I stayed here for days and Mom and Dad keep trying to talk to me but I refuse to face them right now. I don't wanna see or hear from them anymore after I heard what they talked about Saginsia.
I look around and I saw that things are just the way they used to be and I cannot just stay there all the time. I came here to face the truth so that I can face the twins full-heartedly.
I look around the window and my eyes widen when I saw the twins outside talking with Mo and Dad as they glance at my window I immediately hide from the curtains.
I sigh as I knew that I can never face them right now.
I heard a knock and I knew back there that it was the twins as my hands starts to tremble in fear.
Fear of facing the twins as the bear fruit of all this mess. I sigh as I opened the door and saw both of them.
"Mom Grandma says that you haven't been eating for days and you don't want to face them at all. They figure out that we could at least help and talk to you instead." Hikaru said as he looked concerned. Hikari didn't even look me in the eye.
"Mom we are sorry that we left you, We cannot afford to lose you instead of doing such things that we like." I felt terrible as I look at them.
I shouldn't include them with my hate and despair.
Hikaru was about to come closer to me when I pushed him out of the door. "Leave and go back to your father, I don't deserve to be your Mom," I said as Hikaru's face looked stunned while Hikari was not surprised at all.
"Mom it's me, Hikaru I didn't mean to leave the house and cause this mess to our family, I was just trying to think about how will I save my friend." He explained as he blamed himself for what happened to us that day when he run away from home.
"You are a smart kid Hikaru, And I asked you both to leave now," I said as he smiled, smiled sadly, and was not happy at all. "I see Mom, Always remember that you will always be our Mom no matter what." He said as he smiled as he grab Hikari's hands.
I smiled as he looked back and wave his hands goodbye as Hikari never looked at me.
I sigh when I heard another knock I opened it and saw Saginisa. I immediately close the door but his foot was stuck so he open it, I step back as he just looks at me with those cold stares.
"I cannot just let you treat the twins like that," he said. "You cannot just disown them for what I just did!" he added as he tries to hold me but I shove his hands off.
"Don't touch me you monster! You ruin my life!" I said as he stand back.
"If your mad you can be mad at me but please do spare the twins." He said as he sound pleading. "I already had given you the twins and you already ruin my life what else do you want?!" I asked as he stopped.
"They are innocents."
"I KNOW! BUT THEY ARE IN YOUR BLOOD!" I shouted as he looked at me sadly.
"Do you really hate me that much?" he asked slowly as I nodded.
"Would your life be happy without us?" he asked again as I gulp and slowly nodded as my hands clenched. "Will you be happy?" He asked again as my tear fell down.
"I cannot give up on you Savia, I love you deeply and truly. I cannot just give up on you," he said as he pleaded with me badly.
"Well for the record Saginsia you know that I don't have that kind of feeling for you so get lost!" I said as I stopped when I saw the twins come back to check on their Dad and Hikaru is really crying in front of us now. Hikari just stared at me with disgust as she start walking toward us and holding Saginsia's hand.
"Let's Go, Daddy, Seems like Mommy doesn't want anything involved with us and hates us this much." She said as she didn't even look back at me as he grabs Saginsia's hand and went out of my room.
Hikaru didn't say a word to me at all, After that Mom and Dad came to me and told me that they were sorry about what happened to us.
I never bother seeing anyone for years and just locked myself in my old room, I never wanted my maid to clean my mess up as my room looks like a dusty attic now.
I never wish for my life to be like this, I just want to be with Andy.
A knock suddenly start as I was expecting my maid when the person I don't wanna see was the one behind the door.
And yes it was Saginsia, I don't want to see him now but it was too late since I had already opened the door for me as he entered.
"What are you here for?" I asked as he smiled. "I'm here to check on my wife and the kids miss you are you ready to go back now?" he asked as I didn't answer at all as he knew that I was not coming along with him.
"I figure out that you won't be ready to accept and forgive me, I bought someone who can lessen your burden." He said as a guy in the suit came in that even made my jaw drop as I saw him.
It was Andy!
He smiled at me, I cannot stop myself as I held him in my arms. "God I missed you," he whispered as I hugged him tightly without even caring that my husband is behind my back.
"Andy I-" He didn't let me finish as he told me how my Parent will sue him if I cannot let you go and cheat on you, He tried betraying the Sgainsia and ended up in jail as his partner left him without any word at all.
Saginsia was about to leave my room when I stopped him and said my thanks for letting Andy go out of prison. He smiled bitterly and smiled at me.
"Just so you remember that you are my Wife, Nothing would ever go wrong against me and you," he said. "And I want to tell you something like your husband. I already warned you about him," he whispered in my ear which doesn't even make sense at all.
He left my room as Andy talked a lot of stuff as I talked about what happened to my life while I was married to Saginsia.
"Saginsia is a demon you must know about that," he said n a low voice.
"We can't mess on someone like him at all, He will kill us both if we cross the line," he added.
He is capable of doing tons of things and if you mess up he is such a bad thing.
"I don't wanna mess with him," he said as I look at him.
"I just came here to give you something that I should have done long years ago." He added as he show me a picture of me and him when we were a child.
But there was this other boy that looked exactly like Hikaru.
"What is this?" I asked as he smiled.
"You didn't promise anything to me not even marriage." he started as I was confused.
"What do you mean about that?" I asked as he pointed at the other boy.
"You were promised to marry Saginsia in the very first place I just like and love being with you but I don't deserve your love at all Savia, I am not your prince charming but I will be you knight and shinning armor as I fix these broken memories you have," he said.
"How come that I haven't remembered about Saginsia's existence?" I asked as he smiled.
"It was because of me," he answered.
"You have an accident when we went to the riverside that cause you to remember a few things back then, Out of guilt I took care of you and played a lot with you until I fall in love with you. Your parents knew about Saginsia's existence and about that promise that is why they didn't want us to marry at all cost because it was Saginsia who you should be with from the very start." He explained.
All these years I've been hurting the man that I should love and been blinded by Andy's mistake since I hold dearly about that promise that I remembered.
He's right, I can remember clearly now. That face ...
It was Saginsia who wanted to be with me from the very start!