"Young master you should hurry or else you will be late for school." I look up and saw Robert fixing my uniform for school since it got some scratches since I feel on bushes full of thorns I also have some unknown.
"I don't want to go to school Robert," I said as he smiled. "Don't be stubborn young master and make things harder for me," he said as I just hide in my blanket.
"I'm already smart, I don't need to go to school," I said since I knew that there is nothing good in coming to that stupid school after my friend died.
"Are you still blaming yourself for your friend's death?" Robert asked as I didn't respond. I don't need to answer such stuff at all since I was not obligated to when a knock cut our conversation as I saw Mom and Dad.
"The pulis are here to talk to you Saginsia," Dad said as I look at the investigators that will investigate the suicide incident. I know even if Mom and Dad didn't say much I knew that they were thinking about me being one of the suspects in this crime.
I cannot just point to my older brothers on this when they are so good at hiding their crimes.
"We just want you honest answer Saginsia so we could help you and so are you to us on this case." He started as I just stared at him blankly. Robert never left my side he was just at the corner watching me the whole time.
"I am Richard and I will be asking you some stuff about the incident," he said as I just look at his blank notebook.
"Where were you that time?" He asked.
" I was at the mansion and just went to school that time I came to visit his dorm but he told me something that I cannot remember as he jump off the window," I answered honestly as he look at me like I was lying.
"Are you really sure that things like this really happen huh?" He asked as I nodded since I was just telling the whole truth.
"Or did you just push him off the window as he shouted for your help?" he asked which made me stop.
"There is no point in lying kid even if you this rich justice will always serve upon us." as he said those words I smiled and laugh. "It must have been a great thing to meet some cases like this including the fact that I came into a wealthy family isn't it?" I asked as he smiled.
"You seem wiser than I thought huh, Oh well-" I didn't let him finish.
"Then shall we start on your stupid cop game?" I asked.
"Stupid?" he asked and by the look of his face, it seems like he didn't like how I said those words to him.
"Yeah stupid, Cops like you are just into fame and not into justice," I added as he grabbed my collar.
"You dare insult a police officer-" he was about to punch me in the face when Robert stopped his hands as he glared at him. "Don't dare touch him, Richard," Robert said and by the look into their faces, it seems like they knew each other.
"I didn't know you will stand this low to hurt a kid like him for your desire," Robert said as he looked at me checking if I have some scratches.
"I'm fine," I reassured him.
I don't know if I will be happy because Robert save me or if he just did this because he was bound to do so.
"You're the one who turned into a disgusting being! A criminal like you is not worth it to be my brother." Richard said as Robert let his hand go.
Robert never mentioned to anyone about his family not that it was part of his job but he just told us that his family is dead.
"Go on and keep on fighting for that criminal, You will know sooner or later that you just choose the wrong path, to begin with." He said as he left us in my room.
"I didn't know that you have a relative alive," I said as he just stared at me and smiled sadly. "I didn't know too not until I saw one," he said. I didn't come down for dinner since I don't wanna see my brothers at all.
"You're going along with your friend if you keep on sulking just like that, I need you to eat young master." He said as he was about to feed me when I suddenly talked.
"What's the point in living this way, I would just rather die instead," I whispered as he put the spoon back and came to face me. I thought that he would slap my face but guess he put both of his hands in my face and let me face him directly.
"You cannot just die yet young master you know that Savia is waiting for you!" he said with that ring in my ear.
'Savia...'
Right, that girl, The girl I promised to get married with...
That silly girl who just laughs at silly stuff and wanted to get married to the right man for her. I promised her that we will get married sooner or later and right now all I was thinking about is dying along with my friend.
"I talked about your parents and I told them that you should undergo some session to cure your trauma," he said as I was stunned. "Trauma?" I asked as he nodded.
"When I heard about the interview that your friend said something before dying it must have been something important to cause his own death into it and you cannot remember through shock," he added.
Robert was a good servant and I cannot just deny the fact that he was wise like me too. His strong and fast rather than my brother's servants but I never treated him like a spy or what I treated him like a secretary.
"I don't want to go any treatment like I'm a sick person," I said as he smiled and pat my head.
"One day you will grow and face some problems like this without my help, Right now let me help you clean your name," he said.
I went back to reality as I look at Richard talking to me now about my parent's accident.
"I swear Saginsia I will sue you this time," he said. "In case you forgot Richard..." I started as I crossed my legs.
"I'm not that kid anymore," I added and by the look in his eyes, he knew that I have grown a lot now.
"You can speak to my lawyer," I added as he smiled.
"Seems like your putting a good fight now huh without the help of my foolish brother," he added as I smirked.
I guess Robert was right back then. It was okay to depend on him sometimes because when the time I get older I won't be needing any of his help anymore. I went out of that smelly room when someone grab my arm and hugged me.
Her warmth brought me back to reality as I saw Robert smiling at us.
I guess Robert really guided me well as a kid.
The reporters tried to get some information from me but I refuse to talk, When I went outside my brothers aren't there anymore. I went home as the twins were worried sick about me and about their grandparents but I knew that there is something off about this incident. It was just too good to be true in the very first place.
I sigh as I look around looking at Savia.
"Savia..." I called as she closed the door. "I was so worried about you! You dumbhead! Why are they even blaming you for something that you didn't do!"
Savia, Savia was crying...
Ahh, I remember that time at my friend's burial I didn't get the chance to cry since there were a lot of thoughts coming into my mind at that time, it was all blank.
But this girl is crying for me because people kept on accusing me of doing bad things.
I never reacted to such stuff at all but now I realize I forgot to cry for all the pain I had been through and those sessions, therapy, and medicines.
I didn't cry because I thought that crying would not even solve a single bit of my problem. But seeing Savia cried a lot I cannot help but think how blessed am I for having him in my life.
I guess I'm always that pathetic jerk as Robert saw me grow it must be hard for him to see me all this time holding back my pain and tears just to let my brothers know that it doesn't hurt at all but it totally hurts.
And just like that I cried in Savia's arm like a baby she was shocked at first but she eventually comforted me after.
God knows how it felt so good to have someone you can release your pain with...