"- Him.
He sang the last part and kissed me as I can feel how he missed me a lot.
"I love you Savia, You're the only woman for me," he said as I pushed him away when I remembered about the girl who clung to him the other day.
"B-But you have another woman," I said as he burst into laughter as he explained who that girl is and it turn out it was his niece that was about to work for him as his secretary for her practice.
I felt so dumb!
"You're the only woman I love Baby." He said as he hugged me.
"Shall we go home now?" he asked.
I guess it's time for me to go home now as I hugged him tightly and nodded.